Hiiii Friends, A small treat to you'll.
Since Ramadan is going on and I wanted to write something different so thought to complete this one.

I hope you'll will enjoy it.....

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The feeling of lonliness crept my heart,
The surrounding was filled with strangers,
But My soul was yearning for the similar warmth.

I know am dreaming because all dreams seems like this but why am I running?

And suddenly I bumped into someone and that's when I hugged him ending my race. It was him, It was always him....

Swara gets up by remembering the face she saw in her dream.
She looked beside her arms to see the same face in reality "It was always him"
She murmurs to herself watching Sanskaar sleeping peacefully drooling on one side but having a firm grip on Swara's naked stomach as they both were lying naked under sheets.

Swara looks at him with lovey eyes and felt blessed "No amount of thanks is enough to God for sending this Man in my life"
She said to herself caressing his cheek

"Stop staring me princess I know am handsome"
Sanskaar spoke in his sleepy hoarse voice

Swara smiles at his comment "I am trying my best since 4 years but I can't stop staring my husband"

Sanskaar opens his eyes in a sudden moment hearing her lines

"Woah it's really rare when you praise, What's special today?"
Sanskaar asked pulling her closer slowly

"Just I thought to make you realise that I am head over heels in love with you"
She hugged him feeling his warmth

"Is it? My heart just skipped a beat"
He says dramatically touching his heart whereas she laughed

Suddenly she felt a pinch in her stomach

Sanskaar's expression changed into worry

"Hey love you allright?"
He asked in slow voice rubbing her tummy

"Yeah you're child is also like you naughty"
Swara said indicating her 4 month baby bump

"I am so thankful to you for giving me this precious gift if my life, love"
Sanskaar said nuzzling his nose in the crook of her neck

"I still can't believe we're gonna be parents"
Said Swara looking at him

"You took 3 years to take this desicion"
Sanskaar said carressing her hairs

"But you always supported me"
Swara spoke pecking his lips and remembering a small flashback

Flashback
3 years since SwaSan Marraige,

Swara and Sanskaar spent their 3 year of marraige journey in travelling as Sanskaar was acheiving his dream of photography and Swara too tried her many hidden professions.
She always enjoyed finding Happiness with Sanskaar and exploring new things

But something was missing in their life

The feeling if getting settled. Sanskaar now wanted to start his family with Swara.
He wasn't eager to become a parent but still that part of someone calling him dad was empty.
He knew Swara somewhere didn't wanted child as he knew she took pills whenever they had intercourse. He never blamed her neither asked her questions giving her some time.

And then one day,

"Sanskaar I think am ready to be mom"
Swara said hesitantly looking down at floor.
Sanskaar was surprised at her sudden desicion

He settled on bed making her sit on his lap

"Why this thought came to your mind suddenly"
Asked Sanskaar calmly stroking her legs lightly

"I saw how Prerna Bhabhi snd Bhai are so happy with Pranav(Anurag's 1 year old son) I didn't realised in my fear I am taking the most precious thing away from you. I am sorry but I actually took pills to avoid pregnancy"
Said Swara palming her face hiding her tears.

"Hey hey shhh Princess, Stop crying. Why are you crying?"
He asked in soft caring voice taking her in a warm hug

"I am sorry I didn't intend to hide this but I was afraid Sanskaar of being a mother. I was afraid to handle this responsibility and I was afraid that you won't understand it that's why I took pills secretly. But I know I shouldn't have hide truth"
She said not departing from the hug

"I knew it all along love"

Swara broke the hug and looks at him
"What?"

"I knew you took pills to avoid pregnancy. I came to knew about it so much before"
He said wiping her tears

"Then why you didn't asked me anything?"
She asked with curious eyes

"I trusted you. I did felt bad honestly but I trusted you that moment as there would be a reason for why you're doing this. I didn't knew about your fear but I knew there would be a specific thing for it and I waited for you to disclose me one day"

Sanskaar spoke smiling at her

Swara was amazed as how deeply he trusts her

"Why you always do this to me"
She started crying again feeling his love.

Sanskaar chuckled lightly seeing her change of moods

"Sshhh don't cry please and don't ever hide anything from me Swara. If not me who will understand you. You could have shared it. Just like today I would have never forced you till you were ready"
He said making her more guilt.

"How many times will you make my heart flutter Mr. Maheshwari? Am already deeply in love with you."
She said kissing his cheeks coming close to him

"Till I turn 80 years old"
He commented making her lye on bed

"So Princess if you don't mind can we start the assignment now?"
Smirk was on his face when he starts opening her clothes

She blushed at his words and knew he won't stop

"There's a condition I would be leading you"
She commented looking in his eyes dangerously and he knew his wild cat is on fire

"As you wish Mam"

Flashback ends

"I am so happy that you trusted me that moment Sanskaar"
Said Swara looking in his brown eyes making circles on his bare chest.

He kissed her forehead sweety

"I'll make sure to trust you for a longer time"
His voice filled with honesty

*Time skip*

Swara was drinking her coffee and scribbling some rough design's sitting in a cafe of London.
She didn't had any work while waiting for Sanskaar who was already 15 minutes late.

"He's always late"
She said to herself in annoyed tone having moodswing.

"May I have a sit"
Swara heard an unknown strong male voice
She looks up to find a familiar face after years

"Sahil?"
She spoke looking at him in surprising look

"Hiii, I didn't knew London will be so generous to me for making me meet you."
He said sitting on the opposite chair

"How are you here? How have you been?"
She asked with amusement expression.

"It's been a year since I am here for my work. How about you? And where's Sanskaar?"
He asked with normal tone

"Sanskaar and I came just a month before for holidays. Actually He was supposed to be here but got stuck with his old client. He would be here at any moment. Do meet him"
Swara said with excitement

"You really think I would do that after loosing to him"
He said rolling his eyes dramatically

She laughed at his actions

"Are you still single, isn't it high time for you to get married?"

"Well not marraige but yeah there is one girl who has captured my heart lately"

He said removing his phone to show her photo of his girlfriend

"Her name is Riya, She's a well known writer and editor in India"
He spoke with a soft smile

"She's beautiful"
She said smiling at the photo

"She is! It took me a lot of time to accept her proposal since you left me. But she was adamant and see I lost to her"
He said keeping his phone back

"I am happy for you Sahil. The way things ended between us in past was really bitter but now it's seriously good to see you happy in your life. This time I didn't met you with regret nor sadness"
She said remembering of all the past moments.

Sahil didn't replied anything and sat there with soft smile on his face as after years he was finally away from the burden of pulling her into forceful relationship. Now the friendship bond was much more stronger than that

"But you never liked these kind of cookies before?"
He asked to see the chestnut cookies on table

"My eating preferences have changed in these days. My moodswings are really high during pregnancy"
She said rubbing her stomach munching the cookie

"Congratulations, I thought you would already be a mother by now"
He chuckled and looked at his watch as he was getting late for the meeting

"Sorry Swara I had to leave, gotta go in meeting"
He spoke in fast tone getting up

Swara too got up from her seat and forwarded her hand

"I wish you happiness in your life Sahil"
Smile spreaded across her face as she wished him with all her heart

Sahil shaked her hand
"It was really nice meeting you Swara and I wish you have a great life with your family. Sanskaar is really made for you. Just be happy wherever you are!"
The emotions in his eyes while recalling the past was evident.
All the memories of he forcing her to he letting her go came in his mind.
He was happy he didn't stopped her that day.

Swara recalled how she was obbsessed with Sahil at one point and then how she realised her true feelings towards Sanskaar.
If she would tell her 8 year old before Swara that she met Sahil like this. She won't beleive her ownself but time changes everything

"Some people come in your life not to be with you till end of journey but to be a part of your journey"

She finally keeps her promise of meeting him as a friend.

They both buried their dark past with the handshake and smiled nodding to eachother.

Sahil left the cafetarja and Swara sat again.
She didn't noticed that Sanskaar came minutes ago and was watching her from afar.

He genuinely smiled that Swara has evolved alot in her character.
The first time he met her he didn't knew he would love her
And when he did loved her he never expected her to love him back as she never got over her ex.

But now no he's happiness has no place to realise The woman of his dreams is his for ever!!

"I am sorryyyy for kepping you wait"
Sanskaar said making himself sit beside her on chair.

"You're really late Sanskaar,You know I met Sahil coincidentally"
She says with an excitement voice and start narratting the small story to which he was listening attentively.

"You should've also met him".she says with a pout

"It's okay-
He was interrupted by the woman who disturbed them by giving the coffee to Sanskaar which he ordered

"Sir your coffee is here please tell me if you need anything"
She says brushing her fingers with his giving him a seductive smile

This didn't gone unnoticed by both SwaSan and Swara grabbed th spoon tightly in jealousy

"Sorry Ms.? Whatever but she's my wife so please think twice before doing anything she's really dangerous." He looked at Swara with smirk.
Whereas Swara was still looking at the woman dangerously unless she went away from there with furious face.

"Girls are still mad over my handsome face"
Sanskaar would be oldie but will never loose his narcissism.

"Is it? you know I can still break bones"
She said gritting her teeth keeping the spoon on table harshly

Sanskaar held her hand in a soft grip

"But I'll always be mad over my woman"
She blushed at his sentence.

"I am seriously grateful to you for showing me not all promises are fake. And not every trust is made to break."
Swara held his hand tightly remembering how his selfless and unconditional love made her all weak and fall in love with him.

"I wonder sometimes if I would have boarded the flight that day would we be still together?"
He asked remembering the flashes of the airport scene

"I would've still found you. Maybe not that time but later won't be ending my search till I got to see your face and confess of how stupidity you did"
Pure love evident in her eyes as she didn't break eye contact with him

"This is the reason I love you. You're always vocal about your feelings be it hate or love. The way you keep your heart open infront of me unknowingly is what I fall for everytime. Years before too when we were barely knew eachother you trusted me enough to share your past story with me. You were always raw and natural. And that is the thing which is still making me glued to you"
He says pulling her closer and planting a forhead kiss
That moment Swars wished that he stay with her forever.

"You know you're most annoyingly cute creature"
She said kissing his cheeks

"Pleasure is mine Madam"

"I can't wait to be a mother Sanskaar I wish these months just pass by tooo"

Sanskaar laugh at her excitement filled voice

5 months later,

"Aaaahhh Sanskaaaarrr get this thing out before I'll kill you"
Swara shouted clutching the bed sheets as the doctors are trying to do her delivery

The doctors were tensed because of Swara's yelling towards poor Sanskaar who was sitting beside her trying to cal her down.
His hand was filled with scratches done by her nails and hairs messy which was also pulled by her.

"Mam please be calm, the baby will be herr in some pushes."
The main doctor said calmly

"It's all beacuse of you. I shouldn't have agreed for this. Now I am never gonna do sex with you AaaaaHHHHHH"
Said Swara to which Sanskaar widens his eyes whereas the doctors laugh lightly at her words

"Princess my love it's gonna be okay take deep breath"
He whispered in her ears coming closer wiping the sweat from her face and forhead

As the pain was getting more for Swara her yelling was also getting on top

"Just two pushes Swara and his head will be out ".
The doctor informed her to be ready for two

"Just two love. I know it's hard but only two push"
He said gripping her hand and kissing her cheeks

"If it's only two push you do it"
She said shouting in his ears to which he looks at her with questioning eyes "like really"😅😅

"Aaahhhh Sanskaarrrrr"
That's it a sound of baby crying was echoing in the room as Swara fainted by exhaustion.

"Congratulations it's a boy"
Doctor declared wrapping the baby in towel and giving it to Sanskaar.

Sanskaar's eyes was filled with happiness tears. His blood was in his hands.

He looked at Swara was sleeping and gave the baby to nurse for cleaning up

"Princess?"
He called her as she was sleeping.

"It's normal Sir due to exhaustion. She might wake soon"
The nurse said to decrease his worry

"You did well Princesss I am proud of you for bearing this much pain. You're my real warrior."
He said kissing her forhead and that made her eyes open

"Sanskaar what happened"
She says palpating

"Heyy relax you did it. You gave birth to our boy. The nurse will bring it soon."
Swara's tears weren't stopoing as soon as she heard the news. She hugged him tightly finding the new joy in her life.

"I am sorry for saying all those things to you love."
She said hugging him tightly

"Hey it's allright I was only worried about you."
He planted kiss on her face but their romantic moment was disturbed as the nurse brought their child.

Swara took the baby in her arms excitingly.

As soon as the baby came in her arms, all the pain she beared just vanished within seconds. The feeling was etheral for her of being a mother

"He's so beautiful Sanskaar just like you"
She said admiring her newborn

"His eyes are like you Princess, What shall we name him"
He asked careessing the kid soft cheeks

"My Priyank"
She said hugging the baby as he smiled looking at both duo

"I'll call Mom and dad. They might be worried"
She nods at his words and looked at her baby. She couldn't take eyes off her new love.❤️

*Years later*

"Sanskaar close the damn tv of yours and help me in kitchen neither you won't be able to watch tv for entire week"
Swara was showin in her late 40's looking little old but yet beautiful

"Why are you always behind me"
Sanskaar said irritatingly getting up and coming to her.

They might be in their late 40's couple but their love can give competition to the younger one's. They still fight like tom and jerry but cannot stay away from eachother even for a day

" We are having dinner at Kartik's home tomorrow"
Sanskaar said keeping the dishes in sink

"Naira informed me yesterday. Don't worry I am more fast than you"
She said putting garlic in her dish

"But not faster than me",
He said backhugging her

"Sanskaar leave me I have work"
She said concentrating on her work

"So do your work. Am hugging my wife"
He said burying his head in her neck to which she smiled
Even after these years his warmth gave her peace

Their soft moment was interrupted by doorbell.

"Who might it be?"
Asked Swara looking at him

"Roohi?"
Sanskaar referred to their second child.

"She would be having classes now and Priyank is in college"

Swara said and Sanskaar went to open the door

"Hey Champ you're early"
Said Sanskaar looking at his Elder 21 year old son who came with an upset face and directly went to his room

"What happened to him"
Asked Swara in worry

"His heart broke aunty. "
Said A girl with same age of Priyank

"Oh Kaira is it, We need to talk with him!"
Said Sanskaar to Kartik's daughter

All trio nods and went inside

"Hey buddy why you're mood isn't good?"
Sanskaar said patting his back lightly

"Nothing dad just need some time"
He said looking down.
He was exact copy of Sanskaar just had some qualities of his mother.

"Priyank son tell me what's bothering you"
Spoke Swara in soft voice ruffling his hair

Priyank metled in her touch, he was close to his dad but he was attached to his mother

His eyes filled with fresh tears as he hugged his mother

"She cheated on me mom with my own classmate"
He said referring to his 1 year old girlfriend which SwaSan knew about. They didn't expect that she'll break their child heart like this

"I loved her with all my efforts yet she broke my trust Mom. I won't be able to trust anyone Mom"
He said sobbing

Their heart broke seeing their child cry so vulnerably.
Swara sighed that his child got same habit from her to love someone so deeply. He was saying the exact lines she said sometimes to her Mom.

"Priyank it's okay come have a seat"
She msde him seat and wiped his tears

"That's why I said to stay away from that bitch but you never listened to me"
Kaira said angrily.
Priyank and Kaira were childhood besties. Their schooling, college everything was done together
She liked Priyank alot but he never thought of her more than best friend.

"Mom I trusted her alot but now when she broke my trust It would be really hard for me to love anyone"
He said looking down

"Don't say like this champ. She didn't deserved you. There are many girls who are like like my Kaira"
He said carresssing Kaira's hairs. He knew that Kaira likes Priyank

"But she's my bestie dad"
He replied back

"But you do trust her more than anyone"
Swara said with a smile "and moreover a girl breaking your trust doesn't means you won't be able to love anyone else"

"Mom not every love story is like you and Dad. You both are perfect for eachother but it's really hard now to love someone whom we trust deeply. There must be one thing lacking either trust or love"
Priyank said defending himself

"It's not necessary"
Kaira said irritatingly

"What you know dumbhead"
Priyank eyed her angrily

"She's right It's not necessary Priyank. You can't love someone deeply if you don't trust them. "
Sanskaar said

"You both are saying these because you both got eachother and never faced heartbreak. You won't understand my pain"
Said Priyank

"I never told you my side of heartbreak son. Let me tell you a story of trust and love it might help you"
She said looking at Sanskaar and smiling as she was about to open the story box again which she has hidden since years.💜♥️

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The end...

I rest this story of mine.
Thank you for being in this small journey. I know this wasn't unique or anything it was just my take in relationships.

Nowadays many people are loving eachother without trusting other one.
This story just tells you how trust is important more than love❤️❤️

Love you all