spamalam

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i guessed who the va for wiggly was before any of my friends watching black friday w me so basically i am the most impressive individual alive

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oh right i watched black friday w my friends recently- was pretty good, i kinda think setting it in hatchetfield and having paul and emma be minor characters was a bad choice because it sets it up to have to live up to tgwdlm which it. doesnt really do?? it felt cluttered, the characters werent really as interesting, and the songs werent suuuper memorable- but t was p good, i liked some parts and the actors were entertaining, curt jeff and jon especially

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kevin good

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mmmm trying to write hiyenko but i cant make it somft because i feel bad

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keep getting overly emotional over the same two mitski songs playing in my head and i xant tell if that means i should listen to them to get it out or listen to somethinng peppier

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and autumn comes when you're not yet done

with the summer passing by, but

i dont think i can stand to be

where you dont see me

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and i eas so young when i behaved twenty-five

but still ifind ive grown into

a tall child

and i dont wanna go home yet- lemme walk yo the top of the big night sky!

please hurry, leave me, i cant breathe, please dont say you love me

胸がはち切れそうで

one word from you

and i would jump off of this ledge im on, baby

tell me "dont" so i can crawl back in

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on the bright side i am no longer ipset over myself but on the downside i am now upset ober desert bluffs

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i just. it wasnt their FAULT they tried their best and it all just. went wrong. i cant stop thinkingbabout vanessa and i xant stop thinkin gabojt pre-strex kevin and i HATE LAUREN SO FUCKING MUCH i just. strexcorp ruined lives and theyre fictional lives but im this close to crying over said fictional lives because- i just- god. god god god god god god god god night vale succeeded what changed?! what was the difference?! was it cecil's lie was it some minor thing i dont know i dont know i dont know

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): am very emotional if i listen to triptych i might cry

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oop ima lrsady crying actialy i jusst- i wany!! kevin to be hopy!! i want eh whole fucking TOWN to be happy and ekvin found jis way there bur he should have HAD TO hi pife was fuckvign ripped away feom him its NOT FAIR JRS NOTF AIR ITS NOT FAIR JTS KOTF AID ITS NOT FAIR ITS NOT FAIR THERE AEW ACTUAL YRARS IN MY EYES i cant sbreathe

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listening to nostalgic somgs si i stop crying over a fictiona revlotuon in a failed town

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okay i went through the intern vanessa tag which Did Not Help but then i saw someone shipping kevlaurnessa and i actually burst out laughing because i dislike both laurvin and kevnessa and it knocked me out of my crying and enabled me to put on some lemon demon so!! thank u to my least favorite kev ships ig lmao

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n e way have the stuff that made me cry lmao

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sweet bod is like. the least sad song on spirit phone that ive heard so my brain manages to cry over this that will be a Fucking Feat

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did not make me sad but my mood has gone oddly and i feel strange and unlatched

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has my brain taken being a kevin kinnie too seriously and accidentally deleted all my emotions? not certain

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my brain do be contradicting itself consyantly doe

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im being funny but i dont feel humorous this is odd

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my spams have been too down lately, im sorry

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keep trying to trigger some emotion and its not working so i should stop spamming and do something to log back in as it were. i dont feel at all tired all of a sudden but ill probably go to sleep soon a si dont have much to say so gn

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gm!! feel better whsjsh

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i wroge a bunch of wtnv positivity last night when i shouldve been trying tos leep it was a fun time

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gonna bring kev to therapy w me itll be fun. he needs it more than i do

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me: :(

carlos: *canonically stims and infodumps in a way that reminds me of myself a lot*

me: :D

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tenko 🤝 mahiru 🤝 aoi
adhd lesbian icons

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seriously they are both peak adhd its just the objective facts.........

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have picrews- first dangan

MISS HIYOKO WHOSE PICREW TURNED OUT VERY NICE I THINK

mahi!!

kayaday

miss ikusaba

aaand now wtnv time

michelle!! loml

kev!!!!!!!!

aaaaaand mr cecil palmer

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oh! and more! its got all my faves except charles because i dont have a solid design for him yet. and dana/vanessa because i dont for them eithr and this picrew didnt have enough options for me to test properly. and the it devours people. ok maybe not ALL my faves but more

the voice of night vale says gay rights

the voice of desert bluffs says gay rights

carlos whose hair is tied up for Lab Safety(tm)

maureen w several hairstyles cause im indecisive

michelle aka best girl

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wan stim toys so baaaad

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here r the stim toys i want off stimtastic along w their descriptions feom the site and prices, i made a wishlist earlier and since i cant ask my parents for one im gonna do every step Before doing so to pretend i am lmao

- chewy jellyfish
"looking for a pendant that can accommodate multiple chewing levels? both firm and flexible, the jellyfish works for aggressive, moderate and light chewing.  the dome-shaped bell is a durable half inch thick and, with its low-centered cord, allows for chewing from the top side. the swish of tendrils is thinner and softer, perfect for light chewing or sucking on.  the blue and purple jellies have an iridescent finish, giving them a subtle sparkle and slight color variation, especially in sunlight.  and they all come with a cheerful smile on one side and the lightly raised imprint of a heart on the other."
( $9.70 )

- pride tag necklace
"show your pride with a set of pride tags! the front tag has a cut-out word, allowing the rear tag's rainbow decal to show through. choose from the words EQUALITY or LOVE. these smooth cool stainless steel pendants make a great stealth fidget. slide them over each other or along the rugged ball chain. they also have a slight weight to them, creating a calming effect."
( $7.50 )

- infinity spinner ring
"the infinity spinner ring has two bands: an inner band with a smooth stainless steel finish and a movable outer band featuring 4 black laser-engraved infinity symbols. the wider inner band holds the ring snugly in place while you spin or fidget with the outer band."
( $9.50 )

- chewy cat
"do you love cats? are you looking for a pendant that offers a variety of chewing options and doubles as a fidget? the chewable cat pendant hangs from its mid-body, allowing for both light back of the mouth chewing on the narrower top area and more aggressive front of mouth chewing on its thicker body area. and its tail makes the perfect flexible fidget. just don't bite it off by accident!"
( $6.50 )

- chewy donut
"colorful raised sprinkles dot the surface of these yummy-looking donuts, adding sensory input and style. whether you opt for the rich looking chocolate brown or one of the lighter pastel options, you'll enjoy the satisfying shape and textures--smooth on the back with irregular bumps on the front and gently rounded edges. this compact pendant is 2 inches wide and nearly a half inch thick making is suitable for moderate chewers."
( $8.50 )

- glitter water bracelet
"the two interwoven tubes that make up this bracelet are filled with sliver glitter suspended in water. shake it and watch the glitter swirl through the multicolor tubes. glitter water bracelets have a 7 inch inner circumference and will fit small to medium hands. "
( $.90 )

- soft silicone brush
"a soft flexible silicone brush with hundreds of fine bristles on each side. not sure what makes this brush a stim toy? as soon as you pick it up, you'll understand. run your fingers lightly over the tips of the bristles for a gentle calming stim. squeeze, wiggle or press it for more intense tactile feedback. or grab the narrow end and flap with it! you can even chew on it if you like, since it's made of the same food grade silicone as our chewables."
( $1.75 )

- polar bear squishy
"is this little polar bear sliding on the ice or ready for a nap? we'll leave that up to you to decide. what we can say for sure is that these silicone squishies are completely different from traditional foam squishies or stress balls. stretchy squishies have a firm, jelly-like consistency that is similar to mochi. they can be stretched to more than twice their length. and when you squeeze or poke them, they bounce right back to their original shape."
( $1.20 )

- squishy octpys
"a cute pink octopus with an oversized head and tiny tentacles. while not super stretchy, it's just right for poking or squishing flat. and with a little pressure, the bottom will suction onto a smooth flat surface."
( $1.00 )

- squishy rabbit
"this adorably plump stretchy squishy rabbit is ready to brighten your day! with a round jiggly body and irresistibly stretchy ears, this little white bunny snaps back into shape after you squish or stretch it."

( $1.00 )

- squishy seal
"real-life harp seal pups keep their snow white coats for only a few weeks but your stretchy squishy seal pup will never outgrow its smooth white appearance."

( $1.20 )

- squishy cat glow in the dark
"a translucent blue kitten that glows in the dark. the eyes, nose and whiskers are slightly raised for just a hint of texture. this jiggly round squishy is just right for poking or squishing flat. And with a little pressure, the bottom will suction onto a smooth flat surface."

( $1.10 )

slow rising bear squishy
"this slow rising teddy bear squishy is lightly textured in a way that gives the impression of a furry coat. at 3 inches tall, this is one of our smaller and more compact slow rising squishies."

( $1.90 )

- slow rising ice cream squishy
"a jumbo squishy that you won't want to put down! the slow rising ice cream cone is super soft and fluffy, with a very smooth surface. squeeze or press it, then watch as it slowly returns to its original shape. measures 5"/12.5 cm tall and about 2-3"/5-7.5 cm thick"

( $3.50 )

- slow rising seal squishy
"this little white seal is very soft and very slow rising. with a white face, chocolate color features and a "toasted brown" flat bottom side, this squishy resembles a cookie or toasted marshmallow.
( $1.90 )

- scented fruit stim bag
"cutie fruities are scented fruit themed bags with a soft plush exterior and a cartoon face on one side. choose from: orange, grape, watermelon, apple. they feature a zipper closure on top and a lightly lined interior, and can hold 4-5 chewables or a half dozen small fidgets. the gourmet beads that scent these bags are sewn into the lining and will transfer their scent to any items stored inside."

( $5.00 )

and the chewlery case

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gonna try and listen to as much wtnv as possible during rehearsal today!! it just hit me that im only 13 eps away from catching up so i wanna nake progress owo

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the description of 150 says that a great change comes to night vale and since the last time that happened (in matryoshka and summer 2017 night vale usa) i cried and was so shaky i had to sleep it off,, we'll see how this goes

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h. hi deb??? ur not cecil

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HAHAJHAKDH ILY STEVE

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HI CECIL HI CECIL

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ITS THEIR SIXTH ANNIVERSARYY? AW

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OH MY GOD THEYCPUNT THE DAY AT THE ARBY'S AS THE START AND THATS THE FAY THEY CELEBRATE THEIR ANNIVERSARY AWWW

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cecilos rights cecilos rights.............. this is so cute

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HE DOESNT WANT U TO CELEBRATE HIS BIRTHDAY GO BACK TO UR ANNIVERSARY SMH

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lee sounds peppy. this is strange

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lee wyd,, am a little scared my guy

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wait its the last day????? is he gonna die or just move on

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sounds like the former oh dear

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I AGREE CRCIL IT IS A BUMMER OF A BIRTHDAY MESSAGE

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OHHHHH HI MAUREEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM CONFUSED AA TO WHY YOURE HERE BUT IM GLAD FOR IT :)

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faceless old woman!! hiya

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HI STEVE

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why are there so many people in this episode im so confused,,,,,,,,,, BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY IF WE'RE BRINGING IN MINOR CHARACTERS WHY ISNT KE *gets shot*

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hunTOkar

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ive seen people say modern night vale is awful in comparison to early night vale and i think thats understandable but i also lvoe how they intertwine,,,, everything is so- complete and beautiful and it all,,,,,, i cant explain it but the way the years build on each other and call back to each other and just. are a Cohesive World is just,, great?? i cant explain kt but i love it its beautoful and i cant fathom ever taking the option the new to night vale video offers of just starting st the wnd because so much of the beauty is just... missed that way

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th. theres a night vale where the mayor is a smiling man u say

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god im boutta cry over this show GOD i cant stop thinking about the beginning and now now and like- aaaaaa

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oo theres a night vale where dana's the voice? thats kinda cool

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THERES A NIGHT VALE WHERE IM THE VOICE?????? CAN I GO PLEASE

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cecil is our voice thats right!! :D

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i like his voice much more than strong coffee tho

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HES THIRTY-ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOOD FOR HIM GOD FOR HIM

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a most interesting voicemail from his most interesting husband :O

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carlos talks pretty fast and is pretty excitable so if this is faster and more excited than anything else i am Intrigued

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TIME WORKS????????????

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OADHAKDHANFHSN THIS IS GREAT THIS IS GREAT THEYRE FINISHING AN ARC FROM PHONE CALL APHAJFKAH!!!!!!!!!!!

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THE ORIGINAL NEAT...................... WE LOVE THAT FOR US

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"even after all of these years" OH NOBIM CGONNA CRY YOU CANT DO THAT TO ME NOT NOSTALGIA........

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yes its only been one year for me bUT STILL D:

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thats the end of year,, six i believe!! im now on year seven WHICH IS THE YEAR THE SHOW IS ON!!!!!!!! im so close B))

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okay dont want my phone to die because i have ab an hour and forty-five minutesto go in rehearsal so thats it for now wtnv wise!! still this is PROGRESS lads!! new goal is to catch up by the time year seven ends

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OH NO EAIT WHAT IF THEY END AT 200- I WOULD ACTUALLY CRY I STG

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OR YEAR TEN............. I MEAN IT SHOULD END AT SOME POINT BECAUSE THEYLL RUN OUT OF PLOTS AND WAYS TO CONNET IT BACK BUT STILL, FEAR

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altho ig i can relisten to the whole show again when that happens!! :D

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or. move on ig. but id prefer to think ab the relistening

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gonna post this so i dont run outta battery, bye!!