crdts for the pic above uwu great edit!!

*excuse my grammar mistakes for this chapter

i already warned y'all, prepare your hearts. don't tell me i didn't warn y'all :) it's gonna be long uwu

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he stepped a foot but stopped again and looked at me.

"i was truly concerned for you though," he smiled and the sunset made him glow.

i didn't know what to answer him so i gulped the lump in my throat, "we're friends, right?"

his smile widened and nodded. he offered me his hand so i already stood up and we both went downstairs.

we were on our way on the stairs when all of the boys went out their rooms one by one. we looked at them confusedly as each of them was doing something really serious and quick. they were all cursing.

"jungkook, get ready." namjoon said while wearing his leather jacket.

"what's happening?" jungkook asked and went over to namjoon.

namjoon stopped for a minute before his phone rung, he quickly picked it up.

"yes, yes, we know, we're getting ready." he hung up and look at jungkook, "lee attacked gong's house."

"what?!" jungkook's eyes widened.

"hurry!" namjoon then ran over his room and jungkook looked at me.

"s-stay at the living room!" he yelled before dashing towards his room.

i nodded while breathing heavily. dad attacked mister gong's house? is it because of me? is he looking for me?

i sat on the sofa and looked around as they all grabbed their weapons. i looked at the six of them, all dressed up and fixing their weapons.

i thought jin never hold guns since he's the doctor here but here he is now, shot gun and a pistol beside him.

i gulped as all of them talked about the plan.

i didn't listen as i dozed out.

why is he doing this? why does my dad do all of this? because of money?

why?

why did he became like this?

is this happening because of me?

the boys were gathering until the door bursted out open. we all looked at the front door, seeing taehyung breathing heavily with his gun on his hand.

i stood up and looked worriedly at everyone.

"everyone, let's go." namjoon loaded his gun and walked towards the door.

my heart was beating too fast, too many emotions were inside of me but this one feeling came on top out of all these emotions.

fear.

i looked at them one by one looking towards the door.

my eyes landed to taehyung and he was already walking towards me.

"w-what's happening?" i asked, almost crying.

"stay here. i'm locking all the possible holes inside this house. everybody needs to go since there were too many—"

"is it dad?" i asked.

"you don't have to worry about it. just, just stay here." he said and looked down at me.

"he's coming after me. he wants to get me so he's doing all of this. i'm gonna come with you—"

"no, stay here." he gritted his teeth and held both of my arms.

"but he just want me! before he could even cause—"

"stay safe. all i need you to do is to stay safe. i'm never gonna bring you back to him, i'll never gonna put you in danger," he breathe, "just stay safe. please." he said and looked directly into my eyes.

his eyes were too deep and serious. i wanted to cry my heart out.

this is happening because of me.

my tears were flowing down my face already.

what if someone get killed because of me?

i felt a thumb on my cheeks and i looked up to taehyung giving me a small smile. he held my hand and put something.

"everything will be alright, i'll do everything to make everything okay." he smiled and looked at my hand, "never put this away from your hand until i come, use it if something happens."

i stared at the pistol on my hand and looked at taehyung again with my eyes full of tears.

he gulped and fixed his suit, "everything will be fine once i come back."

he turned his back to me and i couldn't help but to burst out crying. i stared at the door and noticed jungkook.

he smiled at me and mouthed, "don't cry." then turned his back to leave.

the door slammed and after that, i heard locks sound everywhere around the house.

"all systems are now locked. the mansion is now set into safe mode." the bot voice echoed around the halls.

i sat on the sofa and wiped all of my tears.

why is dad doing this? when did he become such a monster?

even if i already know he wasn't my dad, i can't still deny the fact that i grew up with him, that he's still my dad.

my dad.

but that's not what i'm concerned right now.

mister gong and hana.

the boys.

and taehyung.

if something happen to them, i would blame myself. because dad wouldn't act this way if i'm still on his hands.

i knew he just want to sell me again because he discovered that mister gong didn't really bought but taehyung did.

dad became such a dangerous monster to my eyes.

a monster that would hunt me forever to earn money, to receive money.

all my life, all i strive for was his love, was his care, but i knew i wouldn't get it. i wouldn't get it because all he cared for was money.

i stopped staring at nowhere when i heard a bang. my heart started beating fast and i picked up the gun, aiming everywhere. my heart beat was too loud that all i could hear was that.

the noise started once again and again. i started to panic when i realized it was coming from the front door.

no, it's not one of the boys.

i stepped back and i stumbled on the floor, making a loud thug noise.

silence filled the air.

silence.

silence.

silence.

a laugh.

a laugh was heard at the front door and continued banging it with something strong.

all my hairs stood up and i quickly ran towards the back door to run away. i was almost near there when i heard a bang on this door too.

i quickly went over to the bathroom and locked it. after i leaned on the door, i heard smashing outside.

they broke in.

i tried to calm myself, trying several ways but i just started to tear up.

"miss y/n? come out, don't you want to go back to your dad?" i heard creepy laughs again.

i stepped on the bowl and tried to climb over the small window in the bathroom.

"ah!" i yelped when my knee scraped on the wall.

i successfully jumped over the window and quickly ran through the nearest woods.

i thought i was safe until i looked back and saw several men chasing me and yelling for me.

i ran as fast than i could ever imagine without looking back. they say you'd slow down running if you keep on looking back and concerning who's chasing me. you should only focus on your pace and set the goal that you should win.

somehow, i didn't feel the cramps and pain while running.

the forest was too dark and the moon was my only light as i was running so fast, careful on not stumbling or they will catch me.

didn't i say earlier that i should face dad and leave everyone in peace?

i wanted to give everyone peace, especially taehyung. but why do i feel selfish on thinking that i should save myself?

i don't want to go back to dad.

i never wanted to since i met taehyung but i had no choice since he left me hanging.

and now he came back after two years, claiming and getting me again from dad.

for what?

i wish taehyung told me everything. so i could fully hate dad, so i could finally solve every calculations inside my mind.

because all of this is making me go crazy.

i ran as tears started pouring in my eyes. i looked back and saw no one, i guess i ran too fast.

i went to the big tree and sat on the ground, panting. i grope on the gun and looked at the sky.

but not until i heard the leaves being stepped on.

i feel like fainting anytime and i swear to god that i feel like this is the end for me already.

i stopped my tears and put my hands on the trigger.

the footsteps were coming closer and closer until he spoke.

"y/n?" a soft low voice called.

taehyung.

i'm sure it's him.

"tae—"

"you think you could escape, kim?" another voice interrupted me.

dad.

my hands started sweating and my eyes widened. my tears were coming back in the corner of my eyes.

i peaked and saw dad was pointing his gun towards taehyung's head.

"stay where you are." taehyung announced and my dad thought taehyung was referring it to him.

but i knew it was for me.

i felt it.

i nodded even though he couldn't see me. i put my hands on my mouth and tried to stop myself from crying. i didn't want to cause any noise.

"trying to save y/n? why do you care so much for her? don't tell me you also want her money? i'm sorry but i—"

"i'm not fucking like you who only cares for money."

"i still worked hard—"

"but you still stole the han company, must be fun killing all the family members and not taking their credits for the company, claming it's yours?"

"i didn't kill all the family members though, i left the heir alone." i heard my dad chuckled.

"and you're coming after her now to kill her, to hide the only evidence that it's the han's company, to take all the han's—"

"cut it."

"why don't you just let her go and live? you stole so much time in her life to enjoy herself, hiding her because you're protecting her or hiding her because you're scared that someone might find out that she's the han heir?"

"letting her live is like i'm wasting all my work, all my money because once someone find out, she could have all these money in one go."

"you're fucking selfish." taehyung spit.

"i know. i never really planned on making her my daughter," dad chuckled, "but my plan won't work if her 'protector' is alive, right?"

dad also want me dead. for him to become richer, for him to take all the money only for him.

i stopped myself from gasping.

i just want to escape.

i feel suffocated.

dark forest.

gun shots.

i held my chest tighter.

"shoot me then." taehyung said.

tears started pouring down my cheeks badly, i'm close to letting out sobs.

"if you're gone, then no one would come in my way." dad laughed.

i silently sobbed.

all of this are familiar.

hiding behind the tree.

forest.

killings.

"look at you, having no gun on your hands, thinking i wouldn't be able to find you." dad chuckled once again.

"well, i guess, it's time to end this." i heard dad laughed,

"rival."

"run." i heard taehyung muttered.

the next thing i knew i stood up, leaving the gun on the ground and facing my dad who was almost pressing the trigger.

i looked at taehyung and his eyes widened, seeing me in front of him and dad.

"what are you doing—"

"dad, please.....

shoot me instead."

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omg this is over 2k words and i hope you all like this update before i get busy again.

i don't think the suspense worked??? like i got distracted and instantly out of the mood because i did something ugh so the end didn't end up well.

thank you and i love you guys uwu💜