The Next Day,

Alarm Clock goes off, I hit it, get up take a shower and do my normal morning routine. I go downstairs ready for breakfast to start or be finish at least. As usual I see a note on the counter top I roll my eyes and walk to the counter top and pick it up and read it.

The Note,

Dear Lyric, 

      Good Morning Lyric, sorry breakfast isn't ready, I had to go run errands, you know as always. I left some cereal in the cabinet, maybe that can fill your stomach up until I get back tonight. Please don't be mad at me, I'm trying my best to provide for us, I'm trying to take care of us. Love you, see you later. 😔❤️

Love,
Uncle Lau,

At least his english is getting better. I crumbled the note up and put it in the garbage, grabbed my backpack and walked out the door. Don't have time for his bull crap and nonsense, you guys don't know I'm so tired of eating cereal 😒.

When I got to school I was 2 minutes late of course, because I was walking extra slow and didn't realize the time, until I can hear the tardy bell outside of my school. Oh well, they better be glad I even showed up here 😒. School is the last place I want to be right now, I mean everyone feels that way, but I don't feel comfortable at all here. I walk to my locker put my book bag in there and get the things I need, close my locker and headed off to class. As I get closer I started walking so slow, you might even call me a turtle 🐢. But I wasn't walking slow enough because I made it to my homeroom door in about 3.2 seconds. I closed my eyes and inhale slowly then exhale and let it all out. I put my hand on the class room knob and turned it slowly and entered the room quietly. Everyone was joking and laughing and hanging out with their friends, until they saw me. When I entered the room everyone dropped dead silence 💀. All eyes were on me the whole time. I heard little giggles everywhere as I went to my seat and sat down. Well at least I thought I did. Before I even sat down, someone pulled my chair far away from my desk and my rear end ended up on the floor. Boy everyone thought that was sooooo funny. Hahahahahahaha hhahahahahahahahah hahahahahahahaha ha ha ha 😒

"Y'all her ghost daddy playing with her" 😂

"That's why your father's dead tramp!! 😂😂

"Bruh she shook the whole school when she fell" 😂😭

"She's so fat and ugly"

"Eww it looks like she got her outfit at Walmart".

"naw more like the dumpster"

"WHAT THE FUCK ARE THOOOSSEEE?!"

"That's not even her real hair"

This is literally all I hear all day and everyday. Sometimes the teachers won't even stop it they sometimes laugh and then try to settle it down. I looked at everyone laughing and pointing at me, calling me names, throwing things at me, making disgusted faces at me. All of that, and guess what I go through all of that, for no reason. I felt hot liquid racing each side of my face, all the way down to my chin, to my neck. I quickly wipe them off, don't want anyone to see them. And got up and got my chair back and scooted closer to my desk and put my hands on my lap, while my leg is jumping. The teacher simmers down the class and then the next period begins. Everyone gets their stuff and starts heading out the door. All but me and this boy, this very pretty boy. Well to me. He's mixed, so he has that real good hair. He has a huge Afro, but sometimes puts a hat on it. His name is Princeton. Everyone knows that's not his real name, but no one knows it. He never told anyone his real name, except his homeboys Mike and Ej.

A/N- if you know who's Mindless Behavior then you're not going to get it

Princeton usually quiet, like me. He watches everyone and everything without saying a word. He's a really good dancer, that's his passion. The only time he isn't quiet is during lunch, when we leave or even with his friend. (He doesn't act the same when he's with them), but everything else, it's like his not even here. I got up and got my things and was about to head out the door until he grabbed my arm softly.

"What's your next class, I can walk you there?"

Ok here's the thing. I'm not really good with boys 😁. Every time a boy says something to me or even touches, I go nuts inside. No words come out at all since he asked me this question. All I did was nod, like it was gonna answer the question 😑

He made a puzzled look, giving me hint that he was confused. So was I.

"I uh got um Health?" I managed to come out.

"Oh me too, Hey! Do you want me to walk you there?"

"Y-Ye-Yes,yeah, sure"

"Ok, come on let's go." He grabbed my hand and lead me out the door. As we were passing lockers and human beings, they started laughing and laughing, again don't know what's so funny. Princeton seems to walk a little faster, kinda dragging me. But of course I didn't say anything. In a minute we were already in Health, were his friends were waiting there.

"Aye bro we were looking for you"

"Yeah we're you been?"

"Sorry guys I got caught up" He winks at me 😉

Did he just wink at me? I rolled my eyes, and walked into the classroom and heard him and his homeboys laughing as soon as I left the hallway. I knew I couldn't trust him 😔. I sat down in my chair, again I THOUGH I did 😭😒AGAIN the laughter came and the name calling and the dead daddy jokes and being ugly and fat and how I shook the ground and blah blah blah... Ugh this is gonna be along dayy.. 😭😭😭😭

Ok don't kill me I've been gone again for awhile I know I suck 😭, let's just 2016 sucks booty for me ok? 😭😭❌ I have not been having a great year so far what so ever. So I will try to be on here as much as I can ok?

Love you guys!!! ❤️❤️❤️

Byeeeeeeee!!! 💕💕💕💕