Swara : Sanskaar please let go of my hand.

She said taking her hand off from his hand
But he grabbed it tightly having tears in his eyes

Sanskaar : Swara, I can't. I know it's hard but don't leave me

Swara's expression remained blank

Swara : I have to go Sanskaar. You know I don't love you.

He thought that he's giving his everything to not let her go. Even though she don't love him he has accepted the fact but now loosing her wasn't that easy as the thought.

He could feel his heart breaking by every second as he knew the moment he leave her hand, She'll leve him!

Sanskaar tried stopping her
Sanskaar : Swara don't go. Swara

He tried to grab her hand hand but she ran from there leaving no traces of her

That moment itself killed him from inside and he sat there crying hard sitting on his knees taking her name.

Sanskaar jerks himself getting up from his nap.

Sanskaar : Swaraa!

Sweat dripping from his forhead, heart beating rapidly with the just thought of loosing her.
He calmed himself down and made sure he haven't lost in reality and it was just a dream
.

He adjusted himself in the car an saw the timing in his watch which showed 11:50 am in the night.
He realised he's been sleeping since 3 hours in waiting near hospital.

*Some hours before*

When he saw Swara still didn't noticed about his presence as he was sitting a little far from her yet he could see her
He just kept his attention on her that since she came she's been just praying or sitting restlessly there.

He didn't knew how to react in some kind of situations like this but he didn't wanted her to worry for someother person like she was doing now.
He claimed to understand her that moment too and decided to leave her alone!

Sanskaar called Naira and Kartik at some corner.

Sanskaar : Naira could you do me a favour?

Naira nods in yea

Sanskaar : Stay with Swara and drop her home afterwards.

He remembered uptil there as he tried leaving her alone but he couldn't muster the strength and waited in his car for a single glance of her

But he didn't realise when he drifter of in his nap".

The other side
At the present time,

Doctors came out after having a long surgery

Swara immediately ran to them

Swara : Doctors how's he?

One of the doctor replied : He had some severe external injuries with minor brain injuries too but He's out of danger now.

Swara sighed a releif after heaeing the doctor but doctor continued

Doc : We cannot say anything since he haven't regained his conscious. Will keep him under observation for 24 hours. His gaining conscious is very important.
Let's hope for the best.

The doctor left Swara in agony. She was happy that Sahil was safe but wasn't safe completely as he haven't opened his eyes yet.

At that time Swara's mobile buzzed with new number which she knew who it was.
She sounded so stable as if nothing has happened to her

Swara : Yes Shikha did you reach the hospital?

Shikha : Yes Swara am inside where should I come?

Swara instructed her directions and cuts the call

She looked towards Niara

Swara : He's going to be fine

She said to herself more rather than informing her.

Naira : Are you fine?

She asked in total curiosity

Swara : Yeah! Let His cousin Shikha come then will leave. Thank you both for coming here and being by my side.

Naira : It's not needed Swara. But Sahil's parents aren't in city?

Swara : Yeah they live in Kolkatta since so many years. I got her number after so much searching in his mobile.

At that time Shikha showed up being so depressed and sad

Shikha : Swara how's he?

Swara : He's out of danger but doctors are keeping him under observation as he's still unconscious.

Shikha's tears started falling down

Shikha : He's suffering from so much. Hes been drinking too since so many days. I shouldn't have left him alone today

She said palming her face and crying.

Swara closed her eyes and suprassed her pain inside not showing anything to others.

Swara : He would be fine.

Swara pats her back and Shikha nods while wiping her tears

Shikha : Thanks for staying with him Swara. I know things aren't good for uh too. But you stayed that's a big thing. Thanks so much

She hugged her tightly while Swara pats her back

Swara : I'll take leave now. If anything happens call me.

Shikha : Sure I am there now.

Swara smiled and went with Kartik and Naira

Swara, Kartik and Naira came out and were heading towards their car when Sanskaar saw them coming.

Sanskaar got releived by seeing Swara but his heart sank seeing her so sad.
Her face was down with no expressions on her face.

He was about to open the door knob but couldn't gathered the courage to move out.

He just saw how they all ascended towards Naira's car leaving from there

Sanskaar have just started to feel the bitterness of love!💔

..................................................................

After exact 2 days

SwaSan were standing beside eachother during prayer being held in Maheshwari Mansion

Only 13 days were left before the marraige and the first ritual they have started with.

Anurag was standing with Prerna and both the families were also present during the prayer meet.

Sanskaar was busy in the prayer which the Pandit (priest) was reciting but his eyes peeked towards Swara who was engrossed in the prayer.

He recalled how in these 2 days she didn't tried to call him. From his prespective she didn't attempted to even tell him about Sahil's accident too.
The insecurities were going bigger and bigger in his heart. He didn't wanted to make it bigger but he could see how forcefully Swara was doing all the things just to make him satisfied.

But had anyone tried to understand Swara's side too?

Swara's pov

I really hope Sahil regain conscious, I am so scared that what if he don't wake up? No I have to be optimistic! He'll be fine. But wait I slowly took a glance from Sanskaar's figure who's standing beside me and I seriously wanna ask him Why isn't he telling me that he came to hospital that night?

Swara looked at Sanskaar who had his eyes closed
As she saw the prayer was coming to end she whispered that was only heard by him

Swara : You know Sahil is in hospital, isn't it? You came to hospital that day right?

Sanskaar opens his eyes and gave her a suprising look.

Sanskaar : How you came to knew about it?

Swara : I saw you, and I was waiting for you!

Sanskaar hummed at her statement and looked back at her

Sanskaar : I thought you didn't need me beside you that moment

Swara gave him unbelievable look while blinking her eyelashes

Swara : Why you use your extra mind everytime. You should have directly come to me!

Sanskaar then looked towards their families who were greeting eachother happily

He said in a hurtful voice

Sanskaar : And If I would've came, Would you have stopped crying that day?

He looks at Swara with same hurtful eyes which he was suffereing from so many days.

Swara didn't realise why he's telling things like this, but She could feel he's not giving the vibe like old Sanskaar

Sanskaar smiles sadly after looking in her eyes for straight 1 minute

Sanskaar : You won't love me na?
You neither want this marraige? Right!

He didn't knew why he threw those questions towards her.
Though he's not possesive kind but yet the insecurities were killing him,

And her silence was the main reason for him to be more restless.

Swara just blinked her lashes and heart responded by beating fast at his sudden questions
She felt numerous feelings in these days but this question didn't dropped her mind that She don't want marraige with him!

Swara with some hopeful voice called him

Swara : Sanskaar List-

She was left cut off when Sanskaar moved his hand near her neck making her little flinch and froze in her place

But he continued and put her visible bra strap inside her dress cloth and adjusted her duppatta.

Sanskaar : Don't be absent minded.

He said and stood beside her to greet their both parents with a fake smile

While Swara was surprisingly adjusting his words and actions all together.

*Time skip*

All the guest have left except Swara's family and now they were also about to leave

So All the maheshwari's were greeting them goodbye's

Sujata came to Swara and cubbed her face

Sujata : I really love your gift beta. The saree is designed perfectly.

Swara smiles shyly,
Shekhar and Sharmishta smiles to see her praising their daughter.

Swara : Thank you aunty! I am really glad you liked it

But Swara's eyes peeked towards Sanskaar who was listening to them standing beside his mother but didn't gave any emotion

Sujata : Start adressing me as Mom dear. And I would tell you did great job of choosing to work after marraige. You should never leave designing

And all chuckles and smiles at her sentence as how sweetly she bonded with Swara

Sanskaar too now looked towards Swara and smiled and hope for it to happen!

Swara : Thank you so much and I won't stop it😄😄

Kokila : Now Swara beta there's only some days left before marraige. Take care of your self allright!

Swara bowed her head
Swara : Yes dadi.

Sharmishta : I'll make sure your daughter in law looks pretty that day

She smiles and side hugged Swara

Sujata : She is pretty Sharmishta ji!
Sujata said while kissing her forhead

Swara was overwhelmed by their gestures, She was getting so much of love from her future mother in law which she never thought of.
She always thought mother in laws are quite arrogant, strict but Sujata was totally opposite She was warm, loving just like a how a mother in law should be!

Shekhar : Then I'll take your leave Ram bhai

Ram : Oh yeah please contact me tomorrow as we have to go to caterers

Shekhar nods and everyone bids them bye

But Sanskaar stopped Swara whilst everyone looking them shockingly.
And so was Swara

Sanskaar : Swara I wanna talk to you for 2 minutes

Swara looks at her mother and her mother nods while looking in her eyes

Shekhar : Will be waiting outside for you Swara

Swara nods and waited there for the people to empty the space

Sujata was looking at them with suspicious eyes but Anurag took her giving them space😂😂

Swara : Yes Sanskaar? Everyone's gone

Sanskaar didn't had the courage to look in her eyes and speak what he's gonna speak now

Sanskaar : Swara!

Swara : Yeah?

He looks up at her
Sanskaar : Swara some days are only left for our marraige

She nods

Swara : I know that

Sanskaar : I just wanted to let you know that there's nothing forcefully done to you. Even if it's 1 day before marraige and you would say me you dont wanna marry me I'll agree but please dont marry me forcing yourself.

Swara just couldn't get his words straight.

Swara : Sanskaar why are you being so emotional for just that day. You know what was my relationship with him. And it all happened so suddenly. That doesn't mean it has to do with us

Sanskaar : It has to do with us Swara. I can understand there is no love between us. You still love someone else then don't marry me for any favour or something

Swara crossed her hands in anger

Swara : Didn't I gave you my actual reason for marrying you before? Then why this act and all?

Sanskaar : I am not putting any act, The reasons which you gave me were before he came in your life. And now I think your priorities are changing!

Swara's eyes softened : Sanskaar It's not the way you are taking it.

Sanskaar looks at her but this time he cools his anger down.

Sanskaar : I am not taking anything Swara! It's your desicion. You have 12 days in your hands if you ever feel to reconsider about this marraige remember am your best friend first!

He said with a warm smile hurt in his eyes and went from there.

Swara's heart twisted hearing his words.
She didn't knew why he's changing so much!

*****************

*Time skip*

Sanskaar wasn't happy now in his own home after the series of events happened with him,
He wished to have normal marraige but life was planning some other stuff with him.

The whole Maheshwari Mansion was mess as two big weddings were gonna held in some days
Sujata didn't had any time left in her hands as she was so busy with the prep. And so was the other members.
Dadi Kokila harrassed all the servants to keep everything at top notch.
Anurag was strictly prohibited from going office. And was just told by his mother to rest for some days before marraige.

But there was Sanskaar who's smile had faded away,
He just wanted to be happy like before but since this love truck has hitted him he's changed alot.

Now he wasn't able to keep himself happy despite trying everything because at this moment he just needed Swara's confirmation answer "Whether she really want this marraige or not"?

(Smoking is injurious to health, and The motive to put smoking was just a demand of the story not to trigger any person or any emotion!)

He was in his room smoking looking outside the window.

Suddenly he hears a familiar voice,

Anurag : Since When you started smoking?

Sanskaar got surprised by his voice and threw the cigarette

Sanskaar : Don't tell Mom about this. I just started from couple of weeks ago. I am not addicted to it.

Anurag came and sit on his bed

Anurag : okay okay relax let's talk

Sanskaar obeyed and sat beside him

Anurag : What's the matter why are you looking so off in your own marraige?

Sanskaar nods in nothing

Sanskaar : I am extremely fine unlike someone who is happy to an extent!😄😄

Anurag : Never mind, You love that girl, don't you?

Sanskaar looks at him in surprised reaction

Sanskaar : How did you knew?

Anurag : you made it too obivious!😂

Sanskaar didn't spoke anything for his defence and smiled shyly.

Anurag : Then what's the problem? If you love her and you both are getting married what's that thing which is keeping you sad?

Sanskaar frowned : Didn't Prerna Bhabhi called you today? And since when you got interested in my life?

Anurag made him sit beside him

Anurag : I know I irritate the shit in you that doesn't change the fact you are my only brother. And seeing you sad doesn't make me happy!..

He said rubbing his hairs
Sanskaar smiles looking at him

Sanskaar : I don't know since how long you talked with me like this?

Anurag : Work kept me busy all day! But I was happy that you were enjoying your life. Everyone in the house is happy seeing you so happy.
But now you aren't happy like before. So I came to talk to you. Speak up!

Sanskaar looked in front and started gathering his feelings to speak

Sanskaar : The problem is I love her but she don't love me! She's just doing this marraige because am her best friend. I tried my every best to make her fall in love with me but I guess am failing now.

He said cracking at the end of his sentence but didn't broke infront of his brother

Anurag was baffled by his confession

Anurag : I never thought you would get into this one sided love. I mean why would any girl reject You?

Sanskaar laughs at his brother's motivated words

Sanskaar : Isn't it? I really wonder I rejected a bunch of girls and now am also getting rejected. Karma really plays in your life

Anurag patted his shoulder

Anurag : Don't overthink much, There could be a misunderstanding too. Maybe she have started loving you and is afraid to confess?

Sanskaar lets out a chuckle

Sanskaar : It's next to impossible because am thinking she's still in love with her ex

Anurag looked either way

Anurag : What nonsense

Sanskaar : Trust me everything was fine between us until her ex came few days back in our story and ruined everything. You know the way she looked at him I can feel her feelings. It's making me realise that Because of my love she's forcing herself to marry me.

He said grabbing his hair in his hands frustratingly

Anurag : Talk to her then!

Sanskaar eyes him

Anurag nods : Talk to her openly. And say about what you're feeling and Know her actual feelings. She takes you as her bestfriend right?

Sanskaar nods

Anurag : Then sort it with her. Am sure she'll eventually clear your every misunderstanding of whether she wants wedding or not?

Sanskaar took his words seriously that yeah he should consider this option even its heartbreaking he should talk to her

Sanskaar : I thought about this but am afraid that she'll choose to go back to her ex!

Anurag : Then think you both aren't for eachother. And it's better if she decides now than to realise this after marraige.

Sanskaar sat with grief at that moment coz for one point he wanted to solve his queries but on the other hand he was afraid to loose her forever.

He was getting restless in the fear of getting his dream real of loosing her!

*Time Skip*

Swara was intently looking over her red velvet diamond designed Lehenga which was just sent by Maheshwari's for her.

Sharmishta and Swara's cousins were busy praising Sanskaar's taste in Dress as he himself choosed The wedding Lehenga for her

Swara couldn't help but started being emotional touching the soft fabric knowing how harsh life was playing with her.

At one end she's thinking of Sahil and his recovery
And at other end she's caring for Sanskaar's feeling too.

Her one cousin muttered,"How can Swara didi got so lucky to have such a handsome man like him".

Swara smiled and thought "Indeed she's lucky to have him who's always so considerate about her"

His words were ringing in her mind,

"Take as much time you need. You staying beside me is what I want! Just don't leave my side."

"Swara do you even know how deeply am in love with you"

"You have 12 days in your hands to reconsider the marraige and remember I'll alwys be your friend"....

She couldn't deny how truthfully he loved her and in that process she somewhere started loving herself too.

But now it was high time to choose between him and her pathetic long love !

("Saasein khogayi hai kiski aahon mein
Mein khogayi hoon jaane kiski baahon mein
Manzilon se rahein dhoondte chali
Aur khogayi hai manzil, kahin rahon mein...")

Sharmishta noticed the silence of her daughter,

She wasn't able to predict the cause behind her fake smile but she knew Swara isn't happy.

Sharmishta : My dear kids can you please give me a moment with Swara I want to see the fitting of her dress.

All cousins nodded and went outside.
Swara was about to get up when Sharmishta held her wrist

Sharmishta : Swara sit here.

Swara sat with confusion as she was going for changing

Sharmishta : Answer me honestly what's bothering you?

Sharmishta looks at her with an intimidating look
Whereas Swara get nervous at her question.

Swara smiled : Nothing is bothering me Maa. What will happen to me?

Sharmishta pats her head lightly "Aren't you sure for the Marraige?

Swara closed her eyes as why everyone is asking her the same question!

Swara : Maa

Sharmishta : Swara beta I know you are going to be married and much bigger responsiblity will be in your hands but the road of this marraige is really beautiful to walk with your life partner.

Swara looks at her with curious eyes

Swara : Marraige doesn't come with gurantee card Maa! How can you be so sure that it would be beautiful road to walk with?

She said crossing her hands

Sharmishta : That's why there is a place kept in marraige which is "Trust"
Trusting and understanding eachother is compulsory in marraige!
And you trust Sanskaar so why these deep thoughts?

Swara : I Do but....

Swara was in her old turmoil of hiding the fact with her mother about Sahil and Sanskaar.
She wanted to open her mouth up and blurt things up but she cannot mess things as the whole house is busy preparing for her wedding.

She just lied on her Mother's lap

Swara : Let me sleep in your lap today. Am tired and exhausted

Sharmishta : Shona say what u were saying?

Swara : It's nothing maa. I'll figure it out dont worry

Swara held her waist tightly like child and closed her eyes

Swara : And Go after I sleep

She didn't left her waist while Sharmishta smiled and stroked her hairs

Sharmishta : Don't trouble your body much. The answers are always easy of life. We just complicate the problems.

Swara just remembered these words before falling asleep and then she started thinking
What if the answer she got is wrong for the problem?

"Then she would have to change the problem? Or go on with the wrong answer!"

*****************************

*Time skip*

Sanskaar was busy driving his car towards Swara's direction when his mobile rang with an unknown number

He puts the call on speaker and started talking

Sanskaar : Hello?

The other side : Hello Sanskaar?

Sanskaar : yeah speaking who's this?

T.O.S : Sanskaar am Sameer It's my number.

Sanskaar : Oh Sameer Long time huh! how are you? And how things are going in Australia

Sameer : It's all going good. Now lisn up buddy. The photographs which you sent me to pass it to my Uncle's friend

Sanskaar : Oh Yeah I forgot what's his response?? Did he liked my photos?

Sameer : Sanskaar He loved them all . He's calling you Mauritius for 3 years. He'll personally train you and provide job

Sanskaar was so happy at the sudden moment that he wanted to learn from the famous photographer which was his idol since his high school and by some luck he happened to become his friend's uncle friend.

And now he got this chance for fulfilling his ambition

Sanskaar : For real?

Sameer : yeah buddy But Sanskaar you have to hurry up with things and if possible you have to be here in 1 week. It's his clear instructions.

And that's when reality check came infront of his eyes that his Marrauge is going to be happen in coming days and his all plans got scattered

Sanskaar : Sameer There's a problem Actually My marraige date has been fixed to next week. So I have to drop this deal

He said with much dissapointment. Although he was happy for the marraige but he was waiting for the deal from so many days.

Sameer : Oh congratulations buddy. You didn't invited me though?

Sanskaar : As if you would have come

He said chuckling

Sameer : Yeah I know my life is totally hectic here but you should visit Australia with Bhabhi.

Sanskaar gripped his steering wheel when he said those stuff because he wasn't sure that Swara would agree

Sanskaar : For sure Okay then I'll hang up now. I am driving

Sameer : Okay okay see you and send me pictures of your wedding

Sanskaar : Yeah ofcourse Take care!

After the call ended he had a deep thought for the cominf marraige and considering Anurag's word seriously too.

He thought to discuss everything with Swara openly

He breathed heavily at the mere thought of discussion but this time he have to make his heart up.

He quickly checked Swara's location through GPS as he installed this after the accident happened before as he couldn't take any risk towards her.
But the direction showed near Hospital where Sahil was admitted and he wasn't surprised either but somewhere he felt jealous as as she's visiting him despite having the wedding dates near!

On Swara's side

Swara was picking her stuff

Swara : Tomorrow you'll be discharged right?

Sahil : Yeah doctor said me to be admitted for more weeks but I am fine now just my leg isn't in proper condition. But it would be fine too

Swara : I hope then you be fine now. Take care of yourself I won't see you after today

She said with a stern face

Sahil held her hand while sitting on stretcher

Sahil : Okay don't come but sit here with me for 2 minutes and hear me out.

Swara was hesitant but he kept pleading so she gave in and sat on opposite chair

Sahil : Swara I am gonna shift to kolkata permanently tomorrow. Shikha is already doing the preparation

Swara looked at him with widened eyes as this came out of the box

Swara : But your business and all?

Sahil : I got it transfered there. And everything is fixed.And since the motivation which I came to Mumbai is left unfulfilled

Swara understood he's talking about her.

Swara : Sahil you know am gonna be bride in somedays.

Sahil had tears now : I know Swara and the thought is breaking me from inside that you are going to be of someone else. I am really sorry Swara that you had to go through so much when I left you. I am really sorry I really regret leaving you at that moment. So today I don't have to witness these things.

Swara didn't moved her lashes up and her eyes were fixitated on the bag while tears kept forming at his genuine words.

Sahil : Can't you be mine again? For once and all?

At this sentence Sanskaar's legs were rooted outside the door as he was about to open the knob and enter but he wanted to listen Swara's response before entering.

Swara : Sahil you know that's impossible now

Sahil : Swara tell me do you love Sanskaar?

Swara didn't answered him and kept queit which made Sanskaar's heart beat faster too

Sahil : Answer me Swara. Then why are you marrying him just because he's your friend and whatever. But what about me Swara you love me. Just the thing is I left you if I wouldn't have left you, would he had any right on you which he's showing now?

Sanskaar fisted his hand tightly at the words he was speaking
He couldn't hold his anger more but he was waiting for Swara's reaponse.

Swara looked at him with stern emotions because now she started remembering how he broke her heart brutually!

Swara : But you also lost that right Sahil!

Sahil : And I want to gain it again Swara. It's still not late to choose me over him Swara. You Know how much I love you. And if you still love me then come with me tomorrow to Kolkatta. I promise I'll give you the best life you want!

Swara looked at him with widened eyes to see the adudicity of this man to make fake promises afain.

Whereas Sanskaar misunderstood Swara's silence as yes and went from there thinking Swara is forcefully marrying him and she still love him.

And somewhere he started thinking she'll go with Sahil.
He wasn't able to digest this phase. The pain was extrememly too much for him to bear.

This was the real Heartbreak which he was facing

He never thought any girl could hurt him to this extent in which he was getting hurt by her!

Swara got up chuckling
" Best life? You didn't even give me the love which I deserved when we were in relationship Mr. Kapoor. And now you are speaking to come to you again."

She made her steps to the gate

Sahil : Life is all about second chances Swara. You won't be able to love that man in your life!

Swara didn't answer anything and went out as she's felling totally heavy by the burden of his words!

She came out of the hospital to witness rain pouring heavily!

She started walking in rain making herself drench, and to find the hidden answer which her heart was fearing.

She just walked and walked and then two different situation came in her mind

In one Situtaion Sanskaar was speaking with tears in his eyes

Sanskaar : I love you Ms. Sharma isn't this enough for both us?

On the other side Sahil spoke :
"I love you Swara and I know you also love me"

She didn't knew who to choose and what basis she should choose.
Sahil was her first love and Sanskaaris the person whom she trust the most!

Now what is her answer?

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Sanskaar gulped the 2 alcohol bottle but yet he was sober.
The pain he had in his heart was much more than than the liquor he was consuming.

The bartneder beought the 3rd bottle

Bartender : Sir are you fine? You never drank more than 2 bottles

Sanskaar smiled with his red eyes : Today I wanna drink until I am heavily drunk. I don't want to be sober!

He pours the bottle in his glass and started drinking suddenly a soft song started aying in the club and Sanskaar kept his head on the table looking through the glass and seeing nothing but a glimpse of smiling Swara♡

(This song is my all time favourite and specially wanted to make a situation in this story for this song as it truly depicts Sanskaar's emotions)

"Kahin Toh... Kahin Toh Hogi Woh,
Duniya Jahan Tu Mere Saath Hain.."

He knew that loving Swara and getting her as life partner was next to impossible but still he dreamt a future with her.
Where they both are loving eachother 💗

"Jahan Main Jahan Tu Aur Jahan Bas Tere Mere Jazbaat hai"

"Hogi Jahan Subah Teri Palkon Ki Kirno Me
Lori Jaha Chaand Ki Sune Teri Baahon Mein

Sanskaar saw the figure of Swara subsiding so he held her wirst and took her to a world where no one was there.

Where she wouldn't have to escape from him.

"Jaane Na Kahan Woh Duniyaa Hai,
Jaane Na Woh Hai Bhi Ya Nahi.
Jahaa Meri Zindagi Mujhse Itni Khafa Nahi..."

Sanskaar saw the hazel angelic eyes of Swara and didn't left her hand because this time he seriously wished that there's some world where Swara could accept him but that seem to be impossible as he opened his eyes and came back to reality as the music stopped midway and changed to some pop song.

He wipe the tears from the corner of his eyes retraining himself for pouring his pain out and filled the glass again to subside his pain!

Swara's drencehed clothes were dry uptil now as she was still walking since evening and now it was midnight.

Her legs gave up but her heart didn't.
She was pushing herself she herself don't the reason behind it!

She was walking uess the jewellery of her one earing fellonthe ground

She panickly picked it up to see if it was broken but it wasntand then she realised this was Sanskaar's first gift to her from his Salary.

She realised to what extent Sanskaar took himself just for her.
He's rich ass man but yet he choose to do something as she told him!

She can never forget this Sanskaar's gestures...

She kept the earing inher purse and took her mobile to see 100 Missed calls from Sanskaar.

Her eyes widened as she saw these many calls coming from Sanskaar suddenly after 3 long days.

She picked up the 101 call and said in panicked voice

Swara : Hello Sanskaar? Are you fine?

Sanskaar on the other side : Helllooooooo Shonnnaaaaa I Looooovveeee youuuuu

Sanskaar said from the other side lying his head on the table as he was totally drunk for the first time!

Swara blinked her eyes and couldn't beleive that Sanskaar was talking on the other side.

Swara : Sanskaar are you drunk?

Sanskaar : Noooooo Commmmeee and see meee ammm aattttt thheee sammmee club which you came wearing that hot dresss. See am not at all drunken.

Swara realised he's drank beyond his limits because real Sanskaar didn't reacted this way.

Swara : Am coming and dare you touch any bottle. Stay there keeping your hands crossed.

She cuts the call and Sanskaar obeyed her order

He crossed his hand and told the bartender with pressing his lips

Sanskaar : She looks devil when she's angry!

He said pouting while the bartender chuckles at his new cute behaviour.

After around 20 minutes Swara came running towards Sanskaar whereas Sanskaar was dozed off on the table
She tapped his cheek

Swara : Hey Sanskaar get up

Sanskaar got up in a sudden movement and hold the alcohol bottle

Sanskaar : Oh my alcohol

Swara took the bottle from him and said

Swara : Why are you drinking so much? You always handled it well but what happened today?

Sanskaar looks at her with his drunken red eyes and his lips form a smile

Sanskaar : Because Today I needed this to heal me.

Swara : Alcohol doesn't heal people and now let's head to home.

Sanskaar : No I wanna talk

Swara took her mobile out and murmured : You aren't in your senses will talk tomorrow.

She booked a cab online and helped Sanskaar to get up by holding him from shoulders as he was unable to walk.

Sanskaar : Swara I am not feeling well.

Swara making faces as he's so heavy to hold : By drinking so many bottles nobody stay well!

Sanskaar caught his mouth

Sanskaar : Swara I am gonna throw up

Swara suddenly got frightened and took him hurriedly to the washroom

And Sanskaar continuously vommitted thrice because of the drink
Swara stayed beside him rubbing his back saying soothing words to him.

She then took him to the cab and he was silent throughout the journey because he was unconscious by now!

Swara saw him drooling and wiped it

Swara : He's such a babie.

She thought in her mind while seeing Sanskaar because he was looking so cute and she couldn't resist him..

But she controlled herself as she reached his Mansion.

She tried taking him inside but was helped with two servant who were standing outside and only Sujata noticed Swara bringing Sanskaar inside

Sujata : Oh Swara beta what happened to him?

The servant made Sanskaar laid on the living room couch

Sujata checked his body and temperature whether he isn't ill or something

Swara : Uh no aunty he's fine just took extra drinks today. He would be fine by tomorrow

Sujata : Oh Thank you so much beta

She hugged her feeling the affection she showed towardd her son.

Swara didn't said anything and smiled qt her

Sujata : Don't go by cab my driver will drop you and did you had your dinner?

She lied " Yes Aunty I just came to drop him"

Sujata : That's really sweet of you beta.
I don't know why he have to do all these keeping his marraige near. All relatives are also in the house and see his antics.

Swara : He must be going through some stuff. If you don't mind can I help him put him in his room.

Sujata : Sure beta!

She tells the servant to help Swara and they all took unconscious Sanskaar to his room.

The servant made his exit as soon as they made Sanskaar lie on bed.

Swara removed Sanskaar's shoes and socks and made him lie comfortably on pillow.

And when she was doing her hands ruffled his short silky hairs and she wondered why he's doing his self like this just for her? In her dillema she's always neglecting him..

Swara : Sanskaar It's hurting to see you like this. Why can't things go backwards when you were so happy while confessing your love for me. I can't handle this mature Sanskaar anymore.

She said with little tear escaping from her eye.

She never intended to play with his heart.
Her relationship with him was genuine but things got unfolded in a bad way so now her feelings are so twisted in knots that she isn't able to recognise what she really wants?

AND TONIGHT SHE HAS TO DECIDE WHAT FUTURE SHE WANTS!

She looked at Sanskaar for more 5 minutes and then she tried escaping her hand as it was utterly late now.
But he caught her wrist in very tight grip in his unconsciousness

She tried very hard and when she did it interrupted his sleep.

But he was still drunk.

Swara : Sanskaar sleep sleep it's still night

Sanskaar hugged her as soon as he woke up

Sanskaar : Swara Please don't leave me.

He gripped his hug more tight around her arms and she just sat there whereas feeling his love

Sanskaar : You will leave me for that jerk but please don't leave me. I don't know how to live without you. I love you very much

And he started tearing up a bit to which Swara softened at his gesture as no one till now loved her this much to cry for her.
And this man right here broke all the boundaries of loving her by crying over for her!

This time she realised She love Sanskaar! ❤

She wiped her tears and sensed that Sanskaar has fallen asleep again on her shoulder and she made him lie again on pillow

And this time she decided to leave but a small room caught her attention as the paint of that room was in attractive colour

She became curious of that room so she went inside

Shock was understatement for Swara as she kept her hand on her mouth while her eyes were widened with tears continously flowing from her eyes,

The whole room was decorated with Swara's photos.

Bg music

"Jaane na kaha woh duniyaaa hai
Jaane na woh hai bhi ya nahi
Jaha meri zindagi mujhse itni khafa nahi!"

She clutched her hairs thinking just "How much this Man can love her?

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So finally am posting it
You'll seriously wont believe I didn't had time to write a single chapter because I was writing some scenes then work would come
My home shifting and many things happened since these 2 months

Am extrememly sorry for the delay I'll post the last part soon and will continue Incomplete journey and am thinking for posting a one shot too.

I know these chapter is totally uninteresting but please bear with another chapter then this series is finished!

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And Happy new year may this 2021 brings Happiness in your life and new opportunities!

- Kaynat Khan