"abducted? me?" i stopped and looked up to him.

he slowly nodded and i saw a gulp down his throat.

"how did you know? who are you?" i asked and i saw him looked away.

he was about to turn around but i grabbed his arms, "what do you know? what's happening—"

"he kidnapped you, that's all you have to know right now." he said and turned away.

but before he could even enter the house, "don't bother to escape if you still want to live. come inside." he said.

i stared at his back as he entered the house, but before i could step my feet to walk, i already fell on my knees.

my knee scraped on the ground and i placed my hands down, bowing my head. a sob escaped my mouth and a tear dropped on the cement floor.

then who are my parents? where are they?

i didn't know if i could trust taehyung.

if i would believe him.

but after what dad did to me, i felt like it's true. so that's why he easily sold me? because i didn't came from his flesh and blood?

i wanted to cry all night, maybe even kill myself.

this is too much.

too much for me to handle.

why can't i just live normally?

why can't i just be a normal teenager? why can't i just hang out with my friends and enjoy the life?

why do i suffer from a lot of pain? why do people around me break my heart? hurt my feelings?

i want to run away.

from everyone.

i was crying and the tears that had fallen down the ground increased.

but then i felt an arms wrapping on my shoulder's and making me stand up.

i looked up to see him, eyebrows were meeting each other.

"it's getting late, get some sleep." he said but i yanked my body away, looking at him with tears in my eyes.

"what do you know?" i said while still crying.

he stared at me and clenched his jaw, "i said it's getting late—"

"why don't i fucking know anything?! why do everyone hide everything from me?! tell me! tell me why the fuck are you saying my dad kidnapped me—"

"because he fucking wanted your money! your parent's money!" he yelled back, making me flinch on the second time tonight.

"h-how? how did you fucking know i was kidnapped?" i said, almost breaking down.

he stopped for a second before looking away, looking above.

"because i was there, i was fucking there when my parents and your parents died. i saw and you saw it in your own eyes." he said.

me? and him?

did i already know him since then?

"why can't i remember anything?" i said while clenching my hands on my dress.

"because he brain washed you, he didn't want you to know he only used you for money."

and that's when everything hit me.

forest.

dark road.

kidnapping.

it didn't start with taehyung, all those fears wasn't caused by taehyung. he wasn't the one who made me fear those things, it isn't his fault.

i looked up to him and saw him clenching his hands.

"how did you know me?" i asked.

he looked down at me, his eyes softening.

"our parents were friends." he simply said.

"what—"

"that's enough, we need to rest." he said and turned his back completely.

i stared at nowhere before heading inside as well but stunned on what i saw.

"dad! where the heck did you go—taehyung? what are you doing here—wait, who are you?" her eyes landed to me and she crossed her arms.

"hana—"

"no dad, what's going on?" she raised her eyebrows at me, "aren't you the one i saw earlier?"

"let them rest, hana—"

"here? in our house?! no fucking way dad!" she screamed that i almost got deaf.

"watch your language, gong hana." mister gong warned and hana pouted.

"taehyung and you left me alone there! i hate the both of you!" she whined and walked upstairs while murmuring some words.

her dad held his forehead, "i'm sorry about that, come upstairs."

he led us upstairs and showed us the rooms. thankfully, there was so many guest room so i didn't have to share room with someone.

i entered the guest room and sat on the bed.

the wind started gushing in so i stood up to close the window, i was about to lock it but i noticed in the corner of my eye that taehyung was on the other window, staring above.

his hands were on his chin and i looked at where he was staring.

moon.

i stared as well and couldn't help but to admire the beauty.

i was too distracted and looked over at taehyung again.

but widened my eyes when i saw him looking directly at me. i quickly locked my window and muttered any swear words i know.

his eyes shined as he stared at me and i looked at my chest where my heart was located because it was beating too fast.

what the heck?

i laid on the bed and stared at the ceiling before closing my eyes.

after a few minutes, i heard a knock on the door. i opened it to saw a maid and handed me some clothes. i thanked her and changed my outfit.

after that, i laid on the bed again, not thinking anything but just staring above.

i closed my eyes and tried to sleep.

that happened for hours, trying to sleep but couldn't. i did everything but i couldn't really sleep.

i looked over the clock and saw it was 1 am.

i stood up to go outside.

i don't know, i just wanted to go outside.

i carefully opened my door to see that the hall ways are already dimmed. i stepped out quitely and stopped on his door.

i stayed in front, hesitating if i should go in.

is he sleeping already?

i held the knob.

wait, what the heck y/n? why the fuck would you go inside—

but i noticed myself already closing the door behind me.

i swore at myself.

i saw him sleeping with a pillow around his arms. i walked over him and stared at his face.

he's glowing.

i noticed that he kept the window opened and the moon was in view.

i sat on my knees on the side of the bed and placed my hands on the bed, still staring at his face.

his lips were pouted and his long lashes made his eyes beautiful even if it was closed.

he looked so nice sleeping and you would never thought he's a freaking mafia that holds gun.

i stared at him for a long time and was about to stand up when i heard him mutter something.

"y/n-ie.........

i'm sorry........."

i stopped and looked at his sleeping form with widened eyes.

and my head hurt then i clenched my hair on my fist, the pain was unbearable.

"y/n-ie!"

"taetae!"

"forever friends!"

i lost my balance and was about to fall on the ground but a hand pulled my wrist, making me fall on the bed and then it pulled my waist forward, making me face him while laying.

i looked up and saw his eyes open. he wrapped his arms around me and i couldn't move.

then suddenly, my mouth said something we both didn't expect.

"taetae?"

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finally!!!! an update, i'm really sorry for taking too long, i just woke up and it's 4 am ffs

btw, i'm going to watch ly tour in cinema tom uwu i hope u guys enjoyed this chapter.

oh and i miss bts.

i love you guys and thank you💜