(a/n Date outfits above , just with baek having darker hair)

Baekhyun pov

Being back at Luhans for a while I'm still sitting on my bed in my towel wondering what to wear to Chenmins restaurant tonight . I have nothing to fit my bump that seems to be getting bigger by the second since I told Chanyeol I was pregnant .

Luhan I so wish was here , he would help me. Huffing I stand up and go through my wardrobe of clothes I still have here again sliding hanger by hanger to the left checking each item of clothing I have and still nothing screams out wear me.

I give up and head into Luhans bedroom in search of baggy clothes and hit the jackpot. Smiling to myself like a fool I grab the shirt and trousers and hurry back to my bedroom.

Throwing the clothes on the bed I drop my towel and catch a glimpse of my body fully naked in the mirror.

"Oh wow, I have a pouch " , smiling. I place both hands on my stomach and give it a little rub.

" Oh beautiful baby of mine. I was wondering if we could have a chat. I have a date tonight and you are gonna get some yummy expensive food so please don't be sick . You can wait till morning but just tonight please please don't be sick ok" I kiss my hand and place it on my pregnant tummy . Looking in the mirror I smile and try to reassure myself that I can do this even with a pregnant belly.

Grabbing my boxers from my bed I pull them on and place them up and over my stomach smiling all nice and secure. Then grabbing the black jeans I found in Luhans wardrobe I pull them on and hope they close. To my disappointment they close but I can't breathe. Opening just the top button I feel more comfortable . "Oh man what if they slide down during dinner " I keep looking at them in the mirror trying to figure out how to keep them from unzipping down any further. Then I remember seeing videos online of people using hair bands or elastic bands to keep them up.

Rummaging through all my makeup stuff I can't find any hair ties . I hurry through the apartment holding my trouser up till I spot an elastic band near Luhans laptop. Smiling like I just found a million dollars I grab it, tie it through the buttonhole of my trousers and wrap it around the button. "Oh yes this will so do" I smile happy that I found something to give me those few extra inches of space in my trousers.

Back into my bedroom I spray myself with deodorant before I pull on the black silk shirt that sits amazing on me and covers my bump perfectly covering any signs of pregnancy.

" Oh wow this looks great " I talk to myself while looking into the mirror. My brown hair is styled nicely, I have an outfit that fits kinda ok but looks so good even I would date me.

Knock knock

I freeze and look toward my bedroom door hearing the apartment door knock.

"Shit that's him ok ok I got this I look good I just need to relax"

Making my way to the door feeling rather nervous I reach the handle and open the door to see the most beautiful man standing smiling carrying a single rose.

"Hey" I smile from ear to ear seeing just how sexy looks. His hair is brushed off his forehead and he has the biggest smile. Wearing a black turtleneck with a long black coat and black trousers to match.

" Wow you look beautiful" he smiles passing me the rose.

"Are you sure what I have on is ok ?" I move inside as he steps in closing the door behind him.

" It's perfect, don't be worrying now, are you wearing a jacket over the shirt as it is cold out tonight?" He places the rose on the kitchen counter as I just stare at him taking in his beauty.

" Baekhyun?" He snaps me out of undressing him in my head as I hurry off into my bedroom.

"Sorry I just need to get my jacket and shoes" I look around the room for the shoes I know I picked out earlier but they have magically walked away on me to mess with my night.

Seeing the jacket on the bed I grab it putting it on being so happy that it fits me. Checking one last time in the mirror I smile at how good I look for a change.

"You look amazing " I hear his deep sexy voice coming from the doorway as he stands there smiling holding the shoes I thought ran away.

" Do I ?" I blush a little still tugging at my shirt to hide my bump just for tonight.

" Can I come in?" He asks, making me smile that he still asks permission before entering a bedroom .

" Of course" I watch as he walks closer to me, making butterflies flutter in my stomach. Well at this stage I hope they are butterflies and not sickness.

" You just need to fix the collar here" he stands behind me as we both face the mirror while he fixes me.

" Perfect " he smiles making me turn to face him

" Are you ready for tonight ?" He speaks softly making me melt more " yes I'm ready just need my shoes on and we are good to go" sitting on the bed I pull my shoes on and quickly stand up checking myself again as he watches me smiling from ear to ear

" Why you smiling like that " I blush so badly as he steps closer

" I get to spend the evening with an amazing beautiful person tonight " he steps even closer and moves a strand of hair from my forehead making me swallow hard.

"You think I'm beautiful even being pregnant? " I look up at him with puppy dog eyes and he just reaches down and cups my cheek. " I think you're stunningly beautiful tonight and every other time I've seen you being pregnant doesn't bother me now let's go" he takes my hand and guides me to the door as we head off for dinner.

Stepping into the cold night air I'm grateful he parked close to the apartment as he holds open the door for me as I climb into his warm car. I watch him walk around the car and climb in and can't believe my luck at just how sexy this man is.

" Ready?" He asks as I click my belt on " ready" he starts the car as I watch out the window at all the night lights .

" Baekhyun are you ok?" He touches my hand that's on my leg making me smile as I turn to face him . " I'm a little nervous as the place you're bringing me is rather expensive and I feel a little out of place "

" Hey no no don't think like that please. Tonight is on me I just want you to relax and enjoy the night and let me take care of everything else ok" we slow down at some traffic lights as he rubs my hand

" I'm just so independent..."

" I know you are and I wouldn't take that from you just tonight can you not be and let me take care of everything" he starts the car again as I watch him . How have I been so lucky to have this amazing god of a man pick me. How have I been so lucky to have this guy inside me? Oh my god I had him inside me . I look out the window trying to hide my red blush at the amazing night we had before I told him I was pregnant and to leave .

" We are here" he parks the car and climbs out as I wipe my sweaty hands on my trousers.

" After you " he helps me out of the car as I step ahead of him looking at people coming and going from the most expensive place in town.

" You ok?" He holds out his arm for me to link as I smile and take it " I will be once I get inside and settled"

Giving his name as we make our way through the restaurant I can't stop smiling at just how beautiful and amazing Chenmins is . The tables are not that close so there is plenty of privacy even the decorations are just wow .

" Here you go Mr Park '' the waiter stops near a booth down the back away from everyone else.

" Thank you " he smiles and waits as I slide in and he follows me .

" They have booths at a fancy restaurant?" I look around to see where we are is so private.

" Yeah you can fit more people but it's also very private and I picked here because I knew when I mentioned coming here you seemed a little down and panicked. So I asked for privacy. ''He looks at me with such softness I melt again .

" It's perfect I really was nervous and still kinda am " I take a glass of water from the table and take a sip as he watches me

" I also noticed you keep trying to hide your stomach " hearing him say that I put the glass down and look away out the window.

" Baekhyun please don't look away" he touches my hand and feeling his warmth makes me turn to face him.

" I just feel uncomfortable after telling you I was pregnant and you have been so nice about it . Also tonight this place is amazing and I didn't want to show you up by having my bump stick out" I feel my tears start to build up as he just smiles at me .

" Baekhyun you are beautiful and sexy and I don't care if you show your bump or not once you're here with me and no other man that's all that matters " he leans forward and kisses my cheek softly making me close my eyes to his touch .

" Let's order some food as I'm sure baby is hungry" he smiles passing me a menu as I look at what I can eat

After dinner

" I think I'm stuffed in more ways than one" I rub my stomach as he laughs wiping his mouth with a napkin.

" That food was delicious" he sits back and sips his water while looking at me

" It really was " I look down at my stomach and it was sticking out a little more since I'd eaten.

I feel Chanyeol move closer to me on my right and look down at my stomach . " Did mini you like it also?" He whispers looking back up at me with the biggest smile making me laugh out a little at his cuteness.

" I think baby did yeah, so far so good but I need to do something " I lift up my shirt and unhook the elastic band making him burst out laughing and my smile at his goofy laugh.

" What?" I look at him as he starts to slow down his laughing

" That is just so adorable" he reaches my cheeks cupping them and kisses me on the lips . " You're amazing " he says into the kiss making me smile.

" Yep, I had to use the elastic to hold them up or they be down around my ankles " I reach and sip some water from my glass as I feel his hand touch my other hand on my lap.

" Baekhyun, can I ask how long you are pregnant?" I put my glass down and face him better as he still holds my hand in his.

" I'm fours months gone so another four to go " I watch as he just smiles " wow only 8 months in total?"

" Yeah men are shorter compared to women so I have been told" I begin to feel a little bit more nervous now as he is starting to talk about the baby and it feels a bit like my dream I had the night before .

" Are you excited for the baby's arrival ?" He doesn't let my hand go and keeps looking into my eyes, really interested in my situation.

" I really am but also nervous as its another little person " at this moment in time I feel so relaxed now with Chanyeol that I just want to kiss him

" A little mini you" he says smiling as he moves closer " can I kiss you?" He asks, making me nod my head as he presses his lips with mine softly kissing me . Right now I want to take my uncomfortable trousers off and just be held by him. Pulling away from the kiss I blush like crazy.

" Let's get out of here" he says as I climb out of the booth with him behind me. He pays the bill and puts his long coat over my shoulders " keep you both warm " he winks at me as he guides me out to his car. I giggle to myself at just how adorable he is looking after me and my baby.

At home

"Come in please" I watch as he agrees and steps into the apartment as I hurry into my bedroom to get changed " I'll be right out " I shout as I take my clothes off and finally pull on some tracksuit bottoms and a big t-shirt.

" Much better" I appear behind him and there he is making tea with his shoes off in my best friend's kitchen.

" Comfy now?" He smiles as I step closer, grabbing a cup from him. "So much better" I smile and hope he follows me to the sofa.

Here we are both sitting on Luhans sofa, me dressed like I didn't care and him looking a million dollars.

" I really enjoyed tonight baekhyun"

" Me too thank you and sorry for how I look now I just needed to get comfortable " I blush a little at the way he looks at me .

" I really like you Baekhyun" he looks down at the cup in his hand looking rather sad

" Chanyeol...."

" Don't push me away Baekhyun please" he says making me sink into the chair a little shyly

" Chanyeol I'm pregnant with another man's baby it wouldn't be fair on you" I feel all emotions boil to the surface as I try fight them back

" That doesn't bother me Baekhyun I still would love to date you " he puts his cup down on the table and moves closer to me

" Chanyeol I'm going to be showing a lot more in the next few weeks won't you worry about what people will think?"

" Baekhyun, I don't care what other people think or say about me . You being pregnant won't stop me from wanting to be with you and I think I've shown you that " I lower my head as tears fall. Why is he being so nice don't men usually run or not be with pregnant people especially another man's baby.

" Hey look at me " he lifts my chin up as the tears kiss my cheeks

" Don't cry please beautiful" he uses his thumb and wipes the tears from my eyes then kisses my nose

" I couldn't help myself" he smiles as I blush again at his cuteness

" Baekhyun say something please"

" I don't know Chanyeol . I broke up with my ex fiance after I found out I was pregnant. I've moved twice and gone on dates with you in the space of a week and it's just all so much on my plate. I even had sex with you "

" It was amazing though" he smirks, making me blush at just how amazing he was in bed .

" I'm sorry I just can't deal with all this right now, it's been such a hard time for me ". I let my tears go and cover my face with my hands .

" Oh no please don't cry I'm sorry . I'm being selfish and not thinking about how you're really feeling in all of this and I'm so sorry Baekhyun" wiping my tears I look up at him .

" Let me give you a hug" he holds out his arms and I snuggle into him . His chest is so broad and strong I melt

" Sorry about all this Baekhyun I really am. I guess I just know a good thing when I see it" he holds me tighter as I take in his scent and I have to admit it does things to me . I move my head a little as I look up at him as he looks down at me . Our eyes meet and seconds later we are both kissing. His lips are so soft and gentle that I can't control myself so I let out a little moan .

"Chanyeol" I whisper

"Yes beautiful"

"Touch me"

He doesn't do anything but kiss me as I take his hand and place it on my ass as I kiss him with more passion hoping he will read the sign of what I want right now .

"Are you sure?" he asks while squeezing my ass cheek

" Yes " I whispers before locking my lips with his and moving so I am across his lap

"So beautiful" he whispers, running his hands up and down my back making me groan out at just how good it feels. He rubs my lower back making me lift my head up to the ceiling and moan out feeling how good a full body massage would feel from him right now .

" You like that" he smirks looking at me as I giggle . I'm pregnant a back rub is like having sex" we both laugh and continue to kiss as he moves us both so he is standing holding me up as we make our way to my bedroom .

Sitting me on the edge of the bed he steps back a little . " Do you want this?" He asks before taking off his turtle neck and showing me this amazing toned body . " Yes '' is all I can say before I reach out and pull him closer by his belt . As I undo his belt I don't move my eyes from his . And it's as if he understood what I was thinking. He takes my t-shirt off and helps me lay down as he climbs on top of me kissing my neck . My hands trace down his muscled back and under his boxers feeling his ass and I whimper out to him kissing my sweet spot on my neck.

" You are so beautiful Baekhyun" he looks into my eyes as he runs his hand down my cheek .

" I can't believe your here with me " I whisper back feeling embarrassed

" Why beautiful?'

" You are stunning and I never thought I'd be in bed with a guy as good looking as you " I close my eyes and take a deep breath wanting so much more from him but I'm scared.

" Hey I'm the lucky one , have you seen you . You are so beautiful and cute as fuck" he makes me laugh as I open my eyes

"Can we just cuddle?" I ask as he smiles and moves off me laying beside me on his side as he leans on his arm looking at me.

" Did you enjoy tonight ?" He asks making me lie on my side facing him

" I really did, the food was amazing thank you"

"Baekhyun, I'm sorry but can I touch your tummy? I know it's totally weird and I shouldn't ask but I had this dream I asked you and it was so real and when you let me it was amazing"

" Are you sure ?"

" Yes can I"

" Go ahead " I lay on my back getting comfortable as he moves closer still on his side and places his hand on my stomach touching my little bump

" Oh wow " he rubs his warm hand around my tiny bump making me get emotional just like my dream.

" I'm upsetting you I'm so sorry " he pulls away as I finally let my tears go

" It's ok I just realized I won't have these moment all the time "

" Baekhyun, I crossed the line. I'm so sorry I know it's not my place and I'm not the dad but would you reconsider dating me properly?"

" Chanyeol if I wasn't pregnant then maybe yes but right now I'm torn between all my emotions and everything happening so fast. Maybe friends is better for us"

" I'll take being friends then" he smiles a little but deep down I can see the sadness in his eyes .

"I best go and let you rest " he sits up on the side of the bed and reaches for his turtleneck. Putting both his arms inside I move closer and kiss his naked back as he pulls his head through the top.

" I feel bad now" I pull my legs up closer to my chest as he turns around to face me pulling down his top fixing it.

" Don't feel bad . I should be the one to stop pushing so much with everything you have been through " he leans over me and kisses my cheek " I'll head off and you can get to bed it is rather late. Text me whenever you want, ok?"

" Thank you for tonight Chanyeol "

" Most welcome " he stands up from the bed and makes his way to the sitting room as I follow him putting my t-shirt back on

" Sleep well Baekhyun, call me any time" he smiles one last time and closes the door making me touch the door leaning my head on it as I feel sad he left .

Locking the door and turning off the lights I head back to bed and hope to enjoy my day off tomorrow while thinking of the best thing for me just being my friend because I am too scared for more.

Monday morning

"Morning Baekhyun, how are you ?" My boss arrives carrying some fresh pastry from the local bakery making me smile like a child about to have candy.

" I'm doing good what you got there?" I wait patiently as he opens the bag passing me an iced donut

" Oh yummy" I bite into it and close my eyes feeling the deliciousness of it.

" So the order is on its way for the new dreamy merchandise hopefully because I can't keep telling people we are waiting for the delivery they will think I'm lying " my boss moans as a group of girls walk into the store.

"I'll deal with them" I wipe my mouth and hands and make my way over to them

" Still no light stick" they huff in unison

" Hi I'm Baekhyun and I work here just to let you know we do have an order arriving today of more merchandise "

" The owner said the same thing the other day" one says with an attitude making me wanna slap her one " oh and do you know anything about a light stick ?"

" I know there is one arriving this week so how about you all go shopping and maybe grab a bubble tea and come back around an hour and I bet you the delivery for the merch will be here" they all look at me then each other and decide to come back later.

" Baekhyun I hope you're right or we will have some really angry fan girls here" my boss says, cleaning up our evidence of donuts this hour of the morning.

" Morning all '' I freeze hearing the deep voice I like so much making me turn around seeing Chanyeol holding open the door to the store as men carry in some boxes which I hope are the new merchandise.

" Mr Park, what has you here?" My boss rushes to help

" I'm heading from store to store making sure everything is ok for our merchandise and it's up to our standards. I know I don't need to check yours so we are just dropping these new light sticks off. They arrived a few days earlier than expected along with a few other bits that you requested" he smiles a bright smile making me blush at the idea I had him in my bed . I had sex with him and I also turned him down being mine . Holy shit I'm just a fool, how the hell could I turn him down . I need to fix this

" Chanyeol have you got a second " I whisper so my boss doesn't hear

" Only a second , are you ok? " He looks concerned at me as the guys bring in the last of the boxes

" Are you free tonight ?"

" No, I'm sorry I'm heading to China after work. Why is something the matter?" He watches the guys drop the boxes before looking back at me

" No no it's ok , have a safe trip" I smile and quickly head into the staff bathroom locking the door as I begin to cry .

Why am I crying? I was the one who wanted him one minute then didn't the next . I'm so all over the place with my emotions that I'm crying over him . I want him and I don't want him. I'm so confused .

Buzz buzz

Taking my phone from my pocket I see a massage from Luhan

I'm back baby and I need gossip so I'll meet you at your work at lunchtime missed you and bump talk soon

Smiling and wiping my tears I fix myself before I head back out .

" Is he gone?' I notice it's only my boss in the store now and the van and Chanyeol's car are gone also

'He didn't say goodbye' I think to myself biting my quivering lip

" Oh he left you this " my boss passes me a letter and gets to opening the boxes. I quickly open the letter

Hey sorry I had to hurry off it's rather busy today if it's ok with you I'll drop by before I head to the airport if not just drop me a text
C

Smiling I close it and put it in my pocket before helping my boss stock the light sticks

To be continued..

(Sorry for any errors )

Love

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