(Hello guys! So, I just have to say something okay :) the ones that is written in italics would lead in to flashbacks so if any of you don't notice it.  😂thank you for understanding!)

Elisa's P.O.V.

And I knew that the lights of the city were too heavy for me.

The light is now irritating my eyes. I can't do anything just to shut my eyes when I'm at the living room and I choose to make my lights dimmed because I just can't see clearly if the lights will kill my eyes.

Its been two days since my body can't move freely. I just feel like I don't have a skeleton and my body was too weak to move.

I feel emptiness when my baby was already off to my womb. I really feel bad for leaving it to Sophie, but I can't save my own life. How could I save my own baby too? Its just for my baby's sake.

Patrick, he hasn't called me yet. But he always texts me telling that he wanted to sing me their new recorded song when its done. I really love to, but then it comes to the point that I can't do it.

"Elisa?" I saw Sophie chimed in to my door, she's having a tray in her hands full of popcorns and soup.

"Yes?" I asked her, scribbling something on a small piece of paper.

"I made a soup for you, come on, eat." She smiled and placed the tray in my bedside table. I tilted my head just to think of what I should write next.

"What's that?" She asked again and I smiled.

"Later, I'll let you read this." I said to Sophie as she slumped down next to me and look at the paper.

"No peeking!" I yelled and she chuckled. She raised her arms like saying that she surrenders and now stood up.

"let's watch movies?" Sophia inquired as she looked over the rack of my movies. I looked at her and nodded. I know that its the purpose of the popcorns.

Sophie chose the chick flicks movies, and even A Walk To Remember (that's my favorite!!) And other Nicholas Sparks movies. I also told her that I want to watch the Harry Potter movie because I just want to. Besides the wizardry amazes me.

While watching Harry Potter

"Kyaaah! Why does Harry had to be so cool?!" Sophie screamed as she pointed her fingers in the television, imitating Harry's magic spell.

"I really believe in magic. I just really wish that magic could make it in real life too." I whispered, looking at the piece of paper I'm having in my hands.

"Cool! Come on Elisa, I will be the one to grant your wishes! If that's only possible okay?" She winked and then looked at the paper. She stole it and ran from the room. I would give it to her anyways. Sophia is Sophia.

"Elisa..." She cried as the paper fall down in her hands. She immediately ran to me, her hands were at her mouth, she can't totally believe what I just have written in the small piece of paper.

"Y-your wish-wishes... W-why?!" She broke down as she started to hug me tight. She never took her eyes off me, she hugged me even tighter.

"Why d-do y-you need to leave so soon? You're not dying! Not today, not tomorrow!" She cried even harder, my chest was pounding too hard, I am now over thinking.

"Do you think I really like to go huh Sophie? D-do you think this... This.. This cancer! Do you really think I want this? Do you think that I want it this way? I freaking don't want it! I want to live! I want to be with you... I want to be with that baby. And I wanna be with Patrick! I want to see my baby grow, I wanted to make it everything!" I finally broke down my own walls and not even paying attention to the movie that was still running on the television.

"Do you know how fucking hard does it feel? Concealing this thing to Patrick, not making it to support his growing band and not telling him that he's already a father? Do you think that making me feel worthless... Not able to do anything... Makes me wanted to kill myself now? You, you're now my fvcking strength" I sobbed harder in her chest. Our tears collided together, she was joining me to cry. I feel worthless enough to break my own walls.

"I'm sorry Elisa. I'm really really sorry.." Sophia apologized, I sobbed in response.

"Its okay Sophia, its not anyone's fault. I'm so sorry." I cried hard and looked at her, her eyes was puffy red. Her hair gently landed on her cheeks with her tears. She was like me.

She hugged me and kissed my cheeks, the way that she look at me was more careful, gentle and sincere. I love this girl so much.

I stuffed my mouth with popcorns and looked at the TV screen. I never looked back, I need to be strong for her.

My last wishes:

- I hope that tomorrow, I could play hide and seek with my bestfriends, Andy, Pete, Joe, Sophia and specially my boyfriend, Patrick.

- when we played hide and seek, Sophia should sneak me out and then we will never come back.

-if Sophia followed my instructions so well, I need to buy Novocaine so that It will make me feel numb, I wanna take a large amount of sleeping pills.

- after taking many sleeping pills, Sophia should push my body down the river, never let me float again back so no one could find my body.

*Elisa Yao

After Sophia and I watched many movies, Sophia was already knocked out and she slept in my bed. I was just staring at my phone, waiting for Patrick to response.

I've been dialing Patrick so many times and I really think Patrick is in a gig tonight. If he was recording something, he will be able to answer this because he always put his phone on his pocket.

I tried my best to stand up, and fortunately, I could. I stood up and slip the warming slippers. I slowly walked away from the room.

When I reached the backyard, I just stare at the stars.

The lights of the city were so heavy for me, but when the lights from the stars illuminate my eyes, its just so perfect. My eyes were tangled in the stars as I slowly nestled in the grass.

I tried to call Patrick again.

After few rings, fortunately he picked up.

"Hey princess!" He cheered as he answered my call, he laughed.

"Hey pattycakes! I missed you," I pouted, he chuckled. He kissed the phone and I chuckled back.

"I really missed you too princess! Can't wait to see you tomorrow!" He cheered and I smiled.

"What? You're going to see me tomorrow?!" I was shock so that made me shout of excitement.

"Yes why?" He inquired as I heard him chugged water after inquiring me.

"I'm so excited too Patrick! I'm about to ask you the same thing too so I just called you." I stare at the stars, "I wanted to take you and the gang to my resort!" I cheered and I heard him shout on excitement!

"Seriously?" He laughed, oh god. His laugh. I joined him, our laughter last for many minutes until the laughter runs out from our system.

"Yeah, I would take you to my resort, but," I cut off as I silently sighed in the air. "I want you to prepare the song that you wanted to sing for me," I grinned, he chuckled.

"Wooh, that's just a small thing Eli, sure!" He chuckled and then I laughed.

"Thank you Patrick, you made me so happy," I sobbed, I can't contain my happiness by myself so I suddenly burst into tears.

I heard few shufflings and stuffs that made me stop crying. I know Patrick noticed that I'm crying.

"Honey is for bees silly bear,
Besides there's jelly beans everywhere, its not what it seems in the land of dreams
Don't worry your head just go to sleep." Patrick sang that made me yawn.

"Tomorrow Patrick hmm?" I sleepily asked him and he hummed in response.

"I love you."

" I love you too, to the Pluto and back." I said as I swiftly hung the phone up and laid my head on the grassland, drift myself to sleep.

(Thank you so much for reading!)

(The boys was still in the Take This In Your Grave era, but let's just say that Patrick already wrote the lullabye song just for Elisa. Thnks fr rdng! <3 Chey )