spamalam

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oh kinnie moment??

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jonmartin rights.......

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i do be utterly worthless doe

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the supplementals are iconic and i love them

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if i could just. give kevin desert bluffs a hug i would never have another problem again ever

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its a while later

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kebin good

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lauren mallard Sucks Ass

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im stressed ab six things at the moment some of which branch into other topics which isnt fun

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ive meant to a: spam in this and b: listen to tma but since im in a mood where i Cannot Dtop Making Things that hadnt worked out

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oh- tessie

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mmmmmm to listen to tma or to get some sleep

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ive lost the energy to do what i was doing previously (draw) so idk what to do now if i dont do tma or sleep

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tma it is

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or not because i feel very sensitive to sound rn and my noise cancelling headphones are ficing that and i dont wanna fuck it up

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sparklegay culture is not knowing whether feeling a certain way is normal to feel after a breakup and being very panicked ab it

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hiyenko is great bc theyre both so affectionate bht tenko is also a gay mess???? like could u imagine if hiyoko said the "yaaaay!! im gonna give you a kiss!!" line to her?? tenk would short circuit

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gmgm

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ily ily!!

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am hap happie

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gonna do some cec and kev picrews because im working on references for them

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irs REALLT hard to make kev's smile scar thingies work in my style with how i draw mouths tho its annoying

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kebin good

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JON GOOD

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jon and kev should b friends they wouldnt get along jon would think kevin is a creepy bitch but im speaking this into the world and its a thing now. jon calls kevin out on his bullshit but is also decently supportive which is really what the man needs, kevin gives the man some support and since he isnt in the archive jon cant be like "ah shit u killed gertrude"

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"relationship ended with that lying bitch cecil. now the archivist is my protag best friend"
- kevin db 2k20

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am i joking? we just cant say. is this romantic? absolutely 100% not theyre just buds

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kevin!! good

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LOOK @ THIS SPEEDPAINT ITS NEAT I LIKEIT

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jon and kevin be like: relatable

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💕💖💘💖💞💖💕💖💕
u!!
💖💞💖💞💕💞💖💖💓

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hmmm i wanna do appreciation posts but am unable to tell who would b put off by that

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oh heres a thing i started last night- i have a naeishi and ikuzono one set up i just havent finished yet, plus those actually have canon interactions so its less necessary

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fun fact me and sayaka maizono are the same height

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listenin to the last five minutes of 55 because i never quite finished it

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oh jon sweetie,,,,,,, ily sir ):

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my breaks almost over this is so sad

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hi hi!! its a while later

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rankin my hyperfixations in terms of how strong the attachment to them is

1. welcome to night vale

2. the magnus archives

3. lemon demon, especially spirit phone (tied with) the danganronpa franchise

5. theology

6. sociology and psychology (the three non-media fixations i just mentioned tend to flip around a lot, whichever one im most into at that point in time is fifth and the other two are sixth)

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hrnfffjgghffjfnngg

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feel ick so im chewing a ton of gum which is bad because besides the one im on i only have one pack left

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lauren: being a total bitch is-

kevin, dipping charles: lauren shut the fuck up and get out. im going to get a redemption arc now

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silly girl is the comphet anthem

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like when it said "and how could i ever think that it was meant to be / and how could i ever think that anything was made for me / cause im just a silly girl in a stupid dumb old world / im just a silly girl in my stupid dumb old world / and he was perfect, he was supposed to be / i made him perfect cause i wanted him to be" i felt that

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dhsmfhsnf

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how do i kin kirishima without having even seen the show? i dont know but trust me on this

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jon good

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gay culture is listening to found from the steven universe movie and feeling a weird sort of closed

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kind of want to get into self shipping because idk

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might get too comphet-y thougj, that would suck

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the story behind my pets' names are just. so wildly different

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my dog is named lucy because when i was a vv young child i had two imaginary friends, lucy and juicy. and then they moved to australia so i named my new dog after lucy in her honor

my dead fish was named slinky because slinkies are cool

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tag urself as me yelling ab how much i hate lauren mallard in the tags of my reblogs

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kinning is a good coping mechanism its helpful

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hiyenko. hiyenko hiyenko

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feeling bdnnnncmfn tired

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theres a wtdb sticker set i want badly but asking for things? scary

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feelin gross

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its funny this spam has lasted 3 months and usually i go through about,, one a month maybe

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i feel like i should avoid analyzing why i identify with kevin so strongly because it never says positive things about me

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dinnertime

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am back, have to take a bath

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hrjsjdnd

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the fact that i cant go get a haircut and my mom has said i shouldnt cut my hair and im awful at breakint rules so my hair is getting a little past my shoulders is butchphobic and rude 😤😤

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seriously tho its making me very antsy i wanna cut it so Bad but idk how to make it look good, this is a big no no for miss reganey

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s a while later

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downside to adhd: you have no impulse control and are unable to stop yourself from going into instagram to search up thinngs you know will upset you heavily

upside to adhd: you get distracted by a tenko edit that showed up on your explore page and saved a bunch of edits and then lost the impulse because you got so distracted

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cecilos good

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bad things: *happen*

me, tearing up: yeah well this wouldnt have happened if i lived in night vale 😡😡😡

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jddjjddjejdjf

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i feel so... unnecessary. i dont feel smart enough and i dont feel useful enough, enough being whatsoever, and that its abundantly clear to everyone around me. i just. i dunno

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i dont know what to do

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so! very simple fun facts about night vale!!

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did you know that theres 165 days until september first, as of typing? september first (2015 specifically) was the release date of triptych!!

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following, this means that kevin's redemption arc (if we assume it started officially in triptych and has reached its current state at mudstone abyss part three) took three years and two months, from september first 2015 to november first 2018!! if you argue that it actually started in taking off, not triptych, then that number goes up to three years, three months, and fifteen days!! kevin's arc as a whole, keeping sandstorm a/b in count, took over five years!!

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december fifteenth was the day of

- the first story about you

- the sheriff's secret police's annual auction

- the day the stone monolith appeared in night vale!!

- sheriff sam's arrival in night vale!!

- CARLOS AND CECIL'S WEDDING DAY CARLOS AND CECIL'S WEDDING DAY

- ~~~ALL SMILES EVE!!!!!!!~~~ EVERYONES FAVORITE HOLIDAY!! WELL DAY BEFORE HOLIDAY. YEA!!!!!!!

- blood stone day!! (possibly the day before?? but im 99% sure its blood stone day)

september first was the day of

- nvcr's annual pledge drive

- intern dana first getting into the dog park

- THE SEPTEMBER MONOLOGUES !!

- TRIPTYCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

- when everything was all right!!

- niecelet!!!! too tired to describe this one in detail but theres a child

- are you sure, which i vaaaaguely remember the plot of but do remember liking!! timeline shit once again

- the day of the heist!!!!

march fifteenth was the day of

- the sandstorm, aka the best character's introduction

- the day the strexpet showed up

- cecil painting carlos!!

- little league baseball season!!!!

- cecil acknowledging the existence of angels on live radio!!!!!!

- the first episode of a door ajar which. i do not recall in any strong detail

- the first episode of the blood space war arc, which was fucking WILD!! also thefirst episode on this list that took place in 2019!!

june fifteenth was the day of

- carlos first moving to night vale, and cecil falling madly in love

- carlos almost dying (and the moment they consider their anniversary!!)

- night vale beginning its revolution against strexcorp!!

- THE INAUGURAL BROADCAST OF KEVIN'S (THEN UNNAMED) RADIO SHOW IN THE (THEN UNNAMED) DESERT OTHERWORLD!!!!!!!!!

- the second part of who's a good boy!! also, when desert bluffs too was named!!

- matryoshka which i will not elaborate on because it makes me cry and the point of this is to pep me up but!! matryoshka, which was a big deal!!

- a story about us!!!!

- lee marvin's last thirtieth birthday!!!!!!!

november first was the day of

- free admission day at the museum of forbidden technologies

- a concert at dark owl records

- the first bonus episode!!

- the thanksgiving edition of cooking stuff with earl harlan!!

- when old woman josie talked on the radio about her life!!

- fuckin egemony started. ugh. horrible episode, one of the few (if not possibly the only) wtnv episodes i actively hate. thank god for........

- KEVIN BEING THE EPITOME OF CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT!!!!! GOD I LOVE 137 SMSMSM!!!!!!! LOVE OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

there are more year seven things that go on these lists but!! id be spoiling myself and ive succeeded in cheering myself up so bye!!

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ah fuck i forgot to take my meds one mo

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read a cecilos fic that referenced carlos talking ab science and cecil falling a little but more in love as he did and hejwejdhxndnncnncn i was lookingg at a group chat im in and my friend heather was correcting someone and explaining the biological reasons behind friendship and shes so smart and idk why im so sofy rn i Knew What She Was Saying i know why we have friends but she worded it so well and shes so well researched and i cant stop fluttering my fingers and wow shes so- ehenssn :') am gay gay gay 💞💓💓💕 and she knows so much about science and politics and just,,,,, everything and shes so cute and good at explaining things and she loves researcg and shes pretty and ehdjdjxjfnbddn i fully understand why cecil was like "this person is smart and cute and has a nice smile. i am madly in love"

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theres stuff i wanna do but my happiness feels very temporary and im too sensitive with regards to hearing rn to listen to toast or all smiles eve or smth that would bring me up fully

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ow fuck

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shaving s dillemma because noises hert but becasue mt boise cancelling headphoen shave to. amke a noise to cancel the noise rat also hurts and idke wht to do because i cant Go To Saleep because aamr puts me to sleep but thats too loud and i ened my brlanket over my head to be safe in thebdaark but thats toto hot and dbsndnddn

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slam slam slam slam slams lam slam slam slam

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should stop spamfming thoughts are heard gn

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good morning

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hngfng

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breakfast

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"fuck men. be gay"
- tenko and nagito

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inspired by the fact that i did a ship generator thing and it gave me komachaba like sixty times

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sleeeeeby

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mm im bored i wonder what rhe tenko ships on her shipping wiki are

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update there is

- tenmiko
- harushira
- tenkaede
- tenkangie
- and tenmikangie

there is not a single man on here 😳

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bored bored bored

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thinkin about kevin

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steven universe's dad looks a LOT like my dad and he also does similar positive thigs with his son and i cant tell if that makes me happy because hes like my dad but better or uncomfortable vecause hes like my dad period

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in other news im watching the new suf episodes because usually my friend recaps them to me but. quarantine. so im catching up

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mmmm on the one hand i wanna play stardew valley but on the other hand? sleeby

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have gum tho which is nice

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my dog says uwu owo

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ily!!

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oh hey the ily was word 2020 i should. probably post this bye!!