I...

....

I just want a hug.

Is that to much to ask

I want to go find Blue and talk to her

But I can't

Know why

CAUSE SHE'S GONE!

I CAN'T BREATHE

THE ONE PERSON IN THE WORLD THAT HELPED ME UNDERSTAND WHAT I WAS GOING THROUGH IS GONE

THE ONE PERSON WHO WOULD HOLD ME BACK FROM A FIGHT NOT WORTH FIGHTING

IS

NOW

GONE!

I WOULD SLAP MYSELF A THOUSAND TIMES OVER AS HARD AS I COULD JUST TO TAKE AWAY A LITTLE OUNCE OF WHAT SHE'S GOING THROUGH

WHY COULDN'T I HELP!

WHAT COULD I HELP WITH

NOTHING

BECAUSE I'M A USELESS PIECE OF TRASH

SITTING ON THE SIDE OF A CURB GETTING KICKED AROUND BY ANYONE WHO WISHES TO

I miss her so so much...

I want blue back

I want my mom back...

I'm shattered