We took a family trip to get a check up. Kyle no longer is here. I asked about Jessica and she still is.

The nurse gave me the shot thing and taught me how to do it myself, that I wouldn't have to come nearly as much. I could get anti-depressents from almost anywhere.

Eva kept asking why she gave me that and I said it's to make me better. She said there's no way I could be better than I am now and that warmed my heart. How sweet is that? Thank God for anti-depressents because I want that to make me happy.