I came from dinner.

At the table, mom had my plate served for me, I sat down googling at her as she dances to the song, she and Dad loves..

It's been ages since I heard mom talk about Dad. Not after his death, things as been a bit better and we have both accepted the fact that, he is no more....

Mom sat down afterward, and we started to eat...

After that, I rushed up to my bedroom..

I opened my cabinet and brought out my gear, I use for emergency whenever I fail to prepare myself from actually killing my mother...

I was about getting the chains and other inhumane instruments from the bag, when I got a call from Jade..

"What!!".

I picked up and yelled..

"Aww! Did you not know today's gonna be a full moon?".

She laughed at me on the phone.

At the background, I could hear Luke talking to someone..

I'm guessing, Lauren..

"Why did you call me Jade?, Do make fun of me,?"..

I put the phone on loud speaker

Not too loud, that mom walks inside of my room and overhears my conversation..

"Nope! On the contrary, I'm here to help you prepare for the night, I don't want you killing your mom,"..

She said and made fun at me by laughing..

"Wow! You're so generous,"..

I teethed in anger..

"Yeah! However you shouldn't thank me, but Lauren, she still sees you as a member of her pack,"

Jade tells.

She waited for my response..

Although I do need Lauren's help, but I am sure whatever assistance she gives me to now, will be used against me at the latter time..

I can't have that on my conscience..

"Jade! Please tell Lauren, that I have everything under control,".

After pondering for sometime

I politely rejected her offer..

"Okay! If you want me too"

Jade says and disconnected the phone call..

My door is already locked..

And with mom outside working at the kitchen, I pray she does all faster enough and before the clock of twelve midnight...

An hour's past and I kept on pacing aimlessly in my bedroom..

I know I shouldn't do that, however I am still not accustomed to the fact, my face turns hairy, finger nails grows longer, and I become hungry to kill innocent people..

I don't get it. I don't think I would?...

"Baby! Goodnight,"

Mom tired to enter my bedroom. But couldn't since I had it locked..

She figured I must be asleep and left..

I heard her footsteps vanish, until I couldn't hear it anymore....

An hour's before midnight..

Mom is already inside of her bedroom, and I have to go down and set things for the night..

I can't transformed at home.

It isn't save..

I went down to the basement.

Dad's and mine secret lair, mom doesn't know about it...

I brought out the chains.

Time seem to be passing so fast and if I don't do this, I would literally burst out the basement, and mom would finally see me, her daughter as a monster..

I literally can't have that to happen..

What if I accidentally do something stupid?..