After all this time, Im still waiting for you to call me and say youre sorry and you havent had a day where you havent thought about the way I used to hold you. Or even for you to just show up at my door and hug me, and in that hug Ill understand everything. But in reality, I know the longer I wait, the more youre getting used to your life without me. Youre happier without me as the time goes on.