hello! its after school

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im this weird mix of happy and upset because the last period of today was really shitty but the rest of the day was good and i have a four day weekend??

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im p chill now tho once schools out im just gonna Collapse and listen to triptych and all smiles eve a few times fjskfj

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(italics are the biggest ones, bolded and italics are Big Big Big Big Big Big Big ones)

- kiyotaka ishimaru
- mahiru koizumi
- makoto naegi
- mukuro ikusaba
- nagito komaeda
- sonia nevermind
- tenko chabashira
- both cecil and carlos but never at the same time its kinda funny. i swing wildly between which one i identify w more
- kevin db
- michelle nguyen
- possibly hiyoko saionji? jury's still out on whether she's just a big cc or a kin

what do u glean

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am bored anyone wanna Do Stuff

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okay pepped up fully now!! do i wanna listen to wtnv or watch v3,,,,

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tell u what apparently one of the episodes coming up is Fucking Bonkers? so ill listen up to whatever episode that is because if tumblr is to be trusted ill Know and then after that ill do v3! im a genius

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on 143 rn owo

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earl harlan!!!! hi earl whats up bro i have vaguely positive feelings toward u

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weather time! im like,, 50% sure the next episode is the one that goes wild but not certain- this weather's p good!!

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n e way whats up?

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lmao i got distracted working on an aesthetic and then ended up forgetting i was listening to wtnv and fucking Jumping at cecil's voice HDJVNS hello sir

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the description of the toddlers made me think of all smiles eve GOD that was a good episode?? like it didnt do a shit ton for kevin's arc but it was still excellent i loved it.... kevin ily i hope ur having a good day in db2

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well. not db2 because theyre not ~charming enough~ for that yet- dbt? db too? nvm with the acronym ig

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"a baked ham with long luxurious hair" hamaaantha!! hamaaaaaantha!! u were impossible to ignore 🎶

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"thats incredibly alarming. how can a parent just forget their own child like that??" cecil says fuck neglectful parent rights

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OH OH OH IS THE SMILING GOD ONE OF THOSE ARTHROPODS???????

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cecil's voice sounds Interesting i like it

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"im coming home now, carlos" HEEEEY CARLOS HE HASNT BEEN MENTIONED IN A WHILE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIRD-TO-SECOND-DEPENDING-ON-MY-LEVEL-OF-AFFECTION-FOR-MICHELLE BEST WTNV CHARACTER HOURS

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cecil really do be broadcasting his show even though the power's out and nobody can hear it becausse he finds the routine comforting and sees the ritual and habits of it important. iconic and relatable

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okay 144 time

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u wanna tell me ab two fiction podcasts? ok

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its turtles all the way down, but man, its kittens all the way up

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the original night vale intro is SO catchy i love it. not as good as the desert bluffs theme tho

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now i kinda want cookies

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steve carlsberg for best stepdad 2k20

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(sorry kev)

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eunomia's dad 🤝 carlos
science is neat

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oh shit eunomia's dust now

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at the weather and this episode is interesting but not that wild,, eiher theres gonna be another twist or im just misremembering the number lol- i did skim past that post REAL fast once i realized it was gonna be spoilery

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"thank you, child!! heres an ipad, go play on tiktok and stop staring at me!! im really creeped out!!" AHSKSBCKSH KING

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yeah im assuming its not this one since its oevr djfjdj

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WOO PHYSICS AND BASKETBALL SPORTS = SCIENCE THAT WAS A THING IN THE NOVEL YEAH!!!!!! also a decent song

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"so let's all get out there and support our team! really root for the ball to go into the,,, the,,,,,, mm-hmm, the- the- the you know, the thing!! that the ball is supposed to go into!!!! and this has been sports" icon

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i wanna laugh at cecil getting distracted by the desert camouflage but at the same time the odds id lose focus when im boutta be reprogrammed are. admittedly high

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"cecil: [sounding high]" 🤝 "kevin: *excited noise*"

funny descriptions that make me a lot more chill with the fact i have adhd and have to read the transcripts just to follow along with my favorite show

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alright finished 145! gonna take a break and then maybe watch some more?

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the fun thing ab hyperfixations is that the second ANYONE indulges them even briefly i go fucking bonkers with affection and excitement

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like for example i have this mutual on tumblr who has a wtnv url and reblogs kevin stuff?? and i highly doubt my existence makes any difference in their lives bc we've literally never spoken all they do is follow me and like kevin stuff i rb and they reblogged a post i rbed one time but whenever they like something i rb my brain is always like "!!!!!! friend!!!!!!!!!" for the sole reason of this one (1) common interest

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hdnsnsjdn

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have adhd posi bc im insecure like a cool kid and i wanna feel Happ

:)

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i wuv. my dog

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dhdkdh cecilos!! good

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i find it funny rhat kid me hyperfixated on mlp at around the same time my mom gave me a book on adhd in girls "not bc i have it but bc i could draw conclusions from experiences" bc like. if i had Actually Read The Book i might have gained some Minor Insight into why my favorite characters at the time were pinkie pie and the weird al mf that showed up in a few episodes,, maybe got diagnosed a bit quicker,,,,,, learned some things,,,,,,,,,, but nah i just put it on my shelf and forgot about it for several years

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being low empathy sucks i dont like it

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boooored bored bored im so bored that i cant do anything to interest myself because Im Bored

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kaede's hair is so hard to draw im crying

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mmmm i want chewing gum but ive already gone through a pack and a half today and having mt fave gum at my disposal has been Heaven so i dont want it to run out to fast

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oH hey this spam's over a 1000 words long lmao

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i wan stay up so i can sleep in.....

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gonna post this now and go work on my drawing and then watch some v3!! bye bye