Bts was currently at mnet studio performing DNA as part of the promotion...  There were just wrapping up the performance when Jungkook began feeling dizzy but not enough to make him faint or fall down , he could still continue the performance but had to give 10x extra strain on his movements.

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As soon as the performance finished Jungkook immediately went back stage and layed down on the couch backstage until the next group performed . After tht both groups were called on stage for the final ranking and DNA won... And the guys were really happy...

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It has been few days since the performance , and day by day kook could feel himself getting weak and having to put 5 or 10 times the effort he usually had to put in doing everything including his day to day things.... And the guys had noticed this too but he managed to trick them all into thinking he was just tired due to the schedule and not sleeping enough. But he couldn't fool everyone , RM knew what was going on and he was hurting knowing he couldn't do much more than just advising the Maknae , but finally he had enough and went to talk to kook he wanted to know what happened in his past and wanted to try and maybe gather some info Abt kooks soulmates.

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Rm:hey kook can I talk to u?

Jk: ok...

They went to kook's room and locked the door.

Rm: bun .. ik u don't like talking about these things but I want to know what exactly happened in u past tht ur so afraid tht ur soulmates are gonna hate u for..... Also ik it maybe hard but I want u in a normal mindset until we finish talking , just until we finish atleast , after tht u can slip if u want.

Jk: kk but do u really want to know all my past...

Rm: ofc...

Jk: ok but pls promise not to judge me and also don't tell about this to anyone else ok..

Rm: I promise bub..

Jk: um so u know how we present on our 13 th b'day... It was a lil different for me since I presented a lil late , which is not tht rare for Submissives but I was almost two months late. But one day when I was with my friend outside he got called to go back home ans it was slowly getting darker so I also left since there was a long walk from the park to my home , I had almost reached my home , I was walking through a secluded street when suddenly my eyes started glowing and I began panicking since I knew I was presenting and I could see my own reflection on the nearby pipe and I knew I was presenting as a sub and so I ran wanting to reach home soon as possible since I knew it was not safe for subs to be out after dark. But b4 I could get home I was pulled by someone and I hit a chest I turned around to see a fit and tall man , I could see in his eyes tht his intentions were nothing good , and I was right , he , tht night I - I lost a part of me , he completely us-ed m-me to h-h-his like, and was degrading me and was telling how pathetic I'm and how now what was supposed to be my soulmates was his and how my soulmates wouldn't want someone who was already ruined by some stranger. Until uh 1 of my neighbours who was passing by saw me and she was a pure blood and her brother was also there they both were  able to get tht guy off me and help me reach home , she explained everything to my mom and my dad..

Rm: oh god u were just over 13 and just presented , it must have traumatized u ,

Jk: thts not all , I got pregnant from tht day , but I was just 13 and I couldn't take care of a child and still deal with my life and tht child would have always reminded me about tht day, so I got an abortion, if the circumstances were different , if I was a lil more older , if only it wasn't tht bastards I would have loved to have the child , my heart broke the day I got rid of my child... I felt so horrible tht I didn't leave my room for nearly a month until , I decided I couldn't just live like tht, so I began hiding my rank, I began taking medicine and applying creams both to hide my rank and avoid my soulmates. And I wanted to start a new , so I applied for the idol audition and got in and the rst u know. Only u & PD nim knows about my real classification. As tht guy is luckily dead and the siblings who saved me didn't see my presenting eye color they just thought I'm a submissive neutral

Rm: oh gosh , I'm so sorry u had to go through all tht, come here bud , give me a hug, ur so strong kookie , ur so strong

Jk: u don't hate me do u ??

Rm: ofc not Bubba , I could never hate u , even after knowing all this , the only thing tht changed is tht I gained a new level of respect for u .....

Jk: hyung can I just sleep it's just tht. 

Rm: ik bun all this must have taken a toll on u , so ofc u go sleep