I can't stop listening to heather and crying. Like my eyes are fucking swollen. But i cant stop. Welp <3

just fucking play heather by conan gray you will love me 

What the fuck?

'Ass' i mumbled at both of us burst into laughter. I didn't actually get what he said next but it made both of us crack up. Like- crackhead laughter. I threw my head back, trying to get my breathing normal. I sit straight and  catch Grayson looking at me, deep in my eyes, with a big, proud smile on his face. As if je were happy to see me happy.

I was melting after those pearly white teeth.

We locked eyes for a moment, without saying anything. He sat up straight, peeling himself off the wall and a bit closet to me, leaning in his arms.

'So, we cool?' I say in a low tone.

'You tell me, I was cool from the start.' He bit his lip and looked at me with squinted eyes. I giggled and nodded slightly.

He kept looking at me, but I couldn't look at him for long, so I looked down, smiling. He again put two of his fingers under my chins and his thumb. Making me look at him. He looked into my eyes, then my lips, licking his lips, he looked back into my eyes and leaned in, placing a small kiss on my lips.

He pulled away and i looked into his eyes. I wanted more. I wanted all of him. And i confessed.

'I want you.'

He smiled looking at me, then kissed me again. I moved my hand to the back of his neck, kissing him deeply. My heart was pounding already. He gripped my thighs and sat straight, leaning me towards the ground. I let him.

Soon he hovered over me, smothering me with kisses. I couldn't help smiling. I took his lower lip in between my teeth and tugged on it lightly. Making him open his eyes and make a face at me.

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By this time we were fully bare, he moved his lips all over my body, soft moans escaping my lips. He went in and i moaned. He put his lips on mine to shush me. He kept going faster and faster as my back arched and i bit his lip.

He groaned, as i bit down harder. My nails digging into his shoulder blades. And i came. He pulled out and came. Both of us looked at each other, panting. Skin glowing, flushed, panting. Big smiles on our faces.

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We put our clothes back on but we were still sitting there. 'So...' Grayson started.

'So.'

'I'm not going back to class after this.' He raised his hands in the air and i laughed looking at him. 'Me neither' i giggled.

'Lets just get out of here.' I spoke getting up from where we were sitting and dusted my clothes.

'And go where, exactly?' He asked in a tone of sarcasm.

'We're on Los Angeles, the land of opportunity. The possibilities are endless!' He spoke with rather a lot of enthusiasm and he laughed. 'Whatever you say boss.' He got up, towering over me.

'Not boss. Ew.' I looked up at him in a cute im-so-little-way. 'Whatever you say, babygirl.' He pecked my lips and smiled widely, showing his teeth and i did the same.

We quietly opened the door to the empty hallways. Both of us slowly got out, and checked our surroundings for any teachers or staff. When we were clear, we made a run for it. We ran, fast. Laughing and almost falling to the ground. Just before we opened the back door, we heard someone yell. 'Hey you! You're not allowed to go out!'

Out eyes went wide as we shuffled faster and got out. The man ran after us yelling. We ran for our lives and got into Grayson's car and sped out of the parking lot. I hid my face as we pulled out (lol) of the driveway so the teacher wouldn't see my face.

When we were in the clear, Grayson burst into laughter. Looing at him made me laugh too, and hard.

GRAYSONS POV:
Play IDK YOU YET by Alexander 23 on repeat istg thank me later

She threw her head back and laughed so hard. I couldn't stop looking at her, like i was caught in a trance. I wanted to look at the road but my eyes were just- stuck on her. (yall know what i mean when u just cant stop staring at nothing but u know ur staring at nothing)

Her blue eyes make me lo-
Like her more than i say.(hehe i like fucking with ur head :))

We pulled over outside an ice cream parlor, just getting our breaths back in order.

'Ice cream?' I motioned towards the cute shop in front of us. She contemplated for a moment and nodded, jumping out of the car.

We went in and ordered. It was 2 hours before school ends so almost nowhere is crowded, which is rather rare in LA. We got in a booth and talked about random stuff.

(A/N there's this really disgusting sexual thing i read in a book and part of me wants to put it here but i wanna make this chapter really cute and yk to like shape their future relationship im so confused fuck)

The ice creams came and I laughed at how she was eating. It wasn't exactly laughing, more like smiling like an idiot while adoring her devouring the mint chocolate chip ice cream (ew) like a child.

she looked up at me with a full mouth and raised her eyebrows up and down, making me uwu 🥺 her more (idk how to explain istg ima just start putting emojis rather than adjectives.)

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After the ice cream, we still had a lot of free time on our hands, so i convinced her to go to the county fair i went with Ethan and his girlfriend (:'() last weekend.

We got on all the rides. Literally. Even the kid ones. Eating cotton candy and corn dogs like crazy and laughing like we were fucking stoned.

About three hours of roller coasters, fair food and intense rides and laughing, we came to a pause and rested underneath a huge ass tree. She laid flat on the ground, groaning with satisfaction of the feeling of rest.

I laughed at her and leaned on  my elbow, my face very close to hers. Big smiles on our faces, i put a strand of her messy curly hair behind her ear as she smiled at my actions. She pulled herself up and kissed me lightly.

For the first time, i felt this little jump in my stomach. I don't know what it was, i don't have the words to explain. Like when its your birthday and you're expecting almost nothing and you're just greeted with a big surprise. Or like that time when you were in middle school, and your crush walked up to you and kissed you on the cheek. Or when you get sent to seven minutes in heaven with the person you liked the most in the group.

The space underneath my heart felt like it was being tickled. It was such a happy feeling. I cant deny it felt a little bit like heartburn (lol). But a happy feeling in general. (why am i so creepy in eggsplaining butterflies smh annie smh)

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i came back with ice cream but jess wasn't there. i looked around and found her playing with a bunch of kids. (now THIS HAS ME KINDA SOBBING AND I HAVENT EVEN SAID IT) she was blindfolded, running around with her arms in front of her as a handful of kids, 5-7 year olds ran around her, in circles, trying to catch the kids. 

the mere sight of her made me adore her so much more, i couldn't stop smiling. one of the kids tickled her knee and she instantly grabbed him and rolled on the ground yelling 'gotcha!'. they got up and she took her blindfold off making weird faces at the kid. then one of the kids said something and she laughed out loud. her laugh was so beautiful, so geniune.

i wanna write more but i just dont have the words. 

so 

ENJOY

-annie