All the members were back from their outings and were having lunch .....

Jin: me and Yoongi bought few
Souvenirs for all of us... So here

He gave each of them two bags one from him and the other from Suga..

All: thnx alot

Rm: um it may not be as great as these souvenirs but me and kook brought u kit kats from the factory.

Jm: cool... Now come let's finish the lunch and have the deserts...

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After lunch each of the boys had gone back to their own room to have some alone time to work on new projects , or to read or do whatever they liked .... And for everyone else it was a time to relax but for kook he was not at all relaxed... He was stressed out big time.  Cause he knew no matter how many times object it . He indeed was getting sick and weak as days pass by. He knew he couldn't survive much days without his Soulmates. And he knew how much he was dragging the others down due to his actions..... He knew he was behind on practice and stuff. He was worried about creating a bad impression for the group. All these thoughts were getting too much for the Maknae. And he didn't realise when he started crying. He only came out of his thoughts when he felt someone wiping his tears. And his first thoughts went towards Namjoon.

Jk: Joon hyung ?

Jm: no Jungkook it's me Jimin Hyung . Joonie Hyung  is in a meeting and Jin sent me to come fetch you since he said u skipped lunch... But when I come here I see u crying... What happened Jungkook-ahh ?

Jk: nothing

Jm: Jungkook-ahh... Ik u prefer  joon hyung to talk out things with. But I promise I will listen to u without judging if thts wht ur worried about. No matter how petty or serious the issue is .

Jk: It's nothing I'm just stressed about messing up the performance. Or leaving ARMY not satisfied enough. And about disappointing everyone. And many other things.

Jm: aigoo. Kook ah. Don't worry you have practiced more than enough and have given it ur 120% till now .... I'm sure u would be amazing .... And you won't disappoint anyone believe me.

Jk: u sure...

Jm: more than 100% ..

Jk: thnk u. For listening to me. And I'm sorry for treating the rest of the members a lil coldly. I just it's hard for me to open up to people . Joon hyung just somehow succeeded to break down my wall one day with out meaning to.

Jm: ik ik don't worry. Ans believe me u have made so much progress from tht shy lil boy u was at 15.

Jk: ohh I'm glad then. Thnk u for understanding.

Jm: thts why friends / group mates are for right.

Jk: ya friends (whispering)

Jm: did u tell anything..

Jk: uh no I didn't..

Jm: oh then ok. Anyway come let's go have food. Joonie Hyung will join us soon.

Jk: ohh ok...

With that they both went to Jin's but Jungkook had already washed his face and stuff to amke sure he did look like he was crying. And as soon as they entered Jin's room he pulled Jimin into a hug saying how much he missed Jimin. And asking why he took long and stuff. And seeing all this Jungkook was sad yet happy. Sad cause he wanted to be the one in jimin's place. Getting showered with I love u's and I miss you's. But he was happy since he saw his soulmates being happy even without him there Nd tht gave him happiness knowing even if he never finds his place in love. Or even be able to live a healthy life for much long,  his soulmates would be happy according to him. Jin had finally noticed jk and the look of some sadness in his eyes.

Jin: oh my I'm sry Jungkook ahh. I should have been more careful with u here. I seriously didn't mean make u sad or uncomfy. And I'm sry if I did make u sad / uncomfy.

Jk: oh don't worry Hyung . I'm quite used to seeing ur affection with other guys.  Nd u guys r sweetest soulmate group

Jin: ohh the. Ok. But come eat something. I saw u skip food. And no saying no / tht u aren't Hungry.

Jk: ok ok damn. I'll eat.