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Chapter 4..

After cremation..Sid sat down and looked at the ashes blankly..while Rita maa cried looking at her son's painful condition..

He slowly took the ashes and started rubbing them on his body...while Kushal tried to stop him..but he was not in his sense..only saying, "Meri Sana ko apne se jod kar rakh Raha hoon..hume koi alag nahi kar sakta..mein apne Sana ko dur kabhi hone nahi dunga.." saying so Sid took the remaining ashes and poured them into kalash and slowly started walking back with blank face..and tears in his eyes...
He was devastated totally, his mind was blank..only his love's face was coming in front of him..and no one's...
At that time , everyone was invisible to him..only his Sana's memories were captured in his heart...
Kushal accompanied him as he is not well at all..he needs rest..he needs some peace..he needs some support to share his pain...

Kushal turned around before going with him..and gestured Rita ji to not be tensed..and come slowly behind..
She nodded understanding his words..and wipped her tears ...she then looked at the crematorium ground...
All the memories related to Sana started clouding her mind...she was craving to hear "Mumma" word from her..but God didn't let it happen further...
One strong Strom and everything is finished...she in other sense lost her son too..who used to be goody , happy and cool...
She then looked at Sid's grandmother..who was too looking at the ground with tears in her eyes...
Rita ji prayed to make herself strong to overcome this grieving period with bravery..and can take care of her mother and her son too ..

She then slowly made Dadi ji stand and too k her to whom.. holding her close to herself..with a strong face to make everything well...

On the other side..
Kushal followed Sid to his room..who aimlessly walked holding the kalash close to his heart..and sat down with a thud.. holding it against bed stand...
Kushal felt his heart broke into millions of pieces.. seeing his brother cum friend's painful condition...he thought to console him..but then decided to let him leave alone to deal with his own grief for sometime..

He slowly closed the door without disturbing the silence of the room..and goes from there..

Sid then looked at the kalash and started caressing it lovingly saying, "Pata hai..sab keh rahe hai ki tu kabhi wapis nahi aayegi..main nahi maanta..mujhe pata hai tu aayegi..dekh tu toh mere pass hi hai..Mai e toh tujhe apne mein samjha liya hai..ab uparwala bhi hume alag nahi kar paayega..shayad tan se kardiya hai..par mere man se tu mujhse judaa kabhi nahi hosakti..hai na?" Saying so Sid again hugged the kalash close to himself..

"Sidhu" there came a voice from behind...

Sid hurriedly turned around listening his  angel's voice..and turned around..only to find her standing with a serene smile on her face..which is expressing extreme divinity...clad in white salwar..she was literally looking true goddess..
Sid smiled looking at her and ran towards her madly..he tried to hug her..but failed.. he then looked towards Sana who had tears in her eyes and said,"Tu mujhe nahi chu sakta Sidhu..kyunki yeh meri rooh hai ..jo tujhse baate kar rahi hai..mera sharir toh tere pass hai..jo ab nahi raha..par main aayi hoon wapis tere liye..tujhe saath dene ke liye.."

Sid smiled with tears in his eyes listening her words...
"Tu mere saath hai toh sab mumkin hai..par yeh dard toh zindagi bhar ka reh gaya..ki mein tujhe ab kabhi Chu nahi sakta..kabhi mere kareeb pa nahi sakta..kabhi humari shadi nahi hosakti..kabhi humare sapne pure nahi ho sakte.."said Sid looking down with sad face..

"Sid zindagi ek hi jagah tham nahi jaati..kabhi na kabhi toh hune aage barna hi parta hai..uparwale ne itne din hi mujhe jeene ka mauka Diya tha..aur usme hi mein bahut khush hoon..tu bhul raha hai..ki hum sirf jism se hi nahi rooh se bhi ek hai..tu toh mujhe har dam mehsoos kar sakta hai..shayad dusre sapne pure nahi huye..koi baat nahi..par humne Jo ek saath itna waqt beetaya..wahi mere liye kaafi hai..par tu mujhe waada kar"saying so Sana forward her hand..
While Sid looked at her confusingly and asked, "Kya waada?"

"Yahi tu mere liye apni poori zindagi ko dao mein nahi lagayega..tu shadi bhi karega..tere bacche bhi honge..aur mein is parivaar ko haste khelte aur sukhi parivaar dekhna chati hoon"said Sana looking straight to his eyes..

"Nahi kabhi nahi..Teri jagah mein kisi ko nahi dunga..itna aasan nahi hai..apne pehle pyaar ko bhul jaana..jo ek hafte ya six months mein aage bar jaate hai..woh kabhi pyaar kar hi nahi sakte..kyunki pyaar bhula Dene waala ehsaas nahi hai..woh zindagi bhar samete rehne wala ehsaas hai..mujhe maaf kar..par mein yeh waada poora nahi kar sakta"said Sid angrily looking otherside..

"Sidhu mein abhi ki baat nahi kar rahi par..poori zindagi tu akele nahi reh sakta..ek saathi ki jaroorat paryo hai..mein humesha se tere saath rahoongi..par isse zindagi nahi chalti Sid"said Sa na trying to make him understand..

"Chal sakta hai zindagi Sana..chal sakta hai..teri jagah mein kisi aur ko nahi de sakta..tu mere liye sab kuch hai.. matlab sab kuch..mein jee loonga akele..tere yaadon ke saath...aur rahi baat bacche ki..toh mein adopt kar lunga..par Teri jagah mein kisi ko nahi de sakta"said Sid arguing with tears in his eyes..

Sana smiled listening his words and said, "Meri jagah tere zindagi mei ek hi rahegi.. par tujhe kisi ki zarurat hai Sid shayad abhi na ho..par baadme..aise zindagi nahi chalti..theek hai abhi ke liye maanti hoon..par mujhe bharosa hai..koi ek aayega hi..jo tujhe mujhse bhi jyada pyaar dega, tera Humsafar banega..aur mein usi mein baskar Tera saath dungi..aur mujhe bharosa hai..is Janam nahi...uss Janam hum jaroor sirf rooh se nahi tan se bhi humesha saath rahenge..."

Sid looked at her with tears in his eyes... ignoring her words.. he said with broken voice,"Sana tu mujhe Sula de na..mujhe nahi neend nahi aarahi..tere bagair toh mein kabhi soya nahi..kyunki tu mere har kadam mein saath thi..AJ bhi mujhe Teri jaroorat hai meri jaan"

Sana had tears in her eyes and said,"Saath hoon tere, aas paas hoon..har jagah hoon mei tere..teri jaroorat parne par..teri zindagi ke aakhri palon tak apna waada nibhaungi..waada raha"saying so Sana started caressing his hairs..while Sid felt immense peace.. feeling her presence.. feeling her love..he was still holding the kalash..and hugged it even more to himself and slept..after two days of exhausting moments..which completely drained him..his mental peace..his everything..but Sana's presence made his day..he just felt her presence, her smell..her love..and goes into deep slumber...while Sana smiled with tears in her eyes..she kissed his head lovingly ..and said to herself,"Sidhu shayad is Janam nahi..par phir kabhi humari mulaqat jaroor hogi.. is Janam mein tujhe khush dekhna chahti hoon..jis di mein kisi ladki ko tera usi tarah khayal rakhte dekhungi..jaise mein rakhti thi..aur tere liye besumaar mohabbat dekhungi..us din mere tere zindagi mein akhri pal honge..bas tujhe khush dekh...apni duniya mein humesha ke liye chali jaungi..par tab tak ke liye..mein tujhe akela kabhi nahi chorungi..kyunki tujhse waada jo kiya hai..aur khudse bhi..."with this she looked at him for last time..and gets vanished into thin air...

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