Chapter 2
"Sidharth"came a voice from far away..
Sid turned around to search for the source of voice..but found none..
"Sana baccha..kaha hai tu..?tu mujhe dikh kyun nahi rahi?"cried Sid looking everywhere..in search of his love...
"Yaha"there came a voice from behind again...
Sid turned hurriedly..only to find Sana standing there wearing white salwar ... looking divine and smiling widely looking at him...
Sid too smiled..he ran towards her and tried to touch her..but couldn't...
"Sana..mein..mein tujhe chu kyun nahi pa raha?"cried Sid trying to hold her again..but failed miserably...
Sana's expression suddenly changed into painful ones..she looked at him with tears in her eyes..and said,"Kyunki main is duniya mein nahi hoon Sid..tum mere rooh se baat kar rahe ho..meri body waha us safed kapre se Dhaka hua hai"saying so Sana pointed towards the bed were a body was laying covered with white cloth..
"Nahi..ye nahi ho sakta...nahi ho sakta.."saying so Sid tried to touch her again..but this time..she only whispered.."Khush Rehna..mein humesha tumhare Dil mein Zinda rahungi Sid..shayad is Janam hum ek na ho paye ..par waada raha..agle janam..hum zaroor ek honge"saying she disappeared into thin air...Sid cried trying to catch hold of her..but failed....
"Sana"shouted Sid after getting up of his slumber..it was a dream..he was sweating profusely...his heartbeat raised, body was shaking.. because of that horrible dream..which he never wants to be true...
Suddenly, Dr came and checked him..tried to console him..but he was not able to control his emotions..he was just whispering Sana's name....he looked up to face the doctor..and found his Sana standing with Dr coat on her shoulder..and looking at him with concern..
Sid smiled and held her hands saying, "Sana..tu thik hai na..tujhe kuch nahi hua na?"
The Dr. hurriedly jerked his hands and said, "Dekhiye..mein aapki Sana nahi hoon..bhale hi mein uski tarah dikhti hoon..par I am not that person..whom you love.."
Suddenly Sid's expressions changed, he asked with anger filled voice.."Agar tum meri Sana nahi ho..toh meri Sana kaha hai..kaha hai..mujhe jaane do uske pass..jaane do.."saying so Sid started opening up all the leads attached to his body..
The nurses tried to stop him..but couldn't...
Dr. Shehnaaz.. couldn't control herself and said,"Thik hai..mein aapko le jati hoon..Nurse jaldi se wheelchair ka intezaam Karo"ordered Sana looking at the two nurses..while they hurriedly go outside for wheelchair..
"Dr. meri Sana thik toh hai na..use kuch nahi hua na?"asked Sid trying to console himself..but couldn't..he was nervous, shaking with the fear of losing his love forever..
Doctor felt pety for his condition..she felt his pain.. because once she too got the same pain..her eyes become teary.. remembering those days..but controlling herself, she just said,"Himmat rakhna"
Soon the wheelchair was brought..and he was taken outside..soon they stopped infront of mortuary..
Sid looked at the name plate confusingly..and then turned towards Dr., but she continued looking straight...
"Dr. inhe abhi abhi hosh aaya hai..kya woh is dard ko seh payenge?"asked one of the nurse..
"Is dard ko woh jitni jaldi seh le..utni achi baat hogi..pata hai ki abhi bhi yeh weak hai..thik nahi hai..par ek baar mein..is gum ko woh seh le..ro le..toh shayad..man thoda halka ho paaye.. isliye mein jyada der inse sach nahi chupana chati thi"said Dr.Shehnaaz looking towards the nurse..while she nodded her head understanding her words..
Sid was taken inside...with each time his heart beat raised..soon he was stopped in front of a body.. covered with white sheet...
He turned and looked towards Dr. with fearful eyes...and asked with broken voice.."Yeh jhoot hai na Dr. meri Sana yaha nahi ho sakti..haina?boliye na yeh jhoot hai na?"
"Hum Dr.s kabhi jhoot nahi bolte hai..jo sach hai.. woh aapke saamne hai"said Dr. Shehnaaz with cold voice...
Sid then turned around..and looked at the corpse minutely.. slowly he took off the white sheet with shivering hands , having tears in his eyes..
He completely took off the cloth and got shocked to see his love..his life laying on the bed covered with sheets.. lifelessly... without expressions...cold as ice...with closed eyes...
Sid become numb looking at her..he was not reacting..just sitting on the wheelchair lifelessly..but his eyes kept looking at his love..whose face once used to glow..whose lips once used to have bright smile..to make anyone's day great and beautiful..but today there was none..only her body was lying...
The nurses become tensed looking at his condition..they tried to make him react.. jerking him..but nothing worked..
Finally Dr. Shehnaaz took hold of it..and said , "Sacchayi ko Maan lijiye Sidharth..She is no more...jitna rona hai ro lijiye..apne andar ke dard ko bahar nikal dijiye...isse aap ka Dil halka hoga...aise baithe rehne se kuch nahi hoga...to lijiye Sidharth..apne andar ka saara dard ubhar ke bahar layiye...bas akhri baar ke liye..ro lijiye.. kyunki isse hi aap thik reh payenge.."but it didn't worked either...
While on other hand..Sid's dadi and mom also got the news..and they came into the hospital crying... devastated with the news of their daughter in law's death and their Son's devastated condition...
Rita ji(Sid's mother) had been already informed about everything...
She had been taked to mortuary..to handle her son..while dadi had been made sitted outside as it will be too much for her age to handle the pain witnessing her grandson's devastated condition...they also saw Dr. Shehnaaz..and got shocked..exact look alike of Sana..but later informed to be different person...
Rita ji slowly entered into the room...with teary eyes controlling her emotions...she goes and saw her son.. sitting numb looking at his love with blank eyes..
She cried covering her mouth..and slowly stood behind him...
She slowly carressed his hairs.. crying holding him..
Feeling him mother's warmth, Sid again turned around and saw his mom standing.. looking at him with teary eyes..
"Maa..sab jhoot hai na..meri Sana apne Sidhu ko chor kar aise nahi ja sakti na..?Papa jab chale Gaye the..toh us gum se meri Sanu ne hi mujhe nikala tha...waada kiya tha ki woh mujhe kabhi chod kar nahi jayegi..aur mujhe pata hai..yeh sab jhoot hai..aap bhi keh do na yeh jhoot hai"said Sid looking at his mother with blank eyes..while Rita ji hugged him from back.. crying, keeping her face on his head.. caressing his chest.. kissing his forehead continuously...and said with broken voice, "Humari bacchi is duniya mein nahi hai beta...Sana ja chuki hai..maan le beta...woh ab kabhi bhi wapis nahi aayegi.. humesha ke liye woh humshe door ja chuki hai beta..maan le..ro le..apna Maan halka karle beta..ro le..ro le..beta dil khol kar ro le..aakhri baar ke liye use apna saara pyaar nyochaavar karde beta..use jee bhar ke dekh le beta..koi nahi rokega tujhe..koi bhi nahi"saying so Rita ji cried..while suddenly Sid's eyes started getting teary..and finally he bursted into tears.. hugging his love..who was laying lifelessly covered with bandages...
"Aa..aaa....meri Sanu..aaa...aaa..kaise jiyu tere bina..kaise jiyu..kyun chali gayi apne Sidhu ko chor kar...waada kiya tha na..waada kiya tha na..ki hum ek dusre ka saath kabhi nahi chorenge.. phir bhi mujhe chod kar tu kaisi chali gayi..bolti kyun nahi..chup kyu hai?Kaise jiyunga..puri zindagi tere bina..tere saath jeena tha..tere bina nahi "cried Sid holding Sana close to himself, yelling, shouting..while the nurses and Dr.Shehnaaz too had tears in their eyes.. looking at his devastated form..
Suddenly Dr.Shehnaaz remembers her painful days..when she too underwent through same heartbreak...
Flashback
"Raj..uth jaao Raj..aise .aise chor kar tum nahi ja sakte..mein kaise tumhare bina jaise jiyungi..kaise rahungi puri zindagi..tumhare bina..aise mujhe akele chor ka tum ja nahi sakte..Raj"cried Shehnaaz being devastated holding her fiance's corpse..close to herself...
While Janki Amma (Shehnaaz's foster mother) along with her friends cried looking at her condition..while Raj's parents too cried for their son and for Shehnaaz..who was not in her sense..
Namita ji(Raj's mother) along with Janki Amma tried to console her..but failed miserably...she was acting like deprived of any sense...she lost her everything..she lost her world..her life...her mental state was not well..she was just crying and crying..and suddenly she becomes senseless...
Flashback ends..
Dr. Shehnaaz too cried looking at Sidharth..as if she was in his place..and Raj's corpse was in place of Sana's...
Sid was just crying burying his face on Sana's stomach... conveying his every pain....he was not in good state of mind...while Rita ji just hugged him from back... caressing his head crying... feeling heartbroken of her son's condition....
Dr. Shehnaaz somehow controlled herself..she wipped her tears and asked one of the nurse to take Sid to his ward...
While the nurse goes towards him and tried to take him away..but failed..as he was holding his love's hand tightly.. crying..not willing to leave her even for a minute...
"Nahi..mein nahi jaunga apne Sanu ko chor kar..chod do..mujhe"saying so he jerked ther nurse's hand.. crying.. again hugging Sana....
While Dr. Shehnaaz told Rita ji to console him...
She caressed his head and said,"Beta..chod de use...use jaane de...hum cha kar bhi kisi ko rok nahi sakte..apne aap ko sambhal beta...hume Sana ko Ghar bhi le jaana hai..aur phir antim sanskar"whispered Rita ji the last line with utter pain..but it was only the truth..and they have to accept it...
"Nahi maa..meri Sanu mujhe aise chod kar nahi ja sakti..mein mar jaunga maa..mein jee nahi paunga.."cried Sid hugging Rita ji..while she said,"Aisa nahi kehte beta..tujhe jeena hai..tujhe humare liye jeena hai..tujhe apne Sanu ke liye jeena hai.. tujhe uske aur apne sapno ke liye jeena hai"cried Rita ji.. caressing his back...
"Kaise jee loon puri zindagi..jab woh mere andar ki jeene ki tamanna lekar chali gayi..mujhe chod kar..nahi ho raha maa..aise kaise humara saath itne kam dino ke liye hi sakta hai"cried Sid still hugging Rita ji..
"Beta jo sacchayi hai woh maanle..humari Sanu tere Dil mein hai..hum sabke dilon mein Zinda rahegi..humare saath humesha rahegi beta..uski rooh humare saath humesha rahegi..tu use mehsoos kar payega beta..aur agar tu marne ki baat kahega toh woh khush nahi hogi beta..use dard hoga..aur tu bhi nahi chata hoga use dukh Dena.. isliye beta apne aapko sambhal..humari Sana humesha humare saath hai..aur rahegi..woh tujhe is baat ka prove jaroor degi beta..bas abhi ke liye..apne aapko sambhal le .apni maa ke baaton ko maanle beta.."said Rita ji hugging Sid close to herself..while Sid too stopped crying...and atlast lost his sense.. because of excessive mental pain....
He was taken to his ward...and given medicine to ease his health...while Rita ji sat outside keeping her head on Geetanjali Ji's shoulder (Sid's dadi)..with tears in her eyes..while dadi too caressed her hairs .. feeling her pain...though she herself was crying thinking about cruelty of their family 's fate..
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