Hi, I am so sorry for this but I won't be able to provide an update for about a week because my mental state is really bad right now.

As I mentioned before, I had given the NEET exam, and after checking the answer key and OMR sheet, my score was around 630. I was actually very happy because I was confident that I would get a good government college.

But since the result came out yesterday, my mind has been completely blank. My score is 630, but my rank is around 50,000, which is very bad. The chances of getting a government college are very low.

This time, 67 students got an AIR 1 rank, which feels like a miracle but okay, accepted. Scores like 718 and 719 have come, which doesn't seem possible, but okay, that's also accepted. From what I've seen in videos and news, nearly 8 to 9 toppers are from the same center or nearby. Let's consider this a coincidence as well. The result was supposed to come out on the 14th but suddenly came out yesterday, which is also fine.

I'm not saying that there was a scam or anything because there is no proof to blame anyone, and I don't even know who to blame. But because of all these things, the cutoff is 650 this time, and now it feels like my efforts and marks has no value.

I had worked hard continuously for 3 years, sacrificing everything just for this. I had aimed for medical since the 5th grade, but the current situation is such that I don't know what to do.

I sat down to write today, thinking I would update, but I could not understand what to write. My mind went blank, and only this result is occupying my thoughts.

I am extremely frustrated, feeling angry at myself because I think if I had worked a little harder and answered 5 more questions correctly, I would have reached the cutoff. Then I feel angry at the system, the government, NTA, the questions, everything.

I'm sorry again for delaying the updates, but I need at least a week's time to come out of this situation and restart everything. Please understand.

And if someone who also gave NEET this year is reading this, if your result is good, that's great, and if it's not, then I can understand the situation and what you must be facing right now.

Everyone must be questioning your caliber—your parents, teachers, relatives, and all—but you need to stay strong.

All the best,

and I'm sorry.