9:22 pm

Hey! I had a great day. Val and I met up to do our private Journaling Club, and there were a few setbacks, questions, and a lot of "meh" answers, but we finally came to an agreement to do shadow journaling for 15 days (well Val's doing it for 14 days). It was an interesting start of our club, and I just heard from Val that she finished journaling, which sounds great. I'm about to start the first journal prompt of Shadow Work, so I hope that it won't be too hard of a question for me to answer. Does that make sense? I think I'm making sense. So, here we go:

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Shadow Work Journal Prompt #1: What's something you enjoyed doing as a child? Do you still do it today?

I used to like singing, dancing, and hugging, like the other Trolls, but it had changed twenty years later. I also had a very secret past, which I don't want to go into right now. That one is off limits and very private to me. But one thing I will mention is  ever since I lost my grandma, I stopped doing any of those things for a long time, including singing. 20 years later, I still didn't do any of the things I used to do. All I did was prepared for danger, be aware, stock up some supplies, etc. 

Then after we helped the Bergens and saved all the Trolls, everything changed for me, and I eventually got back to singing, dancing, and hugging. Today, I returned to those things I used to do, though I don't do it like all the time, but often. I have learned new skills too, including cooking and baking, taking hikes in the forest, and playing games. Oh my gosh, I forgot about playing puzzles. Now that is one that had stuck with me, even during the times I was gray, and grumpy, I enjoy doing puzzles as a child, and still do today. Although with this, I still held onto the secret past, which I'm not ready to reveal yet. Maybe one day I will reveal this.

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Wow. Oh my wow. I felt like a tingle vibration...I think I have discover my shadow...or maybe it's something else? It's more like a chill, shivery feeling. Or could it be that I need to go to the bathroom? Could it be both? Well, I'm going to try to use the bathroom. Be right back.

9:28 pm

Okay. It's a false alarm. I just needed to pee. That tingly feeling went away. Dang it!! Maybe I'll give myself time to sync through the prompt, and it might come back. Or is because I didn't get into detail about my secret past? That's probably what it is. Maybe? Who knows?