okay so ive been spending all my breaks listening to tma and uhhh. im on 47 cant tell if i hate or love mike's laugh but this bitch scares me

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okay so i havrnt spammed in this at all because ive either been busy or listening to tma hello

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interesting fact: because of information stated in both investigators and mudstone abyss, its canon that kevin and carlos were both theatre kids when they were in school

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this leads me to theorize that they were like. the two different kinds of theatre kids fhat like despise each other you know the kind i mean?? and that lead to their friendship's downfall /s

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AAAAAAA I HARNT DOBEENE SPAMMING IN THIS MUCH BUTIM SO EXCITED ABOUT THIS THAT IM DANCING UP AND DOWN AND AROUND AND HOPPING SO IM GOING TO SPAM

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parallels befween cecil gershwin palmer and jonathan sims!!!!!! or, more accurately, contrasts!!!!!!!!!!!!! its like theyre foils but from DIFFERENT SHOWS and theyre my FAVORITE SHOWS and agdkahdak!!!!!!

the most obvious is their difference in character arcs!!!!!!!!!!!!! jon puts up the whole skeptic act, despite believing things deep down, and has to sorta grapple w that, which is a plot point in 40!!!!! WHEREAS!!!!!!!!! cecil has to do basically the opposite- hell, all of night vale does!!!!!!! thats the plot of matryoshka and summer 2017 night vale usa- coming to terms with the fact that these supernatural things are ABnormal, not normal like jon has to!!!!!!!!!! haha!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its also kinda funny because their romances are TOTALLY DIFFERENT- cecil's DEFINITELY the martin in jonmartin, although those relationships themselves are very different and cecil and martin have little in common, it is funny how drastically differently they - jon and cec - respond to it!! theres something else along those lines but its a mild s2 spoiler- OOOOOH and another funny coincidence!! their romantic interest in martin/carlos were written later and wasnt originally planned!!!!!!!! granted, cecil's feelings for carlos were added MUCH earlier on than jon's, but jts still- its still NEAT hahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oo, plus they both have trauma regarding incidents that have led to them having a strong emotional reaction to a trigger tied to the event!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mirrors, the worm thing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and of course the similarity in thematics - eyes, horror, et cetera - its really cool!!!!!! unintentional obvi im not saying its some Intentional Plan for cecil and jon to parallel the way they do but let me have my connections- its kinda neat because they have a lot in common, but because the bitterness in jon was heavily emphasized and the chaos in cecil was heavily emphasized and their worldviews are digferent, theyre WILDLY different characters with wildly different arcs AH im having such fun i cant stop nouncing and my pjone is about to die because i cant stop dancing around the room- oh also theyre both nd thems just the facts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its neat yanno?? neat neat neat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no real comparisons can be made between gertrude robinson and leonard burton but they do have a semi-similar role?? anyway!! i love them both sm ajd i wanna draw them together and :D- OO THAT REMINDS ME I SHOULD MAKE MY KEV AND CEC REFERENCES!!!!!!!! YEHAJDJAJD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH OH OH AND NAMED AFTER THEIR VA NAMED AFTER THEIR VA NAMED AGTER THEIR VA

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TIM NO JON AND BASIRA ARE NOT HAVING SEX STOP RIGHT THERE

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okay im gonna listen to 156 of wtnv and do a lil nack and forth because that ramble made me!! sosososo hyped ab both shows

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IM SOSOSOSOSO MAD THAT I CANT GET MY HANDS ON THE BONUS EPISODE WITH KEVIN ANSWERING LISTENERS QUESTIONS I SWEAR TO GOD ITS MAKING ME SOSOSOSOSOSOSOOSOSSOO STRESSED IT UPSETS ME SO MUCH ACTUALLY LIKE I HAVE CRIED OVER THIS ANyway moving on

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okay now im too upset about this to watch,,,,,

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back!! calmed down

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kevin: of cooooourse i support mayor mallard's rights!!

kevin: vanessa take me off the air for a moment- thank you

kevin: MAYOR MALLARD'S RIGHTS TO SHUT THE FUCK UP

kevin: okay put me back on

kevin: -honestly listeners im offended youd suggest otherwise,

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okay trouble wwh time!! duly noted gotta skip the intros in the future

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me: oh okay cecil says hes aging like everyone else so he wont be immortal and have to cope with carlos dying long before him thats good

me:

me: OH FUCK CECIL'S GONNA DIE OH NO-

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oh shit hes got the same worries ab carlos rip

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,,,,,,,u want to completely take all the sand out of the sand wastes?????

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well not u. u clearly despise it i mean mariam

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on the one hand im perfectly aware that if i was in cecil's position id probablt have done the same thing BUT ON THE OTHER FUCKING HAND!!!!!!! IM SO FUCKING MAD AT HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE BITCH COULDVE TOLD KEVIN AT ANY FUCKING POINT THAT HE WAS GOING TO LOSE, COULDVE THOUGHT THAT MAYBE THE MANWOULDNT HAVE THROWN HIS ENTIRE FUCKING BODY IN FRONT OF THE DOOR BECAUSE OF HOW MUCH HE BELIEVED IN THE CAUSE LIKE CECIL KNEW HE DID WHEN HE WAS TELLING THE LIE AND AGDKABDJSB 😡😡😡😡😡😡 I HAVE SO MANT FUCKING EMOTIONS ABOUT THE STREXCORP TAKEOVER

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like i dont necessarily want pre-strex kevin back because kevin's growth as a persojnis really important and honestly kevin reverting to how he was before that deeply traumatic incidenr would be a shitty and unrealistic move in the literary sense and generally, its more that im like,, sad he had to leave in the first place?? because it was avoidable, which we Know For A Fact because cecil did it!! hegrhehehddhdhhh i hate lauren so much and i have so much anger towards her that its like,, spilling over onto cecil who made an honest mistake sorry bud i still love you

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my emotions have not been helped by this fanart i saw which actually makes me cry genuinely

D:

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OKAY BUT LAURVIN HCS WHERE LAUREN WAS FUCKING. OKAY BEFORE STREXCORP OR EVEN FUCKING DATED KEVIN WHICH IVE FUCKING SEEN MAKE ME SOSOSO MAD AND THATS NOT FAIR BECAUDE WE DIDNT KNOW LAUREN WAS THE PRESIDENT OF STREX UNTIL MUDSTONE ABYSS AND IT WAS A REASONABLE ASSUMPTION TO MAKE HELL IF YOU DIDNT PAY ATTENTION DURING OLD OAK DOORS YOU COULD EVEN HC THAT THE ROLES WERE SWITCHED BUT GOD THEY PISS ME OFF SO MUCH SHE DOESNT DESERVE IT I HOPE SHE ROTS AND I HOPE KEVIN FUCKING DECKS HER

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,,,,okay in non-night vale news i requested hiyenko hcs from a hc blog and!!!!!!!!!! they did really nice ones!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they dont all match with my concepts but they were all still super cute ilt

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cct!!

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jonathan sims kinnie hours always

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mmmmmm im super hyperfixated on kevin to the point where i Can Not lisgen to 156 without getting unnecessarily mad at cecil because of the lie he told so im gonna listen 2 the end of 137 to calm myself and then maybe do some tma........ jon wouldnt have lied to kev smh

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or maybe he would have?? not sure but as resident jon kinnie im deciding he wouldnt

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kev kev kev :)

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es u dod!!!! u DID figure it out

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:D :D :D his boice is so DIFFERENT from strex kevin's ilhsm

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I LOVE THIS SETUP I LOVE HOW U THINK THE THING HE FIGURED OUT WAS GETTING THE MUDSTONE ABYSS BACK YP BUT ITS ACTUALLY KEVIN GAINING INSIGHT INTO HIMSELF AND SEEING WHY HE NEEDS THE MUDSTONE ABYSS AND HOW THAT HURTS OTHERS!!!!!!!!!! IM LITERALLY DHAKIG RIGHT NOW I LOVR HIM

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🤬🤬🤬 hate 🤬🤬🤬

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he really did say 💘💖💓💕💖💞 charles 💓💞💓💞💕💞 huh

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WE STAN A HIGHLY CONNECTIVE BRAIN BEING POSITIVE......... KEVINS NOT THE CEO OF ADHD BECAUSE FUCK CORPORATIONS HES NOT DOING THAT ONE AGAIN BHT SMTH ELSE

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the theocratic leader of adhd perhaps?? u know what i mean

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Cabbage Coat Hangers

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THIS MUSIC IS SO NICE I LIKE LIKE LIKE IT :DD

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u go donny ily

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- kevin 2k18

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kev. 💘💞💕💞💖💞💖💞💖💓💖💘💖💓

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the reason kevlos didnt work out is because kevin > cecil and carlos > charles so having kevin and carlos be a thing, or even just friends, would be too much power for the world to handle

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also carlos is in a committed relationship and their personalities arent particularly compatible especially at the point in time where they knew each other but you know what i mean

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AAAAAAAAAA AND THIS IS WHERE KEVIN- AA!! AAAA!!!!!! KEVINS PROUD OF DONNY WOO

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i do be vibing happily doe

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AAAA THIS IS THE FUCKING FUCKING FUCKNG WLINE OH MY GOD NO LIEN IN ANY REDEMPTION ARC WILL EVER SUPRASS THE LINE ABOUT HOW YOU WAKE UP THE SAME PERSON IN A DIFFERENT PLACE AND THE EARTH WILL HAVE MOVED THE CLOCKS WILL HAVE MOOD AND THE SUN WILL NOT HAVE MOVED BUT YOU WILL WAKE AND SMILE AND DO YOUR BET TO UNDERSTAND YOURSELF AND OTHERS

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fuck lauren lmao she gets no redemption arc. i will steal her knees. thats what she gets. kevin gets a loving boyfriend and clear skin, lauren gets Jack Shit besides jointless limbs and thats how i like it

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:) :) :)

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:D :D :D

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:DDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!

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i dislike kevin and lauren as a song but the way it finishes with that note of finality,, its neat as the kids say

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!!!!!!! I JUST CHECKED AND IF YOU COMPRE IT TO THE END OF KEVIN AND LAUREN IN SANDSTORM B ITS DIFFERENT!! IT ECHOES!!!!! THERES MORE OF A NOTE OF FINALITY TO IT OH THATS THE NIFTIEST THING IVE EVER HEARD OH MY GOD

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kev kev kev kev kev kev kev kev kevIN

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that echo better mean smth ab kevin's arc and NOT that kevin isnt coming back wtnv...... i will fucking kick you in the goddamn shins.............

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okay i zonked out after that threat gm!!

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anxious anxious anxious

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gotta take a shower

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back!!

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love love love jon

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theres fanart of kevin and jon interacting and i REALLY wanna get far enough into tma to understand what its referencing qnd properly freak out over it

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jon!! jon jon

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gonna go get some work done so i can listen to tma and calm down a bit bye!!