I HAVE NOT SPAMMED LITERALLY AY ALL TODAY BUT I NEED TO IFORM YOU THAT I JUST WATCHED BIRDS OF PREY AND THE FANTABULOUS EMANCIPATION OF ONE HARLEY QUINN AND I WOULD FUCKING DIE FOR HARLEY

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WAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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if i had a nickel for every time i kinned a blonde with psychosis and trauma (the latter of which a weird amount of people see as a good thing) who gains a connection to a kid and has an eccentric taste in fashion and is canonically lgbt, id have two nickels. which isnt a lot but its weird that it happened twice

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OH ALSO u should follow my kinhelp blog 🥺👉👈 its tenkinhelp its great its iconic

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OKAY SO IM PRETTY SURE IM ANNOYING THE DISC SERVER WITH ALL MY BIRDS OF PREY SHIT SO IM GONNA YELL HERE AAA

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THAT SHIT WAS SO FUCKING GOOD OH MY GOD????

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ALSO IT WAS HELLA FUCKING CATHARTIC LIKE I SEE MYSELF IN HARLEY A LOT AND FUCKING GO???? WHOLEASS ICON?????? WAAAA TAHT WAS SO FUCKING FUN AM A MAJOR HARLEY KINNIE NOW AND SEEING HER DO ALL THAT SHIT AND RECOVER MADE ME REALLY HAPPY ID DIE FOR HER

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also!!!!!!!!!!! according 2 tessie she canonically has psychosis so!!!!! it me

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WAAAA I LOVE HER SO MUCH

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also i adore all the other characters and i love that like. 2/5 of the main cast is canonically wlw and theres zero forced romance

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WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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cct 🥺 its a lotta harley and wtnv i gotta be honest but waaaaaa

theres more but wattpad has decided this is a good place to leave off so i have no more image space

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WHAKSHAKDJA WOO!!!!!!!!!

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the mudstone abyss and the fantabulous emancipation of one harley quinn make me feel the same emotion in different ways

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AND NOW IM FIXATEY ON BOTH WAAA

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waaaaaaaaaaaaa

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my head has room for three (3) things

- harley quinn

- kevin db

- and tessie tessalessie

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except i dont kin tessie that would be a little weird

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BUT STILL ILY TESS IF UR READING THIS UR THE BEST FRIEND EVER MWAH

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waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

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i feel like im annoying but!!!!!!! no room 4 insecurity when theres harleen quinzel

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i am a simple wlw with psychosis and a past shitty relationship i see birds of prey i FUCKING SCREAM BECAUSE ITS SO FUCKING GOOD OH MY GOD HOLY SHIT

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stim stim bounce bounce rock rock woo!!

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my dog is sleeby so i should stop bouncing im probably gonna wake her up whoops

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WAAAAAAAAA I NEED TO WATCH BIRDS OF PREY AGAIN

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ive decided that the only movies that are allowed to b made should be about women leaving their abusers and being fucking kickass and just living their best fucking life

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AKA BIRDS OF PREY AND THE FANTABULOUS EMANCIPATION OF ONE HARLEY QUINN

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WAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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boutta sleeb now have calmed down

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amon spring break yaay uwu

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working on my blacklist for my carrd, im doing two separate lists (a list of things ill do low-effort things for and a list of things i will not do ever) and im having yrouble deciding what goes where

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waaaaaa its almost midnight

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gm

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just woke up and i feel like im gonna cry 🤩 when i said "no room for insecurity when theres harleen quinzel" i probably shouldve expected that once iw oke up the net day id feel awful

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i vent here too much. blech

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bi people r cool yallre cool

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waaaaaaaa i cant get up because my chest feels weighted don but its almost noon and im really hungey

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ndfbxhbbsbsb

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fuck gof i slept hroufh beeakfast and nownits lunch and. fuck!!!!!!!! i have the SAME FUCKING BREAKFASTE VERY DAY nand nownits ooo alte inmissed thenfcukin origine

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im gonna fucking cry indonneaannt tonleave my room tdoay. jo. only watxh kevin tiktoks and be sad and never yalk tonanyone ever agai

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ugh im eving dramatic today has eben annawful morning

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nut i cant cry! cause im fucked up! so i just have yo sit uere with a little drop in my chestband feel awful

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and im hungry and i xant eat anytbing first!! thats not how it FUCKING works i always have eaffld firsttst

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okay. i am calming down. not shaky jst hurt in chest. going to look at kin tumblr

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waaaaa eating would make me feel better but i Can Not Eat Something Else Before Waffles thats not how it works

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ugh i want t spam but i cant yee hee hee woohoo

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teary eyed whoops

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i wanna go backt o last night when birds of prey made me super happy but yanno!! gotta feel shitty the next day and feel too wiped to do anything about it and not be able to fuckinng eat!!

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im allowed to have waffles first!!!!!!!!! waa yay thats nice i thought rheyd say i couldnt wa

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still frel nasty but!! rhats a big plus

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or a little plus because i still feel too shitty to gt up and actually. make said breakfast. so

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i just!!!!!! fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!! god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dont know what im missing

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tearing up again. i should go make my breakfast maybe eating some food will make me stop being a brat

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waffle in the toaster bad feelings in the regan

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ugh i hate how fucking down im being!! imagine feeling like a horrible unnecessary unlikable burden and then proceeding to vent uncontrollably which isnt helpful could be me apparently

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workin on my carrd for my kinhelp blog to feel better! woo

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well. technicallyim writing the stuff that im gonna put in it in my notes but close enough

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cecilos good

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yanno i always say that kevin should get a therapist which he should!! but ive realized belatedly that everyone in desert bluffs including any therapists would have. the same mindset he does if to a lesser degree. so perhaps not

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kevin: im physically incapable of feeling any emotions properly without feeling turmoil and fear and due to being deprived of control for so long losing power absolutely terrifies me and my only ways of coping with trauma are unhealthy and ive realized im starting to become the very thing that harmed me and i have difficulty remembering things and my emotional reactions to things are deeply fucked and im constantly terrified of being manipulated to the point where anything close to control over me causes me to panic and lash out and my moral compass is clearly messed up but due to being brainwashed for so long i dont know how to fix it properly or figure out what is brainwashing and what is me and i get my timelines mixed up and my past life feels absolutely destroyed and i cant figure out how to make a new one and i cant tell whats real

his therapist who went through the exact same brainwashing: yep thats normal!!

kevin: oh really? sick!! see you next week

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except charles gets him a therapist from out of town and he processes through his emotions and other people from desert bluffs grow as well and the town that was so heavily traumatized and broken gets back on its feet alongside its voice

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WOW a joke post turned out way too serious whoops

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but am feeling better!! paced a lot

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going 2 do as much as possible

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head empty only the hc that rantaro listens to wtnv and korekiyo listens to tma and they r podcasts bfs

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in related news. wtnv themed rantaro aesthetic that i had to delete two pieces of cct for so yalld better enjoy it

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waaaaa wan nutella

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this spams pretty long so i should probably post it but its basically all me being hyped ab birds of prey and then me being sad so like whdksj

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apparently my stepdad thought me stimmingn over how much i loved birds of prey was me being anxious about the gore so. lmao

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waaaaa making carrds is hard

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ha- harrd- im funny

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wan nutella

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ily

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waaaa sleeby

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hiding under a blankey is such a nice feeling

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head empty only harley quinn

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bored bored what project do i move to now

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this spam was weird so bye!! see u later