Isaac Calland

Should I check myself to the hospital?

I can't sleep lately and I'm starting to go crazy. I can't work at all. I can't focus on my work, I cancelled a lot of schedules and meetings because of it. I was starting to lose my appetite and I lose a lot of weight.

I didn't bother to workout either.

I was living like a zombie and I felt that I need to check myself to the doctor. I might have a problem inside my brain or maybe my heart.

I was walking down the stairs and I found my parents were talking in the living room. When they saw me going down, they stopped talking.

"What's with that look?" I asked them both.

"We're going to Denmark in two days."

"For what?" I asked as I continued to walk down.

"Linnea and Logan's engagement party." I stopped walking and I turned to my parents. My mother raised the invitation.

"You want to come with us?" My father asked.

"Yes."

"Logan is very lucky, I wish she's my future daughter-in-law." My mother said as she glared at me.

"Natasha." My father warned her and I walked out from the door. I got into my car and looked at the steering wheel blankly.

Logan and Linnea engagement party.

My hands turned into fist as I repeated those statement again inside my head. Suddenly I felt my heart was burning in jealousy. How lucky will that bastard to be with Linnea for the rest of his life?!

My brain was starting to imagining Linnea doing all the things that she did for me to Logan. I punched my steering wheel hard and I closed my eyes. I laughed at myself for being like this.

I kept telling myself that I was just sick of working all the time when the truth is I just miss the person who always distract my work. It's start to mess my head as the time goes by and it was not good.

I kept denying that I miss her. I kept denying that I want her back. I kept denying that I'm not okay. I kept denying that I genuine want her back in my life.

Great job, Isaac Calland.

You're crazy Isaac, you're so crazy. Let's see what will my brain and my damn heart react when I see Linnea and Logan together.

2 days later..

We stepped into the big ballroom full of people and everyone was laughing and cheering champagne with others to celebrate the engagement when all I want to do is burn the whole building down.

My parents walked in first and I was still trying to find the courage to face the couple without trying to murder Logan. I walked inside and saw my parents congratulation Linnea and Logan.

My eyes were set on her who looked so beautiful in that white dress. She saw me and she didn't look happy to see me here. Of course! I'm her ex-boyfriend.

She turned to Logan and talked when I walked to the both of them. My lips were glued to each other but I forced them to move.

"Congratulations." I said and they both turned to me. Linnea avoided my eyes right away and Logan looked at Linnea before he turned to me.

"Thanks, Isaac. Any wise words for our marriage?" Logan asked me.

"You're a lucky man." I said and Linnea scoffed coldly. I hate myself for saying it but I need to know how my brain and my heart react. I want to know my real feelings for Linnea.

"I am, thanks." He said as he patted my upper arm and then he took Linnea away. My hands turned into a fist completely hating the two of them together.

I kept my eyes on her but they suddenly disappeared from the crowd. I was going to look for her when someone stopped me by putting their hand on my shoulder.

"What are you planning to do?" I turned to see Raphael. I pushed his hand away from my shoulder and took a champagne from a waiter passing by.

"Not only you who wants to kill Logan." He said and I scoffed.

"We're on the same boat, Isaac. We dumped her because our ambition." I turned to him and grabbed him by his collar.

"You and I will never on the same boat, you bastard!" I hissed coldly.

"We both dumped her because we still want our company but too bad you're a step late. I proposed her yesterday and she's willing to-" I was going to punch him but we both were separated. Raphael smirked looking at me and I was ready to kill him.

My heart was burning and my brain was being irrational.

"Don't ruin the party, you two!" I turned to my mother who already looked at me angrily. My father dragged me away and I tried to go back but my mother helped my father dragging me out from the ballroom.

"Don't you even try to ruin the party, Isaac!" My mother said.

"We understand that she's your ex but if you're behaving like a tarzan, we have to send you to the hotel. Linnea is happy now.." My mother said.

"I don't know what your problem is but you need to behave, Isaac. I'm warning you!" My father said and they both walked back inside. I scoffed and let out a deep breath.

I tried to calm myself for awhile and then I walked inside the ballroom again. I saw Linnea was walking alone around the ballroom. I quickly walked to her and grabbed her wrist. She turned to me and her eyes widen when she found out it was me.

"We need to talk."

"No." She said as she pulled her hand from my grip.

"Are you for real going to marry Logan?" I asked her trying to control my emotions inside of me.

"Yes, why?"

"Or you're marrying Raphael?" I asked coldly and she scoffed.

"I don't understand why you're here, Isaac. Shouldn't you be partying in Norway? At last.. the girl who was trying to make you fall in love is getting married to someone." She said in an angry tone.

"So Isaac, how's Norway?" Logan suddenly appeared and he held Linnea's hand. I looked at it and then turned to Logan completely wanting to kill him.

"Good." I said and Linnea smiled as she linked her arms to his.

"So.. what did you two talk about?"

"Isaac here.. he wanted to give me an advice how to be a perfect wife for my future husband." Linnea said and I looked at her disbelief. Is she crazy? Why would I give her advice to be a perfect wife to Logan?

"Oh? Thanks man." Logan turned to me patting my shoulder and I was ready to punch him in the face.

"I mean.. I told him if he wanted to give me an advice about how to tumble in bed, I told him that I already know. We screwed each other once, isn't that right darling?" Linnea said as she turned to Logan. Logan nodded and Logan whispered something to her ear. I was trying so hard not to tackle him.

"So.. since you like traveling.. any advice where to go to our honeymoon?" Linnea turned to me smirking.

"Yeah.. any suggestions?" Logan asked too and I turned to him.

"Linnea! Congratulations!" One of the Gold Lifes member came into the picture and I decided to back off before I kill someone tonight.

I turned to Raphael who already looking at me. He smirked and he suddenly showed me a small box with a ring inside. I closed my eyes trying so bad not to kill 2 people in this room.

My body wanted to tackle people right now and my heart was burning in jealousy and my brain was hurting trying to control my body and my heart at the same time.

I was planning to go back to Linnea but my mother stopped me.

"What are you planning to do?"

"Killing two bastard." I said and after that my mother sent guards to drag me out.

"You're not ruining this night, Isaac. I genuinely happy for Linnea, she's going to get married and you have to stay out of the picture because you and her already done." She said and then the guards dragged me outside.

I tried to fight back but it was useless..