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Ok, one more filler chapter (kinda).  Sorry but the big chapter needs some more time.  And I'm on my last week of school so the big one will come out in a week or two

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Thomas POV

I know that something's going on.  I don't know what.  I'm not consciously aware of any of them so they're doing something.  But something is wrong because I haven't heard any of them except Morality in a week.  I haven't had any inspiration, reasoning, or self preservation in a week!  I can barely make videos and what I do make feels forced.  I just hope nobody will notice.

I don't know what happened that triggered all this but the only one I've been able to talk to at all is Morality.  He's been his normal cheery self but I can't tell how much of that is him being just a natural cheery person and how much was him trying to protect me.  Patten may be a bit of a joke of a father but when it comes down to it he tries to protect me.  And the other Sides.  And everyone he can.

I don't know what's happening but I'm getting more and more tired and headaches are constant.  I've tried summoning them but it's like they're somehow resisting and they won't show up other than Morality.  My friends and family are getting worried and I don't know what to tell them.  I don't think there's anything to tell them.

Ive lost track of time, after all time is meaningless when you never leave the house.  I haven't gone anywhere except to make videos and eat a little.  My foods been reheated old pizza and not much else:  I've tried watching Disney to get my spirits up but it's not working. 

I'm not giving up yet, but it feels so...hopeless.

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