I really miss dusk you guys

like REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REEEEEAAAALLY miss her

she's been gone for almost a month with no activity whatsoever

I'm a little worried

I keep posting on her message board to make myself feel better and feel like she's not gone

but after Blue left, Dusk felt like it was all her fault, like she couldn't do anything right.

Jade and I told her otherwise, but she didn't respond

then blue came back

but duskie hasn't

she brightened everyone's day

just like blue

when they were both gone it was torture

but when blue came back, it felt like there was a void that was just missing.

dusk has no idea 

no idea how much we all miss her

and it hurts knowing that someone you care about has no idea how much you care about them.

sorry guys just had to vent

im good now