"slow down!" i yelled when jungkook fucking drove his motorbike too fast.

"can you shut up? you've been yelling there non-stop!" he yelled back, increasing the speed.

i growled. as much as i wanted him to slow down, i knew he won't. he's a bastard and i can't change that.

after the long hassle ride, jungkook stopped in front of a forest. i hopped off first before he did. i fixed my hair with my bare hands while murmuring—or suing jeon jungkook secretly.

i swear to god, he was never gentle.

even the first time we met, he aggressively twisted my hands as if i was a fucking doll. i would've fractured my arms if it wasn't for taehy—

i shook my head and looked over at jungkook who was putting lip balm.

i looked around and noticed how dark it was. this long road was covered in trees and literally, jeon stopped in the middle of the road. there was no street lights or whatever, all we had was his motor's front light.

suddenly, i remembered something.

dark road.

forest.

with a guy.

i shivered and i slowly stepped back.

i looked over jeon jungkook who was reaching something from his pants. it sounded like a metal. hard metal.

gun?

i gulped.

there's no way this guy's gonna kidnap me right? there's no way that—

"gotcha!" he said and raised his gun.

i screamed and quickly covered my body, my legs breaking down and letting me land on the ground.

my tears started to form and my hands were shaking as the same speed as my heartbeats. i felt like i was gonna faint anytime.

i coulnd't handle it and my head was about to burst.

"hey! are you okay?" jungkook touched my shoulders, kneeling down.

"stop! get your gun away from me! g-get yourself away from me—"

"what? gun? y/n, what's—"

"isn't that a gun?" i screamed, pointing over his hand while my tears were flowing down my cheeks.

jungkook raised his hands, waving the object at me.

"calm down y/n," he said and turned it on, "it's just my flashlight." he said calmly.

i stopped crying and tried to calm myself down.

why the fuck was i exaggerating?

why did i cry?

jungkook helped me stood up while putting his shoulders on me. he calmed me down before speaking.

"let's go." he said before grabbing my hands and went through the forest.

we were at the peak when i stopped him. staring through his eyes and letting him know that i was scared.

"don't let go of my hand," he gripped on my hands tightly and pulling me close to him. "don't think of anything while we're at the dark, nothing will happen as long as you're with me."

then he smiled.

he pulled me through the forest and i tried to not think.

i wished that my thoughts of slender man, zombies, ghosts would fade out and i focused on my hands. hands that were intertwined with jeon jungkook.

his hands were soft and so comfortable.

i felt him stopping and i looked in front.

my mouth was left in awe as i stared at the night sky in front of me. the stars filled the sky and it felt so near to me as if i could just touch them.

we were at the safe peak of the mountain. jungkook sat on the grass and stared at the night sky. i did the same and my heart was full of contentment and everything felt so alright. like there were no chaos at all.

i was finding the moon but i couldn't find it.

we stayed silent for a moment and jungkook looked at me.

"you must've been scared earlier, sorry." he said, biting his lip down.

"n-no it's okay, i—i was just, uhm exaggerating." i said and sighing.

"exaggerating my face, was it familiar?" he asked, giving me a little smile.

"what?" i turned my head to him.

"everything earlier. i'm sure you had panic attack." he stared at the sky before sighing.

i stayed silent.

panic attack.

dark road, trees and a long road.

if you think about it, it all started there. the kidnapping, the guns and everything. because of him, i was always having nightmare. dreams that were always circulating in these subjects.

dark road.

forest.

guns.

"because of him, huh?" jungkook chuckled.

i hummed and stayed silent.

"have you forgotten him already? the feelings? everything?" he bluntly asked.

i was hesitant to answer but i still answered anyways, "it's been two years." i chuckled.

"but was that two years enough?" he asked.

i stayed silent and was so caught off guard.

was it?

"you know y/n, you won't forget things that easily. unless you have an amnesia or something," he chuckled. "don't forget but divert your attention to something."

i looked at him. how can he just easily say that?

"it's not as easy as you think. you don't know the feeling of missing someone's presence and feelings doesn't easily fade like a fucking bubble. but i hope it does." i said, "especially the feelings that has been hanged and abandoned."

jungkook chuckled, "see? i'm sure you still think about him everyday."

of course i do.

"so why did you go to school?" this time, it was my turn to ask.

"i realized i need to learn something besides shooting and twisting someone's arms." he laughed.

"right," i laughed. "but do you still....uhm you know join his gang?"

"of course, they always need me. plus taehyung was already marri—" he stopped and looked at me.

i stopped breathing and looked at him directly. he just chuckled and stood up. he offered his hands to me and i stood up as well.

we were about to leave when jungkook spoke again.

"don't worry," he offered his hand for me to hold and i slowly placed mine, he intertwined it and then smiled.

"i won't let him be involve to you again," he smiled, "i mean if you're that scared of him."

scared of him?

was i really scared of him?

or was i scared of his rejection?

i looked back at the stars and my eyes sparkled when i finally saw the moon.

i remembered everything again.

that same red moon but different night.

with a different person.

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how do u guys think with a hybrid concept story? in which she grew up with that pet and when she was almost eighteen, pet finally revealed his true self? who do u guys think fit this character?

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