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i woke up when i heard someone shouting. i sat up on the bed and walked towards the door.

i was welcomed with a chaos.

"whO the fuck broke my phone?!?!?" hoseok shouted while raising his cracked phone.

"you fucking threw it on the floor, dickhead!" jin shouted.

"i swear to god, someone should admit who fucking threw my figurines on the floor while i'm still calm." namjoon said while clenching his fists.

"excuse me?? you had a tantrums last night and ran to your room???" jimin shouted again.

"y'all shut the fuck up, who the hell drank all of my banana milk?!" jungkook stood up and put his hands on his waist.

taehyung rolled his eyes.

the rest of the boys face palmed, "who the fuck likes banana milk here except you?" hoseok nagged.

"how come y'all are this stupid?" yoongi said while crossing his arms.

"enough, enough, who cleaned last night?" jin asked.

all of the boys shook their heads so i stepped forward and raised my arms, "i did, you all were so drunk." i almost laughed when the picture of these bad gangsters showed inside my brain.

they all gasped and felt sorry, asking for apology while i just laughed.

we ate breakfast and some went to their rooms. some watched tv while using their phone so i guess the tv was just used as a background sound.

i sat on the sofa and looked at the tv ahead while jungkook was beside me.

i was there sitting for minutes, yet jungkook didn't even look at me.

i awkwardly looked at him and he was using his phone, when he noticed me looking at him, he rose his head then his eyes met mine.

he was about to look away when i spoke.

"are you mad at me?" i asked, making him flinch.

"w-what? no." he said and looked away.

"then why are you ignoring me?"

"ignoring you? when did i—"

"you're not talking to me, you're always looking away. why? did i do something wrong?" i asked in concern.

jungkook paused for a minute, "no, no, uhm, it's nothing," he pursed his lips.

"what were you about to say last night?" i said and saw that he put down his phone.

"what? did i say something last night?" he suddenly panicked.

"yes, it's 'i like.......", then you passed out.

his eyes widened, "it's.....it's....i like...banana milk! yeah...." he said and looked away.

i chuckled and stood up. i was about to walk over my room when i saw taehyung buttoning his suit and stuffing things inside his pocket.

i looked at him, "are you going somewhere else?"

he stopped arranging his tie and looked at me, "yes. stay here."

"wait, where?" i asked when he was about to head outside.

why do i sound clingy, stop it y/n.

"somewhere. i'll be back quickly." he said and closed the door.

i stared at the closed door while wondering where he was going. is he going to visit his wife? choyeon?

i went to the living room and didn't see jungkook anymore. i sighed and walked upstairs, checking out if they have roof top since their building were quite high.

when i reached the top, i saw jungkook on he rooftop, sitting on one of the benches.

i walked neared him and sat beside him but i noticed him slightly flinching.

"did taehyung leave?" he asked.

i nodded.

comfortable silence took over us and the calming scenery made me open the topic out.

"you know, you asked me last night, if i love him again." i said, staring at the sky.

"r-really? i asked that?"

"hm," i nodded.

"so, what was your answer?" he asked and saw him staring at the sky again.

"i didn't answer." i said.

"why?"

"because i don't know the answer."

"even if he saved you?" he said, looking at me.

i smiled, still staring at the sky, "after what he did, hurting me continuously and having two girls at a time?"

my chest hurt at the thought.

"didn't he tell you?" jungkook sat up and i did as well.

"tell me what?" i looked at him.

he came back to his position, "i shouldn"t be telling you this but he may not tell you this forever."

i just listened to him, heart beating fast.

"you know choyeon and hana right?" he asked and i nodded.

"he's just using them, for business. for you." he said.

my mind processed for a moment, "he don't love any of them? how about choyeon? he chose her—"

"he had to. he had to act as if she cared about her more than anything. he's not telling us what his plan is but i'm sure it's all for you." he said and closed his eyes, leaning back on the chair.

"why do you hate choyeon then?" i asked, rising my eyebrows.

"who doesn't hate her attitude anyways? i never liked her, that's all."

"how about hana? does mister gong know taehyung was just using her?"

"yes, you know mister gong and him is a good business partners but her daughter won't stop whining that she wanted to marry taehyung everytime she see him. she's a spoiled brat and get everything he wanted so mister gong made taehyung marry her in exhange of working with him." he sighed, "they're both against lee."

my mind was blowing and i didn't much process all the information.

what?

"taehyung is a good guy." jungkook suddenly blurted out.

i looked at him with confused eyebrows, "then why are you always telling me that i deserve better when you know the truth?"

"we just recently knew. he hid his plan to himself but when he needed our help, he told us." he said.

everything made sense now.

i blamed him for everything without knowing the story, without knowing him. i cursed at him, hurt him.

and i didn't even care about his feelings.

but why is he still protecting me after all the blame i threw him?

i wanted to cry and apologize. i wanted to hug him, i wanted to just say i'm sorry. he didn't have to do this for me.

he knew dad would sell me and took an action, doing anything to buy me first.

he knew dad was dangerous, he knew everything yet he didn't tell me.

for what?

"remember me coincidentally classmates with you?" he said while still closing his eyes.

i nodded my head while tears were forming at the corner of my eyes.

"it wasn't coincidence," he opened his eyes.

we stared at each other, "he sent me there to guard you, to make sure no one hurt you. he didn't want you to see him since he knew he would just hurt you. that it would hurt you to see him. he didn't want that."

that's when my tears flowed down my cheeks.

why? why is he doing this all for me?

now that i realize it, i was never really nice to him, all i cared was my feelings, my situation,

my heart.

yet,

i couldn't even think how he felt while i yelled, blamed, amd swore at him.

i felt sorry.

i felt guilty.

i felt bad.

kim taehyung isn't bad at all.

"i told you, two years ago," he stood up and brushed his pants, looking down at me.

"it's to protect you."

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this chapter is just full of explanation in case everything is still a mess. this is not the start of the drama though, just another filler. prepare your hearts for the next chapters, okay?

DID YOU GUYS LISTEN TO SCENERY??? his voice??? oh my god???

anyways, i love taehyung, such a passionate man. thank you and i love you guys!