" Is that so ? But you can't do anything , because you have to handle this cheesiness forever "

" I love you the most Tara " 

These words continously ringed in my ear , I felt no emotions . I just want to be with him now

Suddenly I was pulled back with a jerk I looked at the direction it was parth 

" Parth , why did you saved me ? Let me die " I said 

" You can't die , he said to take care of you . He can't see you like this Tara " he said 

" But he is no more with me , I am only left with his memories " I said 

" But you can't loose the battle of life Tara , you have your whole life ahead . You have to complete your post doctorate and achieve your aims " he said 

" What's the point of all this ?" I asked 

" Maybe my friend will be happy to see you successful in your life " He said my eyes filled with tears . I hugged parth , and cried my eyes out 

" I can't think of anything now , I can't imagine my future without him  . He was the one who gave me strength , he brought back the colors in my life again . I am so used to him Parth , you don't know how it feels when you love someone and this happens " i said his eyes also filled with tears 

" I loved Him Tara , More than you can even think " he mumbled and tears cascaded from his eyes 

" You know even before the accident he said he wants to dance on my wedding , Now it can'--can't hap--happen " his voice cracked i caress his back he also felt the same he also lost his best friend 

" Suicide is not an option Tara " he said 

" But i don't have any reason to live either " i said painfully he looked me from far there was pain in his eyes too but we were helpless its the game of our destinies . We can't change our fate 

" Yesterday I was thinking life can't be more perfect now life can't be more worst " i said 

We both kept talking about Aarav for entire night , we laughed at some of his memories and at the end we cried our hearts out 

" Why this was only happened with us ? Aarav was such a nice guy he never wanted bad of someone " i said 

" Actually god wants all good people with him and he sent all devils in there " He said I remembered how he said the same line when my mother died when i was 10 . He consoled me like this only

" You said the exact same line when my mother left me " I said and he smiled a bit 

" I guess no one is meant for me , I am the bad omen for everyone . First my mother now Aarav " i cried 

" No No , its not your mistake its just our fate .. Maybe god has better plans for you " He said 

" I don't know , maybe . But god has always worst plans for me " i mumbled softly 

" I don't know why i can see him everywhere " Parth said 

" We even planned the names of our kids " I said parth was looking down . 

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I woke up my eyes and I didn't saw him anywhere , now morning will be like this . Without him . I was still with Aarav's family . My family didn't even bother to come in the funeral of Aarav , Because of my step mother 

" She's the reason of all this , She did all this " said one of Aarav's aunt my eyes streamed with tears to hear that . They can't even love him the much i have done . 

" Please mind your language , That girl gave him his world . And he gave her everything " parth said while defending me 

" Why are you defending her ? I know you guys have something " his aunt retorted back this time i lost my patience 

" You don't know how much my heart is burning with agony and pain , you don't know what I am going through right now . The day we both were supposed to get married on that day I became a widow before marrying him " i yell and she shut her mouth 

" See you can't talk to her like this , After all this we will not have any connections with you . You were not even married to him " Aarav's mother said and his aunt smirked a bit i guess his aunt brainwashed her 

" Ok , If its only written in my destiny . I will happily accept this " i said 

" I have a request you can take everything but not his memories " i said my voice cracked , parth followed me 

" Don't worry Tara , I will be there with when no one will be there with you . I promised my friend to take care you " he said 

" I am grateful for this Parth but I can take care of myself , The world is cruel still I have to live there " i said 

" I know world is cruel but I'll be there with you in your every stage of life , We are bestie right " he said I hugged him he caress my hair . 

" I am loosing hopes Parth " 

" I can help you to gain them " he mumbled 

" I am loosing motivation of living " 

" I will help you to stay motivated " he said 

" I promise you Tara I won't left you in middle of this , I will be there with you until you get stabilized " he said . 

How was the update guys 

Uhmmm can you guess the next chapter????

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