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Aarohi was looking at Deep who was busy chatting. A lone tear passed her eye as she was looking at him. They planned to spend this evening together, only them and no one and nothing between them. But here Deep practically forgot her and came late and still is ignoring her. She peeped into his phone and what she saw broke her heart terribly. She controlled her sobs and left for her bedroom. Leaving a giggling Deep who was unaware of the surrounding.
Kyun khuda ne di lakeerein
Jismein zahir naam nahi tera
"Wahe guru mujhe koi aur aisi zindagi mat dena Deep mere sath mere pass mera apna na ho!" (Almighty please don't bless me with another life where I don't have Deep with me as my life my soulmate.) Aarohi said clutching her heart which has broken into million pieces."Bohot dard hota hai , aisa lag raha hai zindagi cheen gayi ho, jis se pure lagan se puri zindagi chaha wo asal main na kabhi mera tha na kabhi mera hoga. (It pains a lot, it feels like my whole life is snatched away, the one I loved with conscientiously with all my life was never mine and will never be) .
She pours her heart out and cries herself to sleep.
Likh raha hoon dard saare
Yoon to shayar naam nahi mera
Aarohi is writing her diary when Tara and Deep come. Deep snatches her dairy and throws it to Tara, who is at a minor distance from Aarohi. Any other would it have been Aarohi would have run around catching Tara and Deep around the room while they tease her and she becomes tomato, at the end all three of them end up rolling on the floor, laughing hard. But today was different or I say it's different for Aarohi as her life has turned upside down after what she came upon last night. Tara and Deep were giggling throwing the book at each other while Aarohi was staring at them blankly. There were no emotions in her eyes. When Deera noticed no response from Aarohi they got worried and sat near her and questioned her. Unable to bear it anymore she got up and ran up to her room. They followed her but she slammed the door shut on their faces.
Itna bhi kya bewafa koyi hota hai
Yeh soch kar raat bhar
Dil yeh rota hai
In the room, she cries sitting on the bed Aarohi thinks "How can they both not know my feeling? Although I have not confessed to Deep but any other person can clearly see in my eyes that I..I lo..LOVE him not today not yesterday ..It's long ago. Ho..how can Deep not know he is my love, my best friend? And Tara she is my twin sister,even she... I can't blame them. As they say, love is blind and it makes you only spot your love and the crowd goes blur, maybe Deep spots Tara and I am just the crowd for him"
Asal mein tum nahi ho mere
Tum nahi ho mere
Tum nahi ho mere, nahi ho mere
Tum nahi ho mere
Tum nahi ho mere
Tum nahi ho mere, nahi ho mere
Deep says "Chal yaar Aarohi tujhe pata nahi kal kya hogaya tu kal se apne aap ko room mai kaid kar rakhi hai chal ghoomne chalte hain tera mood bhi acha ho jayega ,Chal ab bahar ana ab aur zyadda time mat lagana we are going to our usual spot." (Chal yaar Aarohi I don't know what happened to you yesterday that you have locked yourself up since them come let's ) Aarohi thought "I can not let Deep know about my feelings, he is happy with Tara, I 'll find my happiness in their smile.". She smiled sadly. Hoping that she can mask her feelings well.
But this is the matter of the heart. The heart never works according to you. It has been given limited freedom by the almighty, it might not go out of your body but is involuntary. It never asks your mind, whom to fall in love with and whom to hate. It just does what it wants. It guides you at times, It makes you like a person till eternity. Well, a heart can never hate a person. Well if you think You hate a person from the core of your heart. Well dear it's just the illusion of your mind, your mind overpowered your sweet little fist-sized organ "HEART". Ye Kambhakht dil manta hi nahi!
Aasmaan se kya khata huyi
Taara uska toota kyun
"Ya Khuda Kya kami thi mere Pyaar main? Puri zindagi dusron ke liye ji , pehli baar apni khushi dhundi magar wo to milne se pehle hi chali gayi , fir ehsaas hua wo Khushi to mere bhagya mai kabhi thi hi nahi.Bas ab un dono ki khushiyaan mat cheenna"
(Oh lord what was lacking in my love ? Althrough my life, I have lived for other's happiness for the first time I searched for my source of happiness but before I could even feel it, it was gone, but then I realized that happiness was never there in my fate. Now god all I could ask for, pray for is don't snatch their happiness.) Aarohi prayed to god with a broken voice.
Log mujhse puchhte hai
Sath apna chhoota kyun
We were going to our usual sport as Deep forced me to. Throughout the ride I was so happy, we went on his bike and for some time, I forgot everything and I enjoyed the moment to the fullest. But I had to eventually wake up from this happy dream. The bike stopped and soon Deep ran and hugged someone as I went closer I saw Tara again all the memories of the two days hit me like a ton of bricks. My heart pierced at the sight of Tara being lifted and twirling her around. Ignoring them, who were in their own world by now I went inside Netra's cafe. Greeting her sat on my Favorite corner. She came with a latte. Well after Tara and Deep, she knows me the best but now I think she knows me the best. I get a feeling of home when I am near her so I just let out my emotions in front of her. She asks me "Where is Deep, and Tara did she come?" I pointed at them who are getting cozy on a wooden log. She understood my feelings and squeezed my shoulders, giving me support.
"Aarohi sitting here and crying your heart out is not at all going to work. Bola tha maine tumhe, Pyaar kiya hai zurm nahi jo darr rahi thi agar thodi himaat juta ke us ke samne bola hota to shayad , Shayad aaj baat kuch alag hoti. Magar tum , tum to dosti khone se darr rahi thi , Kya pata agar tumne bola hota to tumhe pyaar bhi milta. Agar Dosti tut bhi jati to uske sath bitaye lamhoon ke yaadeen to tumhare pass thi ab dekho roz tumhe kitna dard sehna hoga, unhe sath dekh ke , usse tumse dur jate dekh ,zindagi bhar wo tumhare samne rahega magar tumhara nahi hoga aur iska pachtava tumhe roz hoga ki tumne kabhi apne dil ki baat usse nahi batayi" (I told you, you are in love and that's not any crime that you are scared of if only you would have been a bit brave, who knows If you would have confessed then today the scene would have been different. But you, you were scared of losing his friendship but if you would have maybe you would have received his love in return.If the friendship was broken then you would still have memories of the moment spent together but now you see how much pain you are going to bear, seeing them together, seeing him going far away from you. Whole life you will see him in front of you but not your's whole life you will regret not saying the feelings of your heart.) Aarohi says "Pachtava to hoga magar maine bohot der kardi ab to koi gunjaish hi nahi mai abhi uske Yaadon ke sath hi jiyungi. Pyaar kiya hai sacha wala bhula to zindagi bhar na paungi mai to fir bhi use chahungi. Aur shayad uske jitna pyaar kisi aur se na karpaungi, uski khushi mai apni khushi dhundngi " (I know I'll regret it but I am late now, I don't even have any hope left in me, I will survive with his memories, I loved him truly and cannot forget him lifelong, I will still love him and maybe I cannot love anyone else like I loved him. I'll find my happiness in his.)
Kya majbooriyan kaisi yeh dooriyan
Dil yeh samjhe na
Hote hain pyar mein aise bhi imtehan
Maine ab jaana
"Bhagwan mujhe itni shakti de ki main un dono ko sath dekh kamzor na padun tut na jaun.Jab bhi wo mere samne ata hai mera kambhakt dil ye manta hi nahi bas use pyaar bhari nazron se dekhe jata hai mai undono ko khona nahi chahti ek wo dono hi to hain jinhe mai apna keh sakti hain. Pyaar karne se pehle kabhi yeh nahi socha tha ki itne kathin parikshayen hongi.Tara ne mere har bure wakt mai sath diya tha to mai aaj uski khushiyan barbaad kaise kar sakti hun. Kis vikat stithi main phasa diya apne mujhe?"
(God please provide me with enough strength that when I see both of them together I shan't break down. When they come in front of me, this bloody heart of mine gets out of control and doesn't get the idea, and continue to stare at him with love. Never did I ever think before falling in love that I have to go through these many exams! Tara has been by my side in all my bad phases so how can I now destroy her happiness. In which tricky and critical situation you kept me, God!)
Khwaab hi bas reh gaye hain
Jinmein ho tum humsafar mere
Deep come here! shouts an over-excited Aarohi. Click a picture of me with the dolphin. They click several pictures and Aarohi pulls Deep towards the sea, where they splash water on each other just when all of a sudden a dupatta comes flying through Deep's face catching his fancy. He goes chasing after the dupatta which turns out to be Tara's. Tara's dupatta was becoming a hanging noose metaphorically taking her life. Aarohi saw her life drowning how she herself was drowning in see and Deep having deeper fancy in Tara, its like he never turned to see the supposedly bff who apparently loved him, how she was doing. As Aarohi realized she is drowning she rose up.
Aarohi got up from her nightmare. Now she even realized Deep won't choose her even in her dreams. Her life was shattering and she has to come to a realization sooner before there isn't a possibility to join back to a form from shattered pieces.
Asal mein tum nahi ho mere
Tum nahi ho mere
Tum nahi ho mere, nahi ho mere
Tum nahi ho mere
Tum nahi ho mere
Tum nahi ho mere, nahi ho mere
Tara: Aarohi help me! I have some surprise first let me tell you. I am going to propose Deep for marriage. I knew it looks odd but he proposed to me and then this time I am gonna propose to make it memorable so you have to totally help me out with the place and decor okay? And I look after catering and guests and ya please bring him to the venue without giving him a hint! Omg! I am so excited. I am feeling butterflies!
Aarohi: Very well! I'll help you out, I am so excited for both of you. Okay, I'll have to leave there's a lot of work.
Turning back salty water pour out of her eye.
Netra*With a large smile on her face*: Congratulations Tara so happy for both of you!
Netra*whisper*: I can't see you like this Avneet but I can't do anything, I am so helpless as a friend.
Mande nai bandishan ae pyar nahio jhukde
Raah teri takkde ae nain nahio rukde
Hisse hain aaiyan ve udeekan tere yaar chon
Kivein lutawan mere hanju nahio lukde
Aarohi goes back to her room to calm her down, She takes all the cards and gifts given by Deep and puts them on the bed . Fumbling with them, recolecting the memories precious to her. But suddenly she puts them in the bin and searches for lighter but when she gets one, she stumbles and falls on bed, distraught. Perhaps how can she gather the courage to burn down the memories with her first love and her best friend even if she burns the materialistic goods she can't erase the feeling and memories. She drives to Deep's house and knocks on his door. After Deep answers the door she asks him to come with her in a melancholic tone. Worry written all over his face little did he know the secret buried deep inside her heart.
Hove khair sajjna ve paave paer sajjna ve
Kade sannu vi nehde turr aa
When they reached the venue Aarohi tied his eye with silk cloth and left him in. She went out to catch a deep breath and she heard party poppers bursting and large applause, she knew what comes in future will not be bright. She saw them exchanging rings and hugging. She wasn't a person who hated pda but today she couldn't stand it. It was not that she had not realised that she is jealous of Tara but then again she isn't the one to act out of green! She shot her best smile at them and put an exciting face when asked to be the bridesmaid and actively participated in the discussion. It's hard but she choose it.
Haaye ve hovein khair sajna ve
Paave paer sajjna ve bas
Hunn dena dil ton dua
On the wedding day looking at Tara, she realised she wasted half her life imagining this moment but alas nothing goes like we assume it would. She went into Deep's room and warded off the evil. She had tears in her eye. She had a selfish wish in her heart, that may be some day he would turn back to her.
Kaash tum phir laut aao
Mit jaaye saare gham yeh jo mere
Looking at then completing the rituals of marriage she laughed bitterly and murmured "If only you could come back to me and relieve my sorrow! "
Asal mein tum nahi ho mere
Tum nahi ho mere
Tum nahi ho mere, nahi ho mere
Tum nahi ho mere
Tum nahi ho mere
Tum nahi ho mere, nahi ho mere
When the wedding was done and the newly married were posing for photos. Aarohi with a big smile and handful of luggage was walking towards the exit. She turned back and saw their happiness and whispered "May you have a long and joyous marriage my best friends!"
It's my decision I ll make sure I won't regret it. With this firm decision she reached Airport.
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