i crashed hard as fuck so m gonna sleep now but thisbis here to have a chap already going

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was too insecure to post in this for 19 hours so here we are hah

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this spam is insanely short and has been here since the evening of janurary tenth (im typing this at 10:30 pm on the eleventh) because its been a ton of vents that i keep deleting

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h.

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uhhh. what is stuff to say

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kiyotaka ishimaru rights

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i want to sleep through every single day ever but i cant do that so im just going to sleep nkw

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gmorn

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someone in this sexual health group i had to go to asked about cock and ball torture so. that was a thing that occurred

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bro i Really need to make a playlist for sensory overload but i keep putting it off

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h

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taking off is such,, an odd episode because kevin doesn't mention the joyous congregation,,,,,,,,, ever??????? or strexcorp, but thats a lesser point- its such a Stark Contrast from how the next two kevin-focused episodes, all smiles eve and mudstone abyss, center Heavily around his devotion to religion?  and how old oak doors focuses on it? but here he is, saying rhat they need to come up with a name for the place that is Literally Heaven In The Religion He Strongly Believes In And Fucking Made??????????? he doesnt mention it in who's a good boy part 2 or voicemail either, although thats slightly less odd because its just a short scene as opposed to like. a Whole Episode. (although the joyous congregation actually was mentioned in who's a good boy part 2 by cecil but thats irrelevant) he also doesnt mention them in toast either, although that bit is,, very strange but thats besides the point. i,, actually dont know what that point is this is kind of a pointless ramble but on the off chance you find this vaguely interesting ask me yo elaborate ill die for u

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i DESPISE having adhd. its fucking AWFUL. im already pretty shitty seeing as i dont have any redeeming fucking qualities besides being fucking useful but it makes me WORSE and it ruins everything and i want to slam my head against the wall so i die shitty brain first

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well that took a turn lmao

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i feel bad i feel bad why does everythig have to be so HARD

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okay its been a lil and im good now!! have cc picrews,, except not really because its the same five characters repeated for the most part

miss sonia:

miss mukuro:

miss kyoko:

miss mahiru

miss michelle:

and a miss aoi, miss regan, and miss rumiko/my ult gambler oc because i couldnt make all the characters i wanted to and thus made replacements

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talk 2 me!! tell me stuff, ramble at me

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id DIE for michelle i wanna draw her so bad

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gay rights

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michelle: sure nobody likes me but do i care? NO. who needs connection and warmth and friendship?? not me!! nobody notices me and thats how i like it. im cold. im a loner. im-

maureen: *strides, stops, restarts, sighs*

michelle: -a massive lesbian also i love you

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tess and bel rights

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uwu

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reading this graphic novel i got and one of the characters is very much an adhd lesbian i recognize my kind

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its. actually kind of sad though because i feel for her too much

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mahiru koizumi....... good

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she's gonna save me, call me baby, run her hands through my hair!

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everyone say "i love u" to my dog immediately

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okay this spam's been going for two days lmao im gonna post it and go draw miss michelle bye!!