I sit crying on the couch as she begs me to tell her what's wrong. I want to confide in her so badly that my body aches with the pain of holding it all in.
But how am I supposed to tell the most important person in my life that I hate myself and that the situation she's been putting me in for years makes it even worse.
How am I supposed to break her heart like that?
So I will break mine even more instead.