sdhd js all fun and gamesd until you have a meltdown and start punching and smacking and dtrangling yourself uncontrollably because youve lost all control over your limbs while silently screaming and coughing and tearlessly-sobbing before losing all the energy that was all yocu ould feel before and being left so shaky and wiped youc sn barely stand

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update, good now- basically collapsed and shook for a while and read through nd hcs to chill out and then woke up a bit more- spam time

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and!! on the upside because i Just had one i can go into my oneshot and make my description of kevin's meltdown in that more descriptive because i remember the feelings!! its important 2 look on the bright side

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ily

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gm!!

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she-ra is a good show and the fandom is kind of a mixed bag because you either get really good content or the Worst Takes Imaginable

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these include

- saying catradora is the center of the show and that if you dont ship catradora there is Literally No Point to you watching the show

- saying entraptdak is problematic because entrapta's ""minor coded"" (which is not only pretty ableist but also makes?? no sense????? what the fuck is minor coding minors arent a minority they dont need,, to be coded,,,,,, my good sir do you know what coding means)

- literally every single ask on she-ra confessions thats like "if you dont ship this ship you should Die In A Hole"

- people saying scorptra is pedophilia but like,, still watching,,,,,,,, the show????????????? if you think she-ra is portraying an adult having a clear crush on a child in a positive light then like. why are you still okay with the show this one confuses me so fucking much

- and more

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playin stardew valley!! just starting it rn im still customizing

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was originally gonna make my farmer michelle nguyen but i changed my mind, my farm is named desert bluffs to make up for it

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ive made the executive decision that everyone in stardew valley is nd and that includes my farmer girl madigan that is basically just a design i thought was cute

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wheneve i play stardew valley i always get like,, way into character? like i make this whole story and thought procrss for my farmer and every scene is like. Me Being Them i turn this shit into a visual novel

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i am a simple woman. i feel upset and sad after taking a bath, i throw myself further into stardew valley

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mm whose route do i wanna do......

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i think i wanna do either

- maru
- abigail
- haley
- or leah

but idk which

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throwback to when i played rune factory four and i had to play as a dude so i could date meg... i am living my best wlw life in stardew now

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it was especially weird because meg had this whole line of dialogue that was all just her beig mega wlw for forte so like. ??

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update!! played for a while, am now bored and chilling!! doing haley's arc,,,,,, ilh

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eyes emoji

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dear parents, just because your child is smiling at their phone doesn't mean they have a boyfriend/girlfriend. maybe they're just looking at pictures of the voice of desert bluffs

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i really wanna find fics with intern vanessa but its all shipping her with kev which always rubs me the wrong way 😔 this is so sad

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i havr to go yo a thig and i do Not want to go

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its a while later back from thing

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hdenrhendj tired

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like i wanna do smth to move on but. what is energy

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i agree, ikuzono and nd solidarity komahina SHOULD be shared with all my friends and naeishi IS featured in my heart, ur so smart

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mitski 🤝 lemon demon
only music that matters

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had a thin mint. life is good

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bored bored bored

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this dpam is pretty short but i need 2 talk to people so!! bye