pls this is too cute^^^^ crdts

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"say that again."

i stared directly to his eyes and i noticed it sparkling, looking widely at me. his arms were wrapped around me. i was too close to his body that i could smell his minty breathe.

it was addicting.

my eyes went down to his lips and my heart started beating faster than i would imagine. his plump pink lips were parted a little.

i miss it.

my eyes went to his eyes again and saw he was the one who's looking on my lips now. i noticed he gulped and his tan skin glowed.

my eyes went to his neck and i noticed it became much tanner than the last time i saw him.

and it's fucking hot.

before i could even dive into more fantasies, i quickly pushed my body away from him so i my butt fell on the hard floor.

i winced in pain and looked up to see him chuckling.

bastard.

i stood up and looked around but him, "why aren't you sleeping with your wife?"

he sat up on his bed and stared at me, "nah."

"w-when are you planning to have kids?"

seriously, y/n? why the fuck are you talking to that two timer motherfucker who played with your heart?

"never." he answered simply.

i gulped and was about to exit his door when, "why did you come here?"

i was glued to the floor and i couldn't move. i didn't know what reaction i should give him or even any reason.

why did i come here?

oh yeah, i came here because i wanted to watch his beautiful sleeping face—

"i-i don't know. i—i wanted to go—"

"can't sleep?" he said and started wearing his slippers.

i didn't say anything but just nodded my head. i noticed in the corner of my eye that he was standing up so i clenched my fists, still glued on the floor.

i wouldn't move if he didn't grab my wrist towards the door.

"w-where are we going?" i asked.

"somewhere."

i didn't bother to complain much since i don't have anything to say to him anyways. he grabbed his keys and we both went downstairs.

he didn't even move softly as the people upstairs were sleeping.

he opened the door and walked directly to the garage. he opened the door for me which i was surprised for but i went inside anyways.

he was driving and i was sitting there quitely. silence filled the whole air that suffocated me.

i didn't want to speak at all.

but i wanted the silence to end.

i was just looking directly to where we were going and the stores i saw was so familiar, even the road but i couldn't identify where or why i went here before.

my head started aching because i was thinking too much where this place is.

however, the confusion ended when i saw a grubby looking building.

dirty and old looking but when you come inside, chandeliers and expensive stuffs would welcome you on your way inside. fully air conditioned house that you would shiver in cold and a warm cozy sofa you would want to land your butt on forever.

well, that's exagerrated.

he stopped the car and we both made our way out.

taehyung pushed the bushes away and entered the code. the door opened and various of screams welcomed us.

what the heck? it's freaking 2 am.

taehyung knitted his eyebrows and we continued walking until we reached the living room where all boys sat on the floor, hands on their tummies and various loud laughs.

and

hoseok twerking in the center with his naked butt.

i quickly turned around and felt my cheeks heating up.

what the fuck are they doing?

"oh mY gOD I CAN'T BREATHE THIS IS TOO FUNNY—" and i heard a dying cough sound so everyone stopped laughing.

"jin hyung! are you okay?! call the ambulance—"

"dumbasses." i heard taehyung said.

everyone stayed silent for a second.

"taehyung! what are you doing here?" i heard namjoon's drunk voice.

"omg is that y/n?! did she see me—"

"she did." taehyung cut hoseok off.

i hears hoseok squealed and a stomping foot. i turned around to see everyone looking at us.

"i thought you're at gong's house?" jimin asked.

"can't you see they're here?" yoongi rolled his eyes and drank his glass of alcohol.

"i wasn't comfortable." he simply said.

"does that mean you're comfortable here? with us?" hoseok acted cute and went to grab taehyung's arms while doing aegyo.

"fuck off." taehyung spat that made hoseok rolled his eyes and flopped on rhe sofa, "why are you guys drinking? it's fucking 2 am—"

"we just started." seokjin said and drank his alcohol.

they just started but hoseok already twerked his naked ass off?

"wanna join?" all of them asked.

we didn't have choice but to join. i didn't drink though, i didn't want to make ant mistake again.

my eyes landed on jungkook, he wasn't sparing me a glance. what's wrong with him?

i continued eyeing him time to time but he wasn't really looking at me. even when his eyes wander, he would look at everything but me.

everyone was so drunk that they're all screaming.

what surprised me was that taehyung was so red, his ears, his cheeks, and his lips were so plump and pink.

i looked away when i saw him looked at my direction but with a half closed eyes.

"let's play truth or d........"

before hoseok could even finish his sentence, he fell asleep. i looked around and saw everyone was asleep except

jungkook.

he was still drinking and i stood up to go to the rest room but was stopped when a a hand stopped me.

i looked behind to see jungkook and then he suddenly pulled me towards their terrace.

the cold wind welcomed us and he quickly let go od my wrist.

"what's wrong?" i asked as he suddenly bowed his head.

i confusedly looked at him but i couldn't see his face as his head was down.

"jungkook—"

"do you love him again?" he said, still head down.

i stopped and startled by his sudden question, i didn't know what to do.

i was about to ask him what he meant but i was stopped when he grabbed my arms and pushed me slighly that i was leaned on the metal bar behind me.

he lifted up his head and i met his eyes.

and all i saw was,

sadness.

in a quick manner, he leaned his head until i felt something on my lips. the same thing that met my lips last time.

i still couldn't move and my brain was stucked on the kiss.

his lips started moving and i was about to push him away when he already did. he looked into my eyes.

"i like........."

and that's when i felt his weight landed on my body. i quickly catched him and i already heard him snoring.

i was about to walk him inside and i looked above.

too many stars.

but the moon was gone..

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before i get busy again, i hope y'all bear with this filler. i want to make this story long because idk??? i feel like there are many loop holes left that are unexplained.

i had fun watching ly tour even though the ppl was so loud. it's fun if u scream as well lmFAO AND EVERYONE STOOD UP WHEN BTS ASKED US TO STAND UP AND TURNED ON THEIR FLASH LIGHTS LMFAO

anyways, thank you guys and i love you all!!!! 💜