He didn't know how he got here...

The sound of the waves rising up and down was filling the white light sky. The sun was nowhere to be seen and was hidden somewhere in the clouds.

Luke let out small breaths as his nostrills were filled with the smell of the salty sea infront of him.

There was no one. There was only him.

He was laying on the light sand which was slightly damped.

He felt okay.
It was nice not thinking about anything for a second. The first time being alone was nice.

Yet, he was thinking of Michael again. Oh how so many times the guy has crossed his mind.

He loved Michael so much. He adored him. It was like Luke lived for him.

Luke sat up and then felt it..

The headache. He only had to find an explanation for his headache. He looked around him.

Oh there it was!

The bottle of liqour.

Luke picked it up before standing up. He wipped some sand of his joggers and shirt before fidgeting in his pocket. Luke sighed out in relief as he felt his wallet still being there.

He was lucky. Anybody could've taken his wallet and car in his drunk condition.

He started walking towards the sea. It looked more like stumbeling as he felt a little dizzy and went sideways.

He got to the edge and felt the wet sand touch his feet. Speaking of feet, where were his shoes?

Whatever. Why did he care, he had money right? Because that's what this world was about. Money.

Luke threw his wallet and car key to the side as he made his way into the cold sea water.

The water touched his feet and was above ankle height. He didn't really care he got wet. The cold water rose up to his waist. There was no going back now.

He stumbeled a bit and then fell into the water completely. He kept a hold of his bottle as he went down under. It was dark and cold under water, but Luke had seen it before.

Luke let out his air under water and breathed out. Should he just-

No.

He brought himself back up to the living surface before letting himself fall slowly onto the water. He was now floating on the cold water.

The waves weren't aggresive. Luke chuckled in himself. He felt like an idiot. He started laughing in himself. He was confused.

If anyone would've seen him right now, they would think Luke was a crazy guy. He probably was..

He laughed even louder untill his laughs turned into sobs. It was the most painfull thing to hear. He then bursted out in tears.

He was hurt. He wasn't okay.

He had to stop fooling everyone and especially himself. How could he think he was okay!?

Look at him.

Laying on the dark sea water with an empty bottle of liqour. He got lucky he didn't drink himself to death...

Lucky he didn't end up like his parents. Speaking of his parents. They wouldn't be proud.

Luke let out his final tears before breathing out. He was sad. A sad lonely guy.

Luke was beautiful, but not strong enough. He was wealthy, but sad.

He just wanted to feel okay. He just wanted to be normal again.

Luke then dipped in and started sinking into the water. He decided to not fight it this time, he just let it happen.

He was a mess and a disaster when he hit rock bottom, literally.

He looked up at the living surface from down under. Maybe he should just stay here and let it happen. It would only take seconds.

In those few seconds he would wait, suffocate and die. They always had said drowing was the best and most beautiful death. Luke was on the edge of believing it.

Because once you get no air, your brain will get no air and you'll be brain dead. Then your heart will stop because your brain isn't working anymore.

Maybe they were right. Maybe not.

Luke decided to stay

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