ur calling him a beautiful man who does beautiful things on live radio. im getting married to him on live radio. we r not the same

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this was gonna be a spam but i ended up either a: too sad b: too tired and/or c: too distracted to actually do it and now its like 9:40 in the evening

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so! comfort content because thats easy and im in a good enough mood to want to get smth down

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uhhh. what is there 2 say

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why does socializing online and offline have to be so difficult. like legit how do i go into the Game Of Life and turn the difficulty down a smidge. like bro im struggling here please help

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replace socializing with several other things and this applies

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taka!!!!!! taka taka kiyotaka ishimaru my biggest dr kin my favorite character ilhsm

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sigh

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fuck all my kins. all of them. they all suck ass. i will never identify with any of them as much as i do w this post

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my dog's being weird

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gonna go take my meds and go right to sleep- wait i almost forgot to send tess her stuff!! i had it all pre-saved i gotta send it first tho

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alrigjt! back now

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gay rights

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ask me 2 talk about wtnv,, ask me to explain something or to describe something in detail or to give my thoughts on somethinng or Something

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im generally high stim seeking so whenever i switch over to low stim seeking its always weird bc was i listening to music blasting ten minutes ago?? yea. is the sound of my dog breathing weirdlg and th sound of my radiator and the feeling of being hot and fhe fenseness on my teeth from my retiners and the feeling of my fingers touching as i type this and fhe feeling of focusing on the screen and fhe sound of leaves outside and the light from my light all about to make me starg screaming and then the thought of acreaaming making it worse but also not wanting to hage my headphones on for anotjer weird texture?? yea again

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gonna sleep now because my senses are being weird and that ssno fungn ill finaih this tomorrow

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good morn

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i dont have the energy to talk to people online or offljne rn which is annoying bc that usually wears off by about 7:20-ish? cause its usually bc i just woke up and im still sleepy?? but it hasnt worn off and im not tired or any sadder than usual so idk what the eason for it is which is irritating

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for when i do post this, tell me stuff. ramble at me or smth

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its Extremely kevin db kinnie hours which is probably bad

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do re mi fa so la ti do

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this is. really odd i dont know why i cant get energy to read and comment and stuff?? like i feel fine im not sad im in a relatively neutral mood emotionally speaking but i can Not do anything

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okay to try and stimulate myself into being chatty imgonna do one of these, have stuff

- spam

- talk about ur interests

- talk about ur comfort characters

- talk about my comfort characters

- tall about my interests

- talk about kiyotaka ishimaru

- talk about kevin db

- ask me questions

- tell me what your favorite and least favorite colors are?? i dont fuckin know

- talk about,, anything really

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gotta walk to school now, see u