Chapter Forty Three
A/N:
Sorry for late update, recently my mind has just been like this-
Me- I'm going to update my book
Brain- no
Me- Yes
Brain- ergh.
Me- what am I doing again?
I couldn't think.
Something sweeps around my mind, jumbling my thoughts, flicking through my memories. I feel different. More powerful. More...free...
I'm invincible.
Nothing will stop me. I am alive. I am one with the force. The galaxy revolves around myself, my powers, my strength.
Life flows through me. Never before have I felt so alive, so free. No one can touch me. No one can challenge my brilliance. Nothing can be compared with me. I am everything.
Thoughts that aren't mine sweep across my mind, encouraging me, pestering me. I want to run away, but I know this is something I can't run away from. It tells me with it, I am strong, without it, I am nothing. I can't escape it. It is everything, and everywhere. Making an escape it weak, foolish...
So I must be the one with it.
My eyes flicker open, and I pull myself to my feet, adjusting to my new view of everything. Before me stands the darkness, the one who dragged me into this state. I want to thank him, for making me feel truly alive, for feeling brave and invincible. But just as equally, I want to tear him apart, make him pay for the pain I can't understand, nor remember. I want to scream and shout with joy and pain, not knowing which is fake, not knowing, which is true.
Without him I am nothing. I am only a shell of emptiness, blank of memories or feelings, having no opinions or knowledge. Without him, I will doubt my existence.
In his hands there is a small, slim and elegant handle, a weapon that makes my mouth curl into a smile, reasons that I do not know.
I suddenly find myself walking towards him, but I didn't make the decision to. I am his puppet. The true person locked up deep inside, no means nor hope of escape. She has no control over her actions, his actions.
The girl inside has no opinions, no say. It is just done, whether she agrees or not.
Then suddenly the hilt is in my hands, and I'm even more invincible.
A/N:
Me- What did I just write?
Brain- A collection of words that make so much sense even you don't understand it and you wrote it.
Me- Sounds about right.
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