Fear
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Sorry for bouncing around so much the last several chapters. The moment you've all been waiting for! Also, thank you SO much for 900 reads! It's insane to think so many people actually liked my little story!
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Anxiety POV
Wow. I don't think English words can describe what I'm feeling. It's too much all at once. I don't know. It's like phantom pain on my wrists. I heard Logan scream but it sounded like it was through an tunnel. It echoed but sounded too distant. I could see what I was doing but was powerless to stop it. I wanted to stop. Didn't I? Yes! This is wrong! I don't just self harm like this!!! one side of me argued, the other replied But you're worthless, you deserve it. Don't you see? Nobody cares! You're a burden, a disorder, a freak, a monster, worthless, useless, pathetic, nothing, insane, weak, insignificant, broken. Broken...
I blacked out, but was in some sort of freaky dream land?
It looked almost like an inside out place, but only I was there. Or i thought I was.
"Hi." I heard a voice call. I turned around and saw a boy who looked like me standing at a panel. I mentally face-palmed We all look like each other!!
I realized I hadn't responded and waved slightly. I wasn't sure this wasn't a dream but it was way to weird to be real...right?
He was wearing a jacket that was thinner than mine and had no hood. It was a rainbow of colors but was shifting colors pretty quickly. Rainbow, then blue, then black, then grey. It stopped at grey. His shirt was blue with black sleeves and he was wearing blue jeans. His shoes were red converse. I didn't know who he was and I'd never dreamed about people I didn't know.
He turned back to the panel and sighed, his jacket turning to a deep blue.
"Who are you?" I asked, quietly. He stiffened slightly and slowly turned back to me. His jacket was a bright orange. I cocked my head slightly. He sighed again but his jacket didn't change. He smiled sadly.
"I'm....Akuji." He said, his jacket changing back to blue.
I nodded and noticed that he was almost see through.
He started to fade more. "I'm so sorry. I need to go."
I nodded, still slightly confused. I looked up to the screen and froze.
It was me.
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So there ya go!
*dodges empty ice cream container*
ok, ok, sorry about the less than fulfilling chapter I just really wanted to be able to give you guys something. I'm sorry if this isn't as good as you were hoping for, and I'm sorry if I disappointed anyone. I tried my best and this is all I got for now.
Anyway, see ya!
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