How Do You Feel?
Ratcher's P.O.V
"You know, when I think of saving the world in one night and becoming heroes of the day," Ash said, going through the clothes in the clothing store that we have went to first. "I didn't expect to go through dresses and try to pick one that made me look like a little girly girl!" She shouted at me as I looked at her, trying to think of an alternative.
"Ratcher." I heard her say that as I lifted my head and looked at her, capturing her facial motions and she was smiling, just to make me happy. "I'm sorry for shouting. Look, I just want to talk about this. Okay?" She said as she sat me down and I looked at her. "Okay, when you look at me, what do you think about this?" She showed off herself, turning and letting me see every part of her. She was wearing a hoodie along with some jeans, and some sneakers. What she would call her normal attire.
"I see a female fanus in front of me." I gave as an answer as she shook her head, stomping her foot. "What do you see?" She asked me again as I took another look. She wasn't expecting some smartass anwser. "Ash... I see you," Before she could freak out in anger, I kept talking. "A girl who left her parents, not accepting the rich life they give to you. You've always seen life as a something earned. Not served on a silver platter for grabs. A girl who needs someone to control her. Not as a wolf, but as a human being." I gave my true and honest opinion to her as she looked at me and smiled.
"Well, you're just an honest robot. Aren't you? I guess I might as well tell you... But keep this between us, alright? I'm just not ready to tell everyone." I stood up, being taller than her again as I nodded. "Only between us."
"... Ratcher... Is it wrong to love the same gender as you?" She asked, seeming like a scared little girl to me. " I mean, I don't know if you understand... but I don't know... I just don't feel the same love that girls feel when they're with guys like Y/N and stuff like that... He just feels more like a friend than anything. Not in the mean way, but..." "I understand, Ash. You don't have to tell me." She started to sob a bit, I jumped, being surprised. "I-I... I don't want to tell the guys back home and then they'll be disgusted of me..." She said... I've never seen her like this before. Her... true self came out to me. I didn't know how to act at this moment. My wires started to move a bit as my arms pulled her into a hug, having my arms around her as she started to sob less, looking up at me with a smile. "It's okay. All of us could have a conversation about this. Maybe Y/N is a little too childish for it, but I've seen that Felix and Ms. Yula would be glad to talk about this kind of thing with you," I said, feeling her bright smile just come on her face. "That and I have scanned them." She laughed and softly punched my shoulder.
"So does that still mean I have to get my hair done, nails done and buy a stupid dre-" I put a hand over her mouth and smiled. "Well, I don't think girly girls don't wear dress, do they?" I said, Ash smiling, clapping her hands as she was happy. "Let's get going! It's bout to turn night soon!"
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