"I find joy in everyday not because life is always good but because God is." I love this saying and it's so true, Every time I think today is going to be a bad day I think of how good God is and how he helped my family through some tough times. My mom had three different cancers at the same time and my grandpa was dying also from cancer. I went through a lot with that plus my sister having seizures and me being bullied in school. He died November 13, 2013 it was a Wednesday I remember it so clearly and I remember my dad telling me to Go to the living room so we could talk and once I heard the news that he died I felt joy, not because he died because he wouldn't suffer anymore and he would be in a better place. I wanted the same for my mom. I wanted her to die, not because I hate her because I didn't want to see her suffer anymore. Praise the lord she survived and she's not suffering anymore. If any of you, my awesome followers have anything that is going on please share it with me if you want and I will pray for you.