3:00 am
I lay in my bed, wide awake as i stare at the ceiling while holding my phone and doing nothing...

I decided to play my favorite song since i feel down right now...

(Play the song :) )

I close my eyes as the song starts with its instrumental..

I miss you, miss you

Hello there 
The angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim 
Of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

I open my eyes and glance at the window which shows the dark sky with the bright moon giving light to its surroundings

Where are you?
And I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
The Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop the pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

I felt something wet falling down my cheek..i touch it and realized that i was already crying while still listening to the song..

I wipe my tears and decided to look at Her pictures from my gallery..

Don't waste your time on me 
You're already the voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me 
You're already the voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)

Don't waste your time on me 
You're already the voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me 
You're already the voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me 
You're already the voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me 
You're already the voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)

Now my tears are falling rapidly from my eyes...i just let it fall down my face as i start singing along to the last lines of the song while still looking at her angelic face...

I miss you, I miss you
I miss you, I miss you
I miss you, I miss you
I miss you, I miss you

Why did you just end your life?..
Why didn't you tell me that your dad was beating you up every night?..
Why didn't you tell me that your boyfriend was only using your body for his sexual needs?
Why did you pretend that you were happy with him?

I should've just asked you why you were always wearing long sleeves at school and when we were hanging out...
You were cutting yourself every night...
I should've asked you why you were always absent...
Your dad locked you at the basement of your house......

You're dad was such a jerk huh..
He only payed for your funeral and didn't even attend because he was busy with his new family...

I hope your happy there in heaven with your mom now tzuyu-ah....

I will never forget our memories together...

I...miss...you

I talk to her picture with tears still streaming down my face while still staring at her picture...

I miss you......

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Hi....
Sorry for the sad chap...
I feel down rn...
And i love that song....

Sorry for the spelling and grammar mistakes...

And sorry for the bad chap.. i tried to make a good chapter but i just can't :(

Im gonna try harder next time..
:)

Bye....