Chapter 9: Kagome Stops Edward

Edward's POV

I was enraged. When Sam told me of what he saw today at Bella's house I couldn't believe it. I loved Bella, and she does this to me. Sure I left her a year ago, intended to never return. It was a mission of mine, when people at the hospital started to notice that Carlisle wasn't aging like he should have been.

So we went away. Then Bella had to do something stupid, and Alice saw it. I caught a glimpse of it, and thought Bella was dead. So I went to Volterra, to get the Volturi to kill me. When they refused I decided that I'd expose myself to the humans; then the Volturi would have no choice but to kill me.

It was one of our rules. Never expose ourselves to humans. And I planned to do just that. Then Bella comes unexpected, catching me off guard as she clashed into me in a full sprint. I didn't move of course, I had thought I was dreaming. That I was really seeing Bella in the afterlife. However it wasn't a dream, and she really was standing before me begging me to stay alive.

Technically I was already dead, being a vampire and all. Then we went back inside, I kissed her a dozen times relieved she was still alive. Then Jane comes all poised and graceful as always, hair tied in a tight elegant bun, her beautiful ruby eyes cold as ice yet showed her intelligence just as clearly as fresh clean flowing water. I never told Bella but I had a thing for short elegant beautiful girls like Jane. I never told Jane how I felt about her either, because it wasn't my place. And I'm sure Aro wouldn't want me dating his beloved dear Jane.

I wouldn't mind dating Jane, she was perfect, she was beautiful. She was the type of girl I liked. But I settled for Bella because at the time I had no one else in Forks to fall for. Did that make me a user? No not really, I just didn't have a reason to leave Bella. But then when she got hurt at the ballet studio - I felt guilty that I didn't protect her enough. She was bitten by James, and would have changed into a vampire if I didn't suck the venom out out her blood under Carlisle's instructions.

I was amazed at the control I withheld when drinking Bella's blood. Her blood was sweet, but bitter at the same time. I don't know if I liked it. I had told Bella what happens if we drank human blood, that a sort of blood frenzy happens.

Yet I kept my cool and didn't drink her dry. I wouldn't want to anyway. I'd feel guilty for the rest of my days. But now that I know that Bella is actually the user, I hated her very existence. I should have listened to Rosalie when she told me our family could be badly replicated if this ended badly. And I know this was now ending badly. How could she have done this to me?

Bella knew too much about us, she could tell anybody if she lives. I wasn't against killing her, and god knows I want to, knowing she fucked one of Sam's wolves.

It was sick knowing that I dated that kind of person. A person who gave no regards to another's feelings, doing something such as betrayal just to get laid. I knew I was no good for her, or was it the other way around, she was no good for me.

I snarled as I raced off to Bella's house leaving behind Sam, his pack and my family. I know I shouldn't do anything stupid in a fit of rage. But I couldn't help it, my long time girlfriend soon to be wife, just fucked someone else.

Damn you Bella. How could you?

Before I could reach Bella's house that was now twenty feet away. Kagome stepped in front of me. She had a stern glare on her face, her eyebrows furrowed, her lips downturned into a frown.

"What are you doing Edward? You better not be thinking of doing something stupid in your fit of rage because Bella fucked one of Sam's wolves." Kagome coolly said crossing her arms over her chest.

How did she know about Bella's infidelity? How did she know that Bella fucked one of Sam's wolves? How did she know that I was thinking of doing something stupid in my fit of rage? Just how does she do it.

"Kagome... what are you doing in the forest?" I demanded, ignoring everything she said.

"Stopping you." Was all Kagome said before she flipped me on my back and pinned me to the ground.

"What are you doing? Get off!" I hissed through clenched teeth.

"No. Not until you calm down and think rationally." Kagome hissed in a whisper.

Without me allowing it, my body relaxed under Kagome's body, as she continued to hold me down. I didn't think that Kagome was this strong. She was holding me down as if it took no effort to do so. I was a vampire, I was stronger than humans.

Kagome smirked when she caught the confusion on my face.

"I'm not human, you know that Edward. You've seen my beast form just the other day. Don't tell me you forgot." Kagome said.

"I didn't forget. Or maybe I did in my fit of rage. Can you get off now?" I said in an annoyed tone.

"Are you calm?" She asked raising an eyebrow.

"Yes." I mumbled turning to look away from her beautiful sapphire eyes.

Kagome then got up off me, allowing me to stand. I glared at Bella's house before I ran off into the forest back home. I'm glad Kagome stopped me when I did, but now I will never want to see Bella again. What she did hurt me in ways I didn't think possible. Maybe I really am attached to her.

I got home and noticed my family outside talking to the wolves. Emmett and Jasper were talking to Seth, Paul and Jared. Sam was talking to Carlisle and Esme. Leah was scowling in her spot under a tree, with her arms crossed over her chest, Quil and Embry were talking to Rosalie and Alice.

They all turned when they noticed my return. Sam frowned unhappily. It was like he was hoping that I'd get into a fight with Jacob. I frowned.