10:51 pm

Again me and my friends are at my bunker due to heavy rain. UGH!! Okay, I don't mind this but at the same time, it would've been nice to go camping, but it had to rain, and it's still raining at the moment. But I'm not here to journal about my complaint about the weather...it's that sudden feeling about Camp Nano. It's like a sad feeling...I don't know how to explain this feeling, but do I really want to talk about it at the moment? Well, let me write down what I did today before I could vent.

What I Did Today?

1. I stayed most of the day in my bunker with my friends (due to rain)

2. We played a few board games

3. I managed to edit chapter two of Draft 2

4. I chatted with Honey

5. I calmed and talked to Poppy who felt sad about Camp NaNo ending soon

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Venting Feelings: Poignant

But is that really why I just feel-what's that word? Oh, poignant. I guess it's the fact that I'll be soon be done with writing in my 1st journal soon. I'll be complete with writing in the whole thing...can you imagine throughout the 5 months I have been writing in this journal? It feels like a grand milestone, but I'm quite feeling this feeling of sadness. I will definitely continue to journal, getting me a new journal, which will be my 2nd one. I also took the time to reread some of my entries, and so far, it has been making me feel a certain way or to say fill with emotions. 

By the way, I'm in the bathroom right now-no, not on the toilet (THANK GOD!!!), just sitting on the floor, writing in my journal. I need to be alone, and this was the only place where I can be alone. Secretly, I had been crying because I'm almost done with my journal and just completing it makes me feel...feel...a bit emotional. I'm not that emotional, but during this journaling journey, I've got to the point where my emotions drive me up the wall. I also think about my Grandma, who love to read and write too...I do miss her a whole lot, and that too made me cry. I'm sniffling now. But I'm feeling a bit better now.

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Phew, I'm so glad to get that out of my chest tonight. Well, it's time for me to pull myself together because I'm going to be alright and I will enjoy my time with my friends tonight. Oh, Poppy's near the door, asking me if I'm okay. I must go now. Goodnight.