Chapter 5💔
Shehnaaz came home being morshed after today's incident..she felt herself being drowned into those heartbreaking past again...
She was lost in her thoughts with tears in her eyes..when suddenly she felt a hand on her shoulder..
Recognising the touch, she turned around and hugged the person tightly..
"Kya hua baccha..aaj tu itni udaas lag rahi hai...sab thik hai na?"asked Janki Amma being concerned for her...while caressing her head lovingly...
"Amma Aaj phirse do chahne wale ek hone se pehle hi judaa hogaye..aaj us ladke ko maine rote bilakte huye dekha apne pyaar ke liye..tadapte huye dekha..mujhe laga jaise main uske jagah , usi halat mein hoon...Raj ke liye, roti bilakhti, tadapti hui..usi jagah khari thi..woh purane ghau maano phirse taro taza hogayi ho"said Shehnaaz in broken voice..with tears continuously flowing of her eyes...still hugging her Amma..
Janki Amma too had tears in her eyes.. feeling her daughter's pain..but still composed herself and tried console her saying,"Beta.. Zindagi aur maut..humare haathon mein nahi hai..woh uparwale ke haathon mein hai..humara kaam hai sirf aage badte rehna..jeetni bhi humari zindagi ho..ise haste huye jeena hi toh humara kaam hai beta..aise rote rehne se zindagi tham jaati hai..aage nahi barti..tere Dil mein Raj hai na..woh tujhe pata hai...aur mujhe bharosa hai ki Raj bhi tere saath humesha se hai..bas use har pal apne aas mehsoos karte huye aage bar...purane yaadein nahi..nahi yaadon ko jor kar apni zindagi ko ek nayi pehchan dila...yahi sabse bari baat hogi tere liye..."
"Apne sahi kaha Amma...aise rone se, dard mein rehne se zindagi tham jaati hai ek hi jaga..apne ache kaamon se zindagi ko ek nayi pehchan deti rahungi aage bhi..aur ab bhi..."said Shehnaaz agreeing to her words..while Janki Amma smiled and kissed her forehead lovingly..to which she smiled in peace closing her eyes...
They were living their own moment..when suddenly Shehnaaz 's phone started ringing..
She hurriedly picked up the phone...
"Hello"said Shehnaaz mm
"Hello beta..mein Rita Shukla..aaj jo patient discharge hua hai.. matlab Sidharth ki maa hoon.."said Rita ji in broken voice..
"O ha aunty kahiye..sab thik hai na? Sidharth thik hai na?"asked Shehnaaz being concerned for her patient..
"Nahi beta..kuch thik nahi hai..Sana ke antim sanskar ke baad se..woh maano patthar ban gaya ho..na kuch kha raha hai, na kuch kar raha hai..bas apne kamre mein band akele..Sana ke odhni ko apne aapse laga kar..baitha hua hai...mujhe bahut chinta ho rahi hai..agar aisa hi huya toh..mera baccha depression mein chala jayega..woh kabhi pehle ke tarah apne khushal zindagi mein wapis nahi laut aayega"cried Rita ji while talking...
"Aunty aap chinta mat kijiye..main kuch karti hoon..ha..main unke check up ke liye aaungi toh..unhe is dard se bahar laane ke liye..Janki Amma ke pass le aaungi..shayad woh kuch madad kar sake.."said Shehnaaz consoling Rita ji..
"Ha beta...yahi sahi rahega..tu mere bacche ko sambhal le..woh bilkul toot chuka hai..agar Amma se baat karke use Shanti mile..toh wahi sahi..bas mera beta..thik hojaye.."said Rita ji..
"Thik hojayega aunty aap bilkul chinta mat kijiye..main kal se hi yeh session shuru karungi.."said Shehnaaz..
"Yahi sahi hai beta...main Tera intezaar karungi.."saying so she hanged up the phone..
After hanging up the phone.. Shehnaaz turned around.. only to meet with confusing gaze of Janki Amma..
"Kya hua beta..kaun tha?"asked Janki Amma..
"Amma maine aapko jis ke baare mein bataya tha..uski maa thi..woh bahut hi chinta mein hai apne bete ke liye..unka beta..bahut hi toota hua hai..na kuch kha raha hai, na kuch pee raha hai..bas ek kamre mein apne aap ko band karliya hai..toh kal main unhe aapke pass le aaungi..jisse woh thik ho sake"said Shehnaaz in response...
"Beta mein kaise?Main ek mamuli aurat..use kaise thik karu..?"asked Janki Amma being confused..
Shehnaaz smiled and hold her hands saying,"Aap hi unhe apne dard se bahar nikal sakti hai..jaise mujhe nikala tha..aur mujhe bharosa hai..woh jald hi thik hojayange..bas aap thora mera saath dijiye..jisse hum dono unhe ek nayi zindagi de sake"
Listening so Janki Amma smiled..and held her hands tightly in return agreeing to her words..
On the other side...
Sid woke up from his sleep..still hugging the odhni..to feel his love's presence..and found no one in his room..he panicked and started searching for Sana..
"Sana..kaha hai tu..Sana?"cried Sid searching for her..when suddenly he heard a voice from behind..
"Main yaha hoon Sidhu"came a voice from behind..he turned around and ran towards her smiling..only not able to touch her..
Both looked at each other with teary eyes...
"Kya humari kahani ka Aisa dardnak khatam hona jaroori tha? asked Sid in broken voice..
"Shayad uparwale ko yahi manzoor tha Sidhu..par isse kya hua..ki main tere saamne physically khadi nahi hoon..tere saath toh hoon na..wahi kaafi hai na Sidhu..tan se door hosakte hai hum..dil se nahi na..humara pyaar tan tak seemit kabhi nahi tha..woh toh humare rooh ko bandhne wali ek Dori thi..jisne hume abhi bhi ek dusre se baandhe rakha hai.."said Sana being emotional..
Sid smiled with teary eyes and said,"Sahi kaha tu na angel..hum kabhi alag nahi ho sakte..tu mere saath hi hai..bas aage bhi saath hi rehna...wahi kaafi hai.."
Sana smiled listening his words..and said"Waada raha"to which he smiled and blinked his eyes in affirmation...
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