sssspamalam

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im tired and a solid mix of sad and soft

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dbsndndndjjddb pre-strex kevin,,

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i wanna draw kevin so fucking bad but my design for him is so inconsistent?? like my picrews for him change constantly and im not even solid on the one i do for those fhsjfj

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@ anyone who likes wtnv at all how do u imagine him

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ny dog says hello

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kevin has seventy knives. he used to have seventy-three but charles borrowed one knife to kill transphobes, one knife to kill ableists, and one knife to kill shitty dads

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cant decide if i hate myself or the person i hate most in the world more and its a bad feeling i dont like it i dont like hating myself why cant i be someone - anyone - else, someone interesting someone worthwhile someone with redeeming qualities just someone in general

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okay that got dark

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uhhhhhh comfort picrew time because those r soft and good

miss sonia:

God Damn It All To Hell

she Excite

this one doesnt look like her at all but its cute so like

cecil:

i lubv this outfit actually idk why its not that cool but i like it

he mad

he M A D

kevin:

lauren pulled some bullshit (aka anything and everything shes ever done ever) and now hes pissed the fuck off

he really did say :')

he soft

michelle:

shes mad bc her hair isnt dyed

michelle says uwu

shes totally not in love with maureen, okay?? ugh, literally everyone is experiencing emotions right now. shes too cool for that, okay?? maureen is just nice to look at. thats all

mahiru:

lesbab

i like her if u cant tell

ive decided i hc her with adhd theres literally zero basis for this hc aside from me kinning her

in conclusion she vibin

and an ikuzono thing i made bc the picrew looked cute:

lesbianisms

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that actually helped a lil!!

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okay tried to watch more dangan but the glitchy thing is creeping me out bc of how exhausted i am so nvm, gngn

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morn

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djjdjjdjh

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okay i fell back asleep for an hour and a half so gmorn for real now fhskdhd

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whats crackalackin

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waking up now so thats good, i dont like sleeping in later than nine and i was really tempted to fall back asleep and do ao

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slammed my knee against my bed a few days ago when i paced and now theres a bruise, why do my stims keep getting me injured fhekfjd

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bleh im tired

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and also hungry i should get breakfast

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HEY U ask me questions please!! on any topic at all ill love youforever bonus points if u do multiple

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kevin db good

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people at school: wow she seems lost in thought. is the test that hard jeez

my brain, for the past hour: while the others argued, stephanie flipped through the book. certainly she was interested in the threat that the leadership of their church posed to night vale and to everyone she knew. but she was also fascinated by the history of the church. and here was one of its original documents, perhaps even as old as forty years, written in the hand of kevin himself. she had loved kevin's radio show, back when he was still hosting it. it was full of happiness, joy, positivity. she didn't know if he had actually gone back through the old oak door to heaven, but she hoped he was still spreading happiness wherever he was.

she was thrilled to see some of his actual writing. maybe this was the original text he had written after meeting the smiling god in heaven. she flipped through the pages, yellowed with age, and also with the fact that they were torn from a yellow legal pad.

kevin had written: "wow. what a perfectly wonderful, wonderfully perfect super day! i could not be more thrilled. the smiling god blessed me with its presence once again. i felt the sand beneath me quake, and its maw rose from deep within and greeted me. and i said, 'hey, im kevin. hows it going there?' and it nearly swallowed me, which was a huge honor. 'big fan,' i shouted as its unbearable bulk blocked out all light around me, until it was just me, in the night it had created with its movement, grinning up at its darkness. superinspiring and nice."

next to this was a smiley face, and a strange symbol. some sort of geometric design. had kevin been doodling in the holy text he had been writing?

stephanie turned the page, and nilanjana, uninterested in being part of an argument that no side would win, read along with her.

the same strange geometric design was drawn across the top, along with some exclamation points and the phrase "smiling god" in a cartoon heart.

"boy, life sure is great," the text said. "ive figured out how to tell where the smiling god will appear next. when it gets hungry, it begins to hunt. and it does these sweeps outward and outward. always the same way, so i can wait just ahead of it and get a big ol' eyeful of its nightmare body. nifty as all get-out!"

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ily ily ily

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why. do you hang around me? like why am i- i dunno if this question makes sense

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kebin good

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ok i should go get breakfast now bye bye!!