this chap was oriinally a Lengthly vent ab my father but it was kinda. A Lot so im deleting it and replacing it with a spam fjskdj

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so!! spamalam

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gay rights

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kiribaku good. presumably. havent actually seen the show but am attached

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u ever love a character so much you're about 2 cry over them

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because thats me @ known sweetheart sunshine lovely man pre-strex kevin

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siiiiigh

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fhskfjsjd i stg why does nobody ever tag aus in the damn tags on ao3 because the amount of times ive gone into the "kevin (welcome to night vale)" tag on ao3 and seen fics tagged with charles in them and been like "oh yay!! the one character who makes me feel better about my dad!! and part of one of my biggest comfort ships!! wowie, this'll definitely be comforting!!" and then halfway through the fic it hits me with the Stupid Au That Makes Me Want To Cry where hes the strexcorp scientist that fucked with kevin and their dynamic is totally awful?? high

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idk why that au fucks me up sm?? its debatably not that different from a mastermind au in dangan which i typically like and its an interesting concept i guess but smth about it makes me feel bad,, like not to the degree where id describe it as a trigger or anything but i still feel Big Uncomfy

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speaking of it occurs to me i should probably share my triggers but at the same time i worry ill seem like. overdramatic?? or bothersome??

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😤😤😤

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h

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hiyoko, holding mahiru's hand: WOW ishimaru!! how'd you get to bond in a bath with TWO of ur crushes?????

taka, holding makoto and mondo's hands: im gay!!

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togafuka 🤝 laurvin
het ships that make regan want to flick the back of the fandom they come from's head and ask if they're fucking okay

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hdnshdh ehats wrong with me

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well no- i know whats wrong with me but whats wrong with me to others

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hdjdnn im so tired i dont wanna go 2 school tomorrow

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uhhhh im in the mood for komahina, naeishi, and pre-strex kevin and since the latter two are hard to find comfort content for here is stuff

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nobody:

not a soul:

chapter one hajime, at all times: i am in love with nagito komaeda

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the crush really leapt out

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wanna draw komaeda but am too tired

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h.

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nagito ily

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i wish i had more to offer to people. more to be more to act like- i wish there was more to me wish i had more to go- idk

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tell me stuff!!

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i love two (2) ultimate lucky students

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💗💘💞💗💖💖💕💓
nagito komaeda
💗💘💞💘💞💘💞💘

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im half down on myself and half soft for nagito and its kinda equalling out to neutral

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gonna sleep now so i dont end up leaning too hard towards the former once mt softness wears off!! have tessie's thing

- spam

- something nice ab me i guess? i dunno sorry

- stuff ab nagito komaeda

- stuff ab komahina

- stuff ab kiyotaka ishimaru

- stuff ab kevin db

- stuff ab charles the theologist

- stuff ab carlos the scientist

- stuff ab wtnv

- stuff ab neurodivergent hcs

- stuff ab neurodivergence in general

- stuff ab kaede akamatsu

- stuff ab byakuya togami

- nice things

- questions