uuhhh not sure what yall are expecting like what another walkingecho crush story?  not sure but I'll just give it to you I guess. UH, 

Idk man mayhaps they (let's just call them they ok let's do that.)ok mayhaps they ended up liking me because we were both insomniacs and they have nightmares and id talk to them about it. and we kept each other company until we both fell asleep. I fr stan these types of friendships because I'm only active on socials at night. when everyone is sleeping. why? IDK man

I can't remember how we met exactly, but we started texting one day when they replied to a post. we were friends for many months. really really good friends and I loved them very much. I didn't mind talking to them and only them every night even though I usually don't do that.

they knew my anxiety attack triggers, even some I didn't know myself, and sometimes when we went out and they sensed an attack, they'd hold my hand and force me to close my eyes and think of happy thoughts and people I love. 

they told me everything and anything about them, and it was such a raw, pure, passionate friendship that we had, that I'm so irritated with myself that I didn't see it coming. 

I'm pretty sure they confessed like at 4 am one day and I was like cool okay btw its probably infatuation or confusion or tiredness (that was an asshole move) and I told them if they still liked me by the end of Christmas mayhaps I might consider. 

and idek how they still did? so I said k and we went out for a while. 

they hated roses with a passion and preferred sunflowers and for a really long time, I associated them with the colour yellow because they were my sun and my joy and my sunflower. they hated my pick-up lines too because they're really bad for real. but they loved my hugs and my voice and my horrible laugh and my accent and those were enough for me.

 but we broke up and now I'm single and happy and GUYS DONT FUCKING DATE I'm too young but ig just wanted to make them happy for a while. I don't regret it tho.

they used to sleep more when they talked to me. 

don't worry tho, it was a mutual break up because we were bringing each other down. u know those kinds of relationships where you guys are just causing each other to worsen? yea. 

 I loved them very, very much though, and I still do, but we are better off as friends. we still talk, but eh, not at night anymore. they seemed to have improved and I'm still... yea. on a mission to find a new nighttime buddy asf

anyway hope you enjoyed that and it wasn't too nauseating or sad ok bye! no longer taking requests because </3 I WASNT EVEN TAKING THEM IN THE FIRST PLACE

probably deleting this after a while tho <3