A new morning came as she sat on the floor in her room, she felt shivers run down her spine, even though the room was warm, she felt cold.

Her body was burning from a fever, it's been two days since he was gone, long gone now.

The company closed for these two days since everyone was mourning over him, no one could believe nor could she.

Baby~
She heard his voice and looked around.

"Namjoon."
She called out but saw no one and got no answer.

She whimpered and cried as she put her head back and closed her eyes.

She remembered their first kiss, the loving moments they spent together, their first and last sex.

I love you so much, Ha Eun.
His words kept repeating in her head, and she whispered back.

"I love you too Joon."

She heard the doorbell ring and opened her eyes, she tried getting up but was too weak.

She slowly walked downstairs, to the door and opened it to see Hoseok.

His eyes teared up as he saw her messy state and held her arms to keep her standing still as she was about to fall.

"Hoseok, he- he's gone."
She said looking up at him.
"I loved him Hoseok."

She said and broke down as he brought her to sit on the sofa and sat looking down.

"I understand it's really hard for you Ha Eun but please be strong, I can't see you broken like this."
He said looking at her as tears skipped his eyes while she looked down and cried.

How could she be okay when she knows she would never be able to see him again!?

Those eyes, that beautiful smile, it's all gone now, she doesn't know where they buried him, she can't even go to his grave.

She feels so lost, she doesn't know what to do anymore as she just cried there while Hoseok looked at her in silence.