There are things I can never explain to you. Like how my lips turn up into a smile whenever I see your name pop up on my phone screen. Like how waking up to your 4 a.m. goodnight texts makes me feel like I can do anything that day. Like how I always think of you and wonder if you're thinking of me. Like how just being in the same room as you and looking at you brings me joy. Like how the slightest brush of your skin against mine makes my cheeks burn and my palms sweat. Like how I look forward to the next time I see you from the second I leave you. Like how I smell you even when you're not around and that scent makes me feel warm and safe and happy. Like how talking to you makes me forget what words are and how to form sentences. Like how you make me feel a way nobody else has ever made me feel.