Jasper had never hidden his dislike at the idea of you being turned – he had always been adamant that you didn't deserve that kind of life and it would not be fair on you.

It scared you to see Jasper so unwilling to do something, and to see him so worried for you. He had always been the strong one, been the rock of the relationship but when it came to you you were his weakness plain and simple.

He couldn't imagine having a life without you. Having to live out the rest of his days without you by his side, the two years the two of you have had would be a distant memory before long and he did not think he could manage it.

In the end, after a week of refusing Carlisle's advice and then a further few more days of heated debates with Carlisle about what it would do to you, Jasper had begrudgingly agreed but he didn't want to be the one to do it.

He didn't even think he could be in the same room as you whilst you underwent the transformation; he felt how you were feeling, he knew every single emotion coursing through your body and he couldn't bring himself to sit in a room with you as you experienced such horrid horrid pain when he couldn't do anything to help.

And so, the next time Jasper decided he needed to hunt Alice and Emmett dragged him over to Seattle instead so that Carlisle would be able to turn you.

"Are you sure about this?" Carlisle asked you for the millionth time that day. Even though he was confident in his ability and the fact that turning you was your best chance, he had made a point of not taking away your freedom to make your own choices.

You smiled at him. "I suppose this is one way to force myself into the family," you commented causing him to laugh. "But yes, I am sure, if this is the one way, we all think I can get better then so be it."

He nodded at your decision, taking a deep breath and then he sunk his fangs into your arm.

There was no way you could even begin to explain the pain that was coursing through your body. It felt as if you were on fire and you couldn't get away from it.

You didn't know how long the transformation took but you passed out a couple of times from the pain. The whole time Carlisle stayed by your side, holding your hand and trying to make it as pleasant as he could for you.

When you opened your eyes again everything was so overwhelming.

Your senses felt like they were on overload, there was an unsettling feeling in your stomach, and you felt it all getting too much.

"Hey there gorgeous," an accent you knew all too well reached your ears and your eyes searched the room frantically for him.

When they did land on him that unsettling feeling disappeared, you felt as if the world had been put to rights, that nothing else mattered as long as Jasper stayed right by your side.

He reached out his hand to help you off of your bed and he pulled you into his arms as soon as he could.

"I'm like you now," you whispered as you stared into his eyes and found only love staring right back at you. "And I think it's safe to say that you're stuck with me."

Jasper laughed out loud at your words as he fondly shook his head. "I couldn't think of a better way to spend the rest of my life."

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Written by Hannah.